♥ Blondie ♥

I was just wondering because I would love to be a model when I grow up but you can't really see my cheekbones :/ do you think as I grow older you will start to notice my cheekbones and I will lose baby fat from my cheeks? or maybe do you think my face will get slightly slimmer? :)

I am 14 years old - take a look:

http://postimg.org/image/xngqa3jv5/

http://postimg.org/image/jqufjrd2f/

I am 14 and I am very very lazy (unmotivated), I can't concentrate properly and can not pay attention for very long. I have tried eating healthier, getting more sleep and exercising but it hasn't helped. It's affecting at school and at home and has been going on for about 9 or 10 months. I feel so unfocused and it seems I am not thinking to my brain's full potential? I get distracted so easily, even when doing simple tasks. I never used to be like this :(

Any idea what's wrong?

I am 14 and I am very very lazy, I can't concentrate properly and can not pay attention for very long.

I have tried eating healthier and getting more sleep but its not helping.

Its affecting at school and at home and has been going on for about 9 or 10 months.

I feel so unfocused and lazy and i get distracted so easily even when doing simple tasks.

I never used to be like this! :( i haven't told anyone. What do i do? will I go back to normal?? :(

I started my period 1 and a half years ago and I'm 14 years old. And my periods have always been extremely irregular and I'm not talking just a week or so, I'm talking at least 3-4 months apart from each other. I haven't told anyone this even my mother, and I don't really want to tell her. I never know when my period is going to come and when it does it usually it only lasts for about 4 days.

I am a bit worried because I have a feeling its something bad. I read somewhere that its no good if ur period skips more that 2 months.

Its been about 2 and a half months since I last had a period and today black bloody clotty stuff started coming out. (sorry thats pretty gross, I know) ANYONE KNOW WHAT'S THE MATTER?

No, I am not going to kill myself, I am not suicidal in that way. Sometimes I just want to fall asleep and not wake up though. I worry there may be things wrong with my body like not being able to get pregnant when i'm older or having cancer or thinking i am going deaf.-(i have extremely irregular periods)

i get headaches and stomach pains sometimes and i worry alot :(

I lack motivation and ability to concentrate. I have tried multiple times to get my life back on track and stop being lazy, its been almost half a year of trying but failing. Failing at school :/ I hate seeing others succeeding, i'm just getting left behind :(

I've tried seeing a counselor but that has not helped me in any way at all

I feel I want to die?

btw i am 14 and a girl

and plz dont say this time will pass and you are just going through that stage.

I have had a little cold for the past 2-3 weeks and about 5 days ago i have started to not enjoy eating, it seems the food i eat doesn't have much flavour at all and even when i am very hungry i don't enjoy or want to eat food? i am usually a big eater who loves food? :( now i feel nothing when i eat food, now i just try and eat for the energy and to be able get through the day.. whyy?

-also been very tired

-(this is random) i cant hear properly in one ear, been going on for more than a week.

i really want to enjoy food again?

will this go on for much longer?

I fell of my skateboard yesterday and I've got this really large graze on my knee. It hurts really bad, hurts when I walk bend my knee :( it's a little deep in places... I have cleaned it and put this padding thing on it but its just made it worse. All I want to do right now is go out and skateboard right now because skateboarding is my coping mechanism for stress. But I can't! My knee hurts to bad, what do I do? I want it to get better fast and by the way I don't have any creams for it or proper bandaids for it and my parents don't care... I'm 14 girl btw

Also how can I stop it from hurting so much?

I fell of my skateboard yesterday and I've got this really large graze on my knee. It hurts really bad, hurts when I walk bend my knee :( it's a little deep in places... I have cleaned it and put this padding thing on it but its just made it worse. All I want to do right now is go out and skateboard right now because skateboarding is my coping mechanism for stress. But I can't! My knee hurts to bad, what do I do? I want it to get better fast and by the way I don't have any creams for it or proper bandaids for it and my parents don't care... I'm 14 girl btw

Also how can I stop it from hurting so much?

I fell of my skateboard yesterday and I've got this really large graze on my knee. It hurts really bad, hurts when I walk bend my knee :( it's a little deep in places... I have cleaned it and put this padding thing on it but its just made it worse. All I want to do right now is go out and skateboard right now because skateboarding is my coping mechanism for stress. But I can't! My knee hurts to bad, what do I do? I want it to get better fast and by the way I don't have any creams for it or proper bandaids for it and my parents don't care... I'm 14 girl btw

Well i kinda met him sorta but i kinda ignored him because i was acting shy because i was attracted to himmm! :/ i added him on Facebook but i don't know if he thinks much of me :( (he accepted me as a friend)

i think he just looks amazing!! i don't know why!

i don't know if this is a real thing that i like him or something or if i just think he is cute

we hardly met but i just got this feeling :((((! its hard to explain huuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhhhh :( why am i starting to think about going out with him and having him as my boyfriend i am so stupid!! we hardly even met!!!

D: any ideas? btw i am kinda awkward around guys lol i'm getting over it though!

I don't know why i act awkward around, guys its weird

its really annoying and awkward lol

any ideas?

Just wondering … :)

Looks:

I have really long blonde hair

Bright blue eyes

I am 5'8 tall

I have big eyes, long eyelashes, an oval face and also my cheek bones are slightly visible

I have A cup size boobs :/ long legs a small wast and big a s s

Personality:

I like walking places but I don't like sport much

I am kinda a girly girl but I don't really wear makeup because I don't need it

I am not fake

I don't dress slutty looking

I love kissing, romance, holding hands, cuddling and sex ;)

I like a guy that wants to make me happy

I hate guys who are just into the sex part and not the feeling and emotions part of a relationship

I try to impress people a lot

i have a big sex drive lol

I am shy sometimes but once you get to know me i'm crazy!!!

I am a likable person and I don't really have anyone that hates me or anything

I am sweet

I am sometimes lazy, I eat what I want, I laugh at guys allot..

also I get depressed sometimes

I love cooking

sometimes I am random

guys say i'm hot :D

I hate school but I am not dumb or stupid or anything

I love the summer and I love short shorts and skirts, tight jeans and singlets

what do you think? :) what do you like or dislike about me?

i posted a question before on if i could be a model. and someone said my eyes were creepy?

what do you think of my eyes? like does is it seem like they look into you or something lol (describe)

take a look:

http://postimg.org/image/dfla173pl/

http://postimg.org/image/f64b2ol8p

once or twice i have seen these two guys that had really light blue eyes, and they seemed ike they looked into me and it was really cool... lol and i was wondering if i had that same kind of eyes...

just tell me what you think of my eyyyeeess :D

sorry about the stupid look i have on my face:P

im 14 btw

Its more than just laziness, like when i tell myself i will study and do my homework today or tomorrow

i never do?!!! i think there is something wrong with my brain.. like seriously its getting worse and worse everyday, i forget things so easily and end up doing what my brain and body is used to and wants to do (watching TV being lazy etc...) i have tried all sorts of things i cant believe it. i am so hopeless :(

any ideas on what to do? like on how to get my life back on track?

btw i am 15 and plz try and answer this :/

well i have failed about 3 tests, but after this first quarter of the year i am going to change my ways and get my grades up...

if i did this and started getting normal test results for the rest of my high school years will i be able to peruse my dreams when i finish high school and become a chef?

i am so worried my laziness and bad test results in the past couple of months has affected the future have ahead of me :( has it?

will this matter?

I try so hard but i fail :(

I am depressed.

What next?

i'm 14 and my grades going downhill. No matter how hard i try! i cant concentrate on my homework and studying especially... when i try reading an article or completing any homework i end up twirling pens playing with water when there is a drink bottle near or eating or drawing or just staring blankly into space!

i try and remove distractions but even after that, my mind thinks about other things. When i try and solve a problem it takes me ages! and i have too read the question at least 5 or 6 times before getting it completely

I feel so worried and my head is filled with things i need to get done (assignments essays)

it is getting worse every day (i get distracted so easily and i am extremely forgetful) i mishear allot of what people say

also i cant concentrate on a task for more that 5 or 10 minutes :((( its so hard

does anyone no how help me become able to concentrate properly?

This is urgent :/

i just need to describe and explain these two issues with detail and with places names dates and different points of view..

I need a good website for them, have any ides? or if you if you know anything about these to issues, please tell me... i would be really thankful :D

Lol this is a dumb question its just i wouldn't mind having one and i don't know how to get one.

by the way i go to a girls only school so yah it sucks and plus all my friends have sweet cute boyfriends and i'm jealous :)

i'm 15 by the way

and please don't say u done need to worry about that kind of thing at your age...

I don't understand, at school i get lots of learning done in one hour and lots of work done in one hour

but then at home i try that, but i get less than a quarter of the work/learning done than i would do at school. its really frustrating.. i really want to be able to work at home just as well as at school

it seems like my brain just doesn't focus or concentrate at all at home-like my brain is used to me being lazy at home... anyone have any ideas on how to help me get just as much work done at home than at school?

thanks