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I deal with lymph nodes that come and go on the back of my neck or stay small for years, before I use to get them in my armpit, then I got hives really bad all over my body with a small fever in the end of the summer (I was under lots of stress) and my mom and grandmom get a hive or hives when stress bug I was the worst, I get dizzy and recently I been getting sting dizzy spells band I feel that I'm going to lose my vision or the room gets darker, I get very itchy and dry skin and like a rash that comes and goes on my hands, the last two nights my appetite wasn't all there when I ate dinner, I woke up one morning with lots of phlegm and I was crying about something and coughed up phlegm with blood, I know I was getting like a wheezing feeling and sound sometimes that I had for awhile but not anymore, I had cancer when I was 3 wilms tumor first stage and people said I'll be married and have kids and be fine, now I'm 17 and scared I have non hodgkin lymphoma or leukemia

Once when I kept getting sick non stop I thought it was cancer but it was just the doctors weren't giving me the right medicine it went on for almost a year

I once had a bad hive rash years ago and went to the doctor and the doctor said it was do to stress and the nuts I had but this time around my hive rash was really bad because this one lasted for almost a week and just bad, I I'm a very nervous person with stuff always running through my mind but when I google lymphoma I have the symptoms

I know my sister has purchased New Chapter stuff before like vitamins and stuff from amazon but when I go on my sisters amazon prefect prenatal pops up on the right side, does this mean my sister view their prenatal or it's just showing since she's gotten stuff from new chapter? She has 3 kids and she's under lots of stress, plus she take cares of her sick father and she's in her early 40s and is started to take care of herself again and workout. She has bone problems and has a belly button herina, I help her with every single thing, from the kids to the house and etc., she's away and I can't get in touch with her and I just found this, could this be she's looking at prenatal or not?

So I was fine until one night I ate a stuffed pepper right after I started to feel if I couldn't digested it, pain on top of my stomach under my chest, felt like throwing up, gassy, kept going to the bathroom but not a lot, heartburn then I kinda felt much better until the next night I had a eggplant hero and I started feeling bloated on top of my stomach an dull pain, stomach pain and little nausea plus heartburn not to long after abc I couldn't go to the bathroom like if I was block. I've been feeling funny now, I have a hard time going to the bathroom, I have bad heartburn, and on top of my stomach feels werid and bloated. I been very stress out and deal with anxiety, I'm do for my period and I know I get funny before getting it but when I google stomach ulcer I have the symptoms, I'm scared.

I don't understand how this lady Casey isn't in jail

So about a month or two ago for the first time in my life I woke up with a negative thought to harm my sister, I told my mom and then that negative thought went to my mom. It went away this horrible thought but now I'm kinda getting it back. The thing is I don't want to do anything, I feel that someone is doing black magic or some **** on me because I was told two years ago that my aunt was wishing bad or bad luck to my family and at that time my family was going through a lot and I even got into a episode where I felt disconnected from everyone and everything without any reason. That time my mom call a man from our church, he prayed and then that's when my aunts name pop up on my house phone ( that time she didn't call for about a year or two), also the vibs in the room was dark and felt uncomfortable. My uncle was told years ago that my aunts son was throwing wishing bad on my uncle.

I never in my whole 16 years got something like this, I would never want to harm I can't even harm a bug. To think about getting a knife to do harm is far from me. Me and my mom do get the same negativity (not to harm) but for other stuff, like sometimes we get it at the same time and it's scary. I do deal with pts but I know for sure it isn't that because dealing with pts all I want is the people I love the most around me not gone. Once when me and my mom were sleeping we got the same image of people dress in black in our house with the same voices. I also had people do voodoo on me years ago

On omegle if someone sends you a pic I know you can't save it BUT if you screenshot it can you find their IP address or track them down? Or on since its screenshot not saved

I downloaded omegle chat on my iPhone, I started typing to this guy and we went to private chat because he wanted to send me some pics, he sent me some pics of his penis and then I sent him two pics of my boobs in a bra, I took the pic of the camera app I DIDN'T get the pics from my library camera. he ended the chat, I found him again after a little and ask what happen, he said by accident and if he known you can find people by the username he would of found me. Now he kept asking to speak to me tomorrow or another time, I told him ok but really I have no plans to ever do this ever again! Now I'm scared this guy could find my location or find out who I am and track me????

My parents have sex every morning, I am not spying on them they just make it very obvious. anyway for the last two weeks me and my sisters have been sleeping in our parents room, I sleep on the floor and my sisters sleep on the bed with my parents ( my sisters are 8 and 6) now last Sunday morning I woke up very sick feeling and my mom got up to get the house phone because my grandfather was calling, she sounded a little annoyed that I was up and she went down stairs, after a little I went down because I really wasn't feeling right, she stood with me for a little and then she said her head hurts she has to lay down, so after a little I planned on going back up to lay down and when I went inside my pillow plus blanket was on the couch and we I went upstairs the door was closed and I didn't even bother to try to open it. Now I think they had sex with my sisters in the room sleeping, or they were doing something because when that door is close you know they're doing it. I feel sick, the other weekend before this happend, (which was a Sunday as well), she kinda did the same thing and once I went back upstairs the door was a little slightly close but they were laying down together and that was it. I don't mind that out all BUT what brother me was this last Sunday. I feel bad kinda for my sisters, it's just werid how she left me sick not feeling good plus did whatever with my sisters in the same bed as them. What does this all mean? What do I do? I just feel bad for my sisters

