Now that your older, what is one thing you regret not doing?

I'm not that old (19) and don't regret anything that I've not done. But I wonder if my older brother will ever regret NOT reacting positively to me when I've offered up myself and my body to him so many times?

I've been hinting FOR YEARS that I want my brother to take my virginity, but he ignores my flirting, flashing, nudity in the hall before & after showering, and subtle hints (I got the idea about brother / sister incest from watching "Game of Thrones" and reading a few sibling romance blog stories). I've got lots of needs & desires, and I'd rather share that romantic intimacy with my brother instead of some loser whom I can't trust. I wanna be hugged, kissed, loved, and cherished by a nice guy. None of my friends who've lost their virginities are happy with any the guys they lost it to (the guys were liars, jerks, losers, players, cheaters, you name it!!!!) and none of them are still together. One friend got an STD. I don't want any of those problems to happen to me. My brother is really nice, he's never had a girlfriend, and he's never lied to me. And yeah, he's my real brother (not a step-brother). I'm not fat or ugly. Why wouldn't my brother want to make me happy, give me orgasms, have orgasms himself inside me, and protect me from losers & jerks? Maybe I'll just ask him directly.