I want to die, divorced at 69 & no longer want to live?

id say. if you're sitting on the computer and typing this question that doesnt even seem like a question at all, it means you're not thinking clearly or you dont really mean what you say, you only think you feel they way you feel because you're bumbed out NOW. you need to go out and do something that would get your mind off of things. do something to distract you, something different than usual. for example, i came to a point in my life where i felt the same way. i took a good friend's advice, and did something ive never done before, something i normally would not have taken any interest in. i attended a baseball game. though my degree of interest for the sport remained the same (ZERO), i soon realized that i was in a different state of mind. i was thinking clearer.

although my problem didnt go away that night, i realized however, that the more to talk negatively to yourself, the more you are going to feel like what you say. in other words, YOU are SAYING that you want to die, or that you ''no longer want to live''. the more you tell yourself this, the more you will believe it and FEEL it. DO THIS:

1. every time you leave your home to do whatever, say hello and smile to a stranger. I know, it sounds a little crazy, but you'd be surprised, you can cheer up yourself and another person with just one simple hello and a smile. (but you gotta say it like you mean it).

2. make friends, spend as much time with them as possible, enjoy some laughs, etc. After all, laughter is the best medicine.

3. divorced? if theres one lesson life teaches us all time and time again, from childhood to adulthood, and not to mention sometimes it feels like a big smack of the big ol' book, is that not everything goes the way we planned. you could have tried and tried, and you could say ''i should have, i shouldnt have, why did i, why didnt i" but what it all comes down to is there is always time to start again, there is always opportunity for new beginnings, love, and life.

Dont give up my friend, someone out there is waiting for you to get out into the world, looking for you. all you have to do, is SAY HELLO.

PS. sorry for