So to image being or cute and romantic with a girl seems kinda or pretty much weird to me. All I do and and only do is crush over guys and imagine being having sex with them, I listed to music and daydream that I'm this girl that as close to perfect and all the guys or most guys think I'm beautiful and my crush can't take his eye off of me. The only thing is this is the second time that I'm late on my period very horny and and have found myself watching more lesbian porn, I always do but this time is much more often. The only reason is because I would think about sex with my crush so much that I would get horny and turn to porn and watch lesbian porn to try to forget. To cool off. But now it's turning me on and I'm questioning myself if I would ever have sex or try it out with a girl. But to think in reality seems a little weird to me to go that far and have sex with a girl. I use to imagine having sex with a girl when I was much younger but not anymore really, I was sexually assault by a family member that was a lady and I use to push for it and I enjoyed touching the boobs and dry humping but afterwards I felt horrible and gross. Not only because it was family member but also because it was the same sex. I've never had sex but all I want in life is to find a guy that's wonderful and have a forever love.

Maybe I feel this way because sometimes I feel funny thinking about a guy seeing me naked? Is it maybe my hormones because I need to get my period (I'm late). I'm 17

'm not assuming that my cousin & aunt is jealous. They're jealous are fill with hate towards me. It has even been said. It's a long story but the thing is my aunt has done stuff on me and my family and I was told it. Her name showed when we were praying to know who's doing what. When she did whatever at the same time I went through this dark fades. Now that my aunt is back in town I am going through it again but at the same time had a horrible image in my head of stabbing my mother and sister. It got really bad but I can't do it. I have deal with PTS but in all my 20 years I have NEVER had anything like this and never ever even thought about doing anything. I was perfectly happy and out of the blue this came. It's been a week and I kinda feel it fading away, but I just found out my cousin is doing wikka herbal witchcraft stuff & now I think my aunt is doing stuff again. They are very dark people. I know I'm not crazy because my mother deals and gets the same negativity as me (not what I just told you about stabbing) but with other stuff, and sometimes we get it at the same time. Once we fell asleep on the couch and we both heard voices and envision the same thing. It was people dress in black from the medieval times in my house and then a robot voice. I really try and don't believe in this magic **** but weird things have been happing and when I put it together I think it has to do with my aunt and cousin. Plus years ago I on people do voodoo on me when I was a child.

On ancestry.com there's two familytrees, one being my cousin & the other being I believe another cousin. Now they both have my great grandmother Amparo Garcia, & her mother (my great great grandmother) Natividad Nieves, & my great grandmother siblings. Now the person that I believe is my cousin (because my other cousin has him) put by himself fixing the facts (that is already usually done for you), that these are all my great grandmother half siblings. But yet they all listed as Garcia or Garcia Torres, & on their censuses they all go by Garcia & Garcia Torres. It shows on the censuses that my great grandmother after 1910 wasn't ever listed with her family ever again but now with her husband and kids. 1910 census with her mother and siblings everyone is put down (last name) Garcia, & the mother is Garcia Nieves, then 1920 my great grandmother still just Garcia on census, mid 1930s still Garcia in Social & Popular Schedules, then in 1940 on census Garcia Torres, & on her Civil Registration: event is death, it shows she's Garcia Torres, her death date is right but it shows the mother was put down as Natividad Torres, & the father (that is never listed until now) is Sandolio Garcia.

Does it seem the father that I who believe is Torres, seem to be my great grandmother father or probably most likely step father? What does this seem like?

Here's a link starting from my great grandmother half brother in life story

http://person.ancestry.com/tree/26149396/person/12...

I'm not assuming that my cousin & aunt is jealous. They're jealous are fill with hate towards me. It has even been said. It's a long story but the thing is my aunt has done stuff on me and my family and I was told it. Her name showed when we were praying to know who's doing what. When she did whatever at the same time I went through this dark fades. Now that my aunt is back in town I am going through it again but at the same time had a horrible image in my head of stabbing my mother and sister. It got really bad but I can't do it. I have deal with PTS but in all my 20 years I have NEVER had anything like this and never ever even thought about doing anything. I was perfectly happy and out of the blue this came. It's been a week and I kinda feel it fading away, but I just found out my cousin is doing wikka herbal witchcraft stuff & now I think my aunt is doing stuff again. They are very dark people. I know I'm not crazy because my mother deals and gets the same negativity as me (not what I just told you about stabbing) but with other stuff, and sometimes we get it at the same time. Once we fell asleep on the couch and we both heard voices and envision the same thing. It was people dress in black from the medieval times in my house and then a robot voice. I really try and don't believe in this magic **** but weird things have been happing and when I put it together I think it has to do with my aunt and cousin. Plus years ago I on people do voodoo on me when I was a child.

Is a preteen that doesn't know it's 100 percent wrong to rub over her sisters diaper, or playin with her sister and in the back of her mind she's thinkin "I wonder if my sister is feeling any good feeling since I use to when I was her age and someone would hold me" and if the sister was on her leg and they were playin she would go a little faster to see and then stops right away. Is this molested? If the girl would never do anything like that now and feels bad lookin back? It was more out of curiosity