Guys only date me for my looks and I don't know what to do?

Every guy that's ever dated me has only ever dated me because of sex or because they want a "pretty half-Asian girlfriend" (not my words). I know this doesn't sound like an issue to most people or whatever and people may think that I'm ungrateful or some stupid thing like that, but I do have a problem with this.

Since guys only date me based on my appearance, I've ended up in a state of self-loathing that I'll never find someone that truly loves me for who I am. I don't want to just be some trophy wife or something, I want someone to have genuine feelings for me.

Now because of this I have trust issues whenever I get into a new relationship and I'm very suspicious all the time (which I admit isn't fair to the guys but it's just automatic in my head).

I just don't know what to do anymore. This is really hurting me emotionally and I need some advice on how to either get over this thought process or on how to find guys who like me for my personality and not just my looks. Thanks in advance!