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i always feel scared and uncomfortable i dont know why...i lived in problems for many years and it made me feel always scared that sth bad will happen i always expect bad things to happen and break my happiness...i really hate that about me and i dont know how to change myself and begin to think positively i want to live the good moments without thinkg that something will destroy it...is it easy to be changed??

i've been cying yesterday till i slept from the terrible headache ..i'm at work now but so depressed still in my bad mood can't forget what's hurting me i dont want to talk about it coz it's useless all i need now any words to calm me down..

do u ever feel 2 opposite feelings at the same time...hot and cold...happy and sad..i feel that several times am i strange??

i used to love a person but it's over now and after we were calling eachother several times in the day he askes about me with a message every week now..he wants to be still in contact with me but it really hurts me i cant stand to be our relation in messages and i know that he is enjoying his life as if nothing happened to him as if he lost nothing he goes to parties and go out with friends and he remembers me with only a message after that if he really miss me as he said why didnt he call..i was trying to get over him but when i recieved his message yesterday i felt weak again i cant deny i felt comfortable coz he still remembers me but this way doesnt satisfy me at all...can u plz tell me should i reply his message and keep in touch as he wants from time to time(which doesnt satisfy me & hurts me to be treated as a normal person) or shall i dont answer and try to be completly awy from him(which is really hard too)i'm sorry but i reallyy dont know what to do & i miss like hell?????

cam u tell me what's ur weakness point..everyone has at least one and dont b afraid i wont tell anyone:)

everyone has a dream which he hopes to come true what would be yours!!?

our realtionship has reached its end and i m living the worst days of my life really last thing happened between us that he travelled without telling me and what hurts me more that he travelled to a place which we have good memories together(from 2 months he knew that i m travelling to some place and he made me a surprise and i found him there too to be with me and it was really like a dream) i knew recently that he travelled to this place without telling me with his friends i really couldnt imagine him there with other girls doing what we were doing so i decided to stop calling him and to get him away of my life too..but i recieved sms from him when he is there telling me he missed me a lot i felt he sent me this message when he went there and remembered that we were there together...anyway what i want to say that i feel that we r just trying now not to lose eachother he only cares when he really feels that he is losing me and that i stopped calling or caring..

i want to be sure of sth .. the meaning of i'm down is desperate or depressed

i love someone younger one year than me..the problem is i'm working andhe is still studying..he sometimes show me he loves me and sometimes he decides just to b friends coz he cant do anything for me now and that i shall be married if someone proposed and not to wait for him...we r now talking as normal friends but it's too hard for me i cant imagine him a normal person..but that what he wants ,i dont know he still loves me or he is doing this cause he liked someone else..

i like someone and he likes me too but we prefered to b just friends now coz i m older than him a year in age but it's not the problem the problem is i'm working now and he still studying and i dont know when he will finish his college ...we are both afraid that anyone will propose to me i really like him so much even my mom likes him and respects him for his decision that we still b friends till sth can happen but she always says that if anyone propose i must think of it and dont refuse for sth im not sue it will happen or not..and someone proposed and i didnt tell my mother and i refused him...but i'm so confused..