I'm not good at anything.?

I'm literally useless. I've tried loads of different sports. I've tried singing. I'm bad at games. I'm terrible at art. I'm a horrible writer. I get average grades. I used to love school, but now I hate it and I don't even really know why. I have social anxiety so I have terrible social skills. I only have three friends. They all think I'm annoying because I'm so self deprecating. I don't give good advice. I can't console anyone when they're sad. I'm overweight. My family is poor. I'm not attractive in the slightest bit. No one has ever taken an interest in me. I've never even held hands with anybody, let alone kissed someone. I hate how much I hate myself. I'm too much of a scaredy cat to actually kill myself. I wish I had something besides a favourite that made me happy. I just wish I had something I was good at