BiancaMarie♥

I've seen people take pics, post and talk about bigger girls in bikinis, and frankly I don't want to be one of them. This spring break I'm going to the beach for a week where there will be hundreds of fit/skinny girls and I just wanna make sure I ddon't embarrass myself I lost some weight over summer, and since then I've become more self concious...so here are some pics, I wanted anonymity BUT too much hassle to upload to tinypic so I'm using my tumblr. Don't get too comfy.

Where I was

http://healthyhappyhungryy.tumblr.com/post/5890814...

A couple months ago with my little brother

http://healthyhappyhungryy.tumblr.com/post/5857100...

This morning

http://healthyhappyhungryy.tumblr.com/post/7685751...

Bikini Shopping at target

http://healthyhappyhungryy.tumblr.com/post/7774848...

I'm the most self conscious about my thighs and my stomach, and don't really have time to workout but I've been working out to cut out some of my water weight.

So Halloween is coming up and my mom mailed me up a costume

http://www.halloweencostumes.com/mythical-medusa-c...

http://videos.halloweencostumes.com/mythical-medus...

But I don't think I want to be Medusa, I feel like that might be weird...is there something that I can be with the dress? Like what could I say I am? If I bought accessories and stuff

I want to go to Law School that's a given, with what I wish to do with it is still in the planning process: prosecutor, private company, defense attorney, government job, judge ect.

As of right now my major is Criminology, I need to declare a minor so that I can have classes fill up my schedule, but I'm not sure what, and then I want to double major, so there's that too. But I want to do everything from international affairs, to business, economics, social work, philosiphy.. SO OVERWHELMING

I'm in my sophomore year, so I'm taking classes in my major but I don't really want 5 criminology classes, so I need a minor or another major.

How would a double major in Criminology and Economics sound minoring in Religion?

Its a weird combination, but combines the criminology I need for law school, with economics for real life situations that requires math which I enjoy, and religion as a minor because the religion classes offered always intrigue me

This summer I came home from school, and lost 25 pounds, Started at 196 and currently down to 171. My goal is to be at 160 by the time school starts, and 145 while in school, hopefully by Halloween!

Anywho I'm going to Miami Beach, and frankly I know I won't be the biggest girl of my group, but will be the biggest girl in a bikini, in my group, should I be safe and buy a one piece, or just wear what I got! I kinda wanna show off to my friends my weight loss, but maybe I should wait until its more noticeable?

http://tinypic.com/r/2mgt744/5

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Disregard the messy bathroom, I'm packing and trying on clothes!

I just need validation from strangers who don't care to give me honest answers!

Within this month, I would like to get a yin-yang tattoo on my ankle. I've looked at pictures and stuff but none of the pictures have it on black skin. I like the concept of black and white and so I wouldn't want to get another color, but I'm not for this "white ink" thing? So would it look okay if I just left the white part my skin? And shade the black or should I start looking for something else.

If it changes anything my skin tone is kind of like Kerry Washington?

Within this month, I would like to get a yin-yang tattoo on my ankle. I've looked at pictures and stuff but none of the pictures have it on black skin. I like the concept of black and white and so I wouldn't want to get another color, but I'm not for this "white ink" thing? So would it look okay if I just left the white part my skin? And shade the black or should I start looking for something else.

If it changes anything my skin tone is kind of like Kerry Washington?

For 95% of my life; until last year I never wore shorts. I had a skin problem on my legs an felt uncomfortable showing my legs so I always wore jeans. Always. My skin disease has finally gone away and now I feel comfortable in jeans. Being a size 12 I feel a little uncomfortable wearing jeans no matter what fit they are. I prefer to wear shorts or dresses rather than jeans. However my mom thinks that because I'm not skinny it's inappropriate. For instance I was considering wearing shorts to the airport and my mom said that I can't wear shorts because I am bigger. That skinny girls can get away with it but not me...I told her that my size doesn't matter and anyone can wear shorts. But she refuses to wear let me wear them. Do you think that size twelves can wear shorts?

So I've procrastinated and waited until the last minute, I am traveling tomorrow and would like o have contacts on me for the trip. My optomotrsit is out of town so I can't get an eye exam. The people at sans club won't sell me and contacts because my prescription is expired. But if I bring my contact boxes to like Walmart and say its like an emergency and my store is like out of stock....? Will they give me a box?

I am starting at FSU this fall and I just finished registering for classes :)

Most of the classes my advisor suggested didn't fit into my schedule because of overlapping so i had to improvise.

Here are the classes I'm taking

Gen Bio (Non-Majors) MWF 9:05-9:55AM

Intl Human RIghts TR 9:30-10:45AM

Reasons & Critical Thinking MWF 10:10-11:00AM

Philosiphy in Literature MWF11:15-12:05

Social Problems TR 11:00-12:15

Is it too much humanities courses, like philopsihies or bad that all my classes end before 1? Also are 9AM classes that bad?

This is what it looks like...visually

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I was staying at my dads house, we left at like 7:00PM but i don't know how long its been on for? I come back home and I smell a strong gas odor. I turned on the microwave vent fan and opened the sliding door, but idk much else to do. I'm literally just sitting here scared on what to do because I remember when I was younger my mom told me a little spark from just opening the door could light the house on fire

So I'm starting college now, turning 18 in a couple months, and I want to slim down a little. Due to school I didn't play any of my sports so I had about no excercise this school year.

I'm 5'9 and 180-190lbs or so it fluctuates. I am medically overweight, so I wanna change that my BMI is 26, and I want to be around a 24, so like 20 lbs lighter. I know I'm never going to be like a size 2 so realistically thats my goal 20-30lbs

180 might seem like a lot and it is a lot but because I am so tall it proportions out and makes me a size 12, looking likee this:

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Anyways to my question, I don't mind working out. I mean I love it, i feel great doing it and after, but I'm lazy to do it? If that makes sense. I can't get up and just go to the gym everyday; for about a month i did, cause my friend went everyday to LA Fitness so I would go with her, but now she has no pass so its up to me. When I force myself to go to the gym I end up spending 2-3 hours there, so its not that I don't like working out, i have no motivation to go? If that makes sense

On both ears I already have two holes

On my left ear i want: 2 auricles and my cartlidge

I don't want two cartalidge but I don't want to have my right ear empty

So I might get two auricles on my right ear? Would that look weird?

We have AP exams tomorrow, his is in the morning and mines is in the afternoon, I aready told him that I could take him home since his car is in the shop, but I didn't realize i have my exam 20 minutes after his.

Can he get in trouble, or does it make sense that when I go to school to take my exam let him take my car home and then come pick me up at 3? Or should he just stay at school for an extra 4 hours.

Hi, I'm going in to register for my first year at FSU in a couple weeks, and I want to have a gist of what kind of classes I need/want to take so that I am not completely lost on what to do at Orientation. I've been looking at times, and days to see what my schedule could be like. Here's what I'm thinking? It's going to be really general, not specific

Biology 3-hours

Public Speaking-3 hours

History Class?

LLC Public Affairs Colliquim Class-1 hour

Urban Politics-3 hours

Criminal Justice-3hours

16 Credit Hours

Should I take a math class even though I have my two required courses(College Algebra & Statistics)

What kind of History Class do I take(I passed APUSH, so I only need one, take US History again?)

This guy I know and I have been talking or a whilee and we've been flirting and stuff for the past couple months, its weird we are on and off cause he's my brothers' friend but we've done 2nd and 3rd base but we haven't kissed yet? Which is weird? for me at least. He was supposed to come over so we can have sex. And i don't want to have sex without kissing. I'm not a virgin but I'm still kind of nervous to have sex with him. Well I always kind of am I've never had sex in the day. I'm not nervous of the act/pain but more of myself that I'm not going to be good enough, or not going to look good enough...what to do what to do?

Self explanatory. Best breakfast item on the menu?

My friends mom decided to volunteer for our prom dinnr so we can eat in the comfort of our home(a familiar place) So they decided to cater instead of cooking.

The mom and daughter decided to cater and get chic fil a nuggets/sandwhiched idk yet

and Publix sub party platters.

Then she was going to formally decorate the place

I dont know if its just me but that seems contradictory those platters are for like superbowl and house parties not something as formal for prom

And we are supposed to eat fast food before prom, we paid $20 for chic fil a and a sub?

I was thinking like olive garden or macaroni grill?

Where there is like pasta and something a little better than chicken nuggets.

I told my mom and she thinks its trashy so to ask for my money back and eat dinner with her

I was calling different photographers to hire one. And one specific company thinks that I have already hired him and plans on coming on set, and taking my pictures, but i just needed a quote, so how can I say oh, i don't need you. My mom thinks its my fault, but he literally would not give me a price until I have him every detail. So he believes tomorrow I am coming in to fix up a contract.

Should I say I just needed a quote?

Or lie and say my dad doesn't think we need a photographer, so thank you for your assistance, and sorry for the inconvenience? IDK what to sayy!!!

Prom is soon, and I would need a photographer for well around 3-4 hours. Now i've been googling it and some say it would cost around 250 and hour up to $1000 an hour. My mom is the only one paying for this out of my whole group so I figured if i got a free-lance photographer it would be cheaper but the only thing is idk where to find one

My mom feels bad , because for my sisters prom she paid for her and her friends hummer limo.

But my "friends" already rented and divied up the priice.

She doesnt want me to feel as if she went all out for my sister and not for me, as she often does.

So she wants to know what she can do?

She suggested a photographer?