Should I fear fall break?

Our school is year round and fall break will be the first two full weeks of October. I'm actually sort of nervous about it for strange reasons. I had trouble forgetting about school for spring break, and then for summer (which is 2 months,) I couldn't forget about if until the end of the first month, and right about then, I got a nasty skin infection called MRSA. I wan't having a good mood about it and I kept forgetting to take my pills.So, I felt like I had MRSA the wrong way, and I hope I get a worse condition (like stage 1 skin caner or something, just something to learn a lesson.) So should I fear fall break and hope I get a medical condition so bad I'll need to spend it all in the hospital? I know this is strange but I feel like I deserve it,