Can I get some friendly advice? I lost my dream job and I am so depressed I can’t get out of bed..?

In 1923 priests tried to change the calendar; Holy Fire didn't come down; Turkish guards killed these priests; Ruski Orthodox replaced them.

Holy Fire ended with Patriarch Irenaios. Now it's faked by heretics. Irenaios is the last Orthodox Patriarch. Irenaios blessed Catacomb movement.

What you need is antimins (remains of saints sewed into a towel, one cup, one spoon, wax candles, nonkosher non-yeast nonbarcoded nonqrcoded bread/wine, etc.)

Electricity is from Satan; yeast is grown on pig bacteria, etc.

Barcode = Druid black magic curse; QRcode = ancient Mayan curse...

Kosher (K) or Union of Orthodox Synagogues (U) = sprinkled with blood like Mosis did. Underneath the entrance of synagogue lies New Testament...

Orthodoxy = the only true faith; Roman Catholics tried one cup - one spoon ritual and got sick with Bubonic plague; if heresy enters Orthodox monastery then monks/nuns will get sick with flu/tuberculosis (for instance); Orthodox churches who closed for COVID or had disposable cups/spoons or dipped spoon into alcohol are no longer brides of Christ (now they serve Satan and honor Satan's new COVID religion).

Don’t go into UFO to be “healed” by evil demons; demons never do good.

SSN is written as a barcode/QRcode; then it's put into a chip; chip is put into vaccine; chipped people are influenced (by super computers) to receive grey plastic card World Passport with no name on it (but when they stretch their hands to get it, gov't clerk presses secret button to administer the unforgivable green 666 tattoo by isotope rays). If you reject mark of the beast then your direct ancestors go to heaven (according to saint Vyacheslav Krasheninnikov from Ural).

Birds participate in time creation. It's a sin to kill birds. Dinosaurs live under our level; they will get out through sinkholes and lakes; to kill them, go for their nerves. Save the birds; but kill the dinosaurs. First dinosaur will come out of Volga River in Russia. Scientists don't see dinosaurs under our level because of radiation. Sinkholes happen because people dig for resources underground and because earth is heating up.

It seems to me that with the pandemic and so many people working from home, finding work you can do from home has become easier, but I guess you'll have to do a lot of searching.  

Something that can help if you're unemployed is having a daily schedule. Get out of the house every day to get exercise and fresh air. See if journaling helps. I read an article in the NY Times by someone who said she found it very helpful to write three pages longhand as soon as she work up in the morning - whatever came into her mind, stream of consciousness. 

There's a lot of things that can help with depression, mostly low-cost, low-risk, and easy. Talk about these things with the neurologist. 

I can't tell you exactly what you need. There's no one size fits all solution. I can tell you though that there are healthy lifestyle choices that can enhance the effects of the standard treatments with office visits. You're welcome to click on my name and read. This has details about self-help based on cognitive-behavioral therapy and lifestyle choices that help with depression - nutrition, basic lifestyle things like sleep, exercise, and social support, also traditional Asian methods.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wqEM_jlDRZI

It is too soon to lose hope. The main stress at this time is money. All else is in your imagination...imagining bad outcomes. The neurologist will diagnose your problem. Then you can begin focusing on the solution. Meanwhile, it is a waiting game. Try to stay positive. Focus on what is good in your life in this present moment. Really, there isn't much you can do until you receive your diagnosis. So just relax into your powerlessness. You are not in control.

Pray for God's will and direction in your life.  I will pray for you too, dear one.  Look up Philippians 4:6-8; also, Romans 8:28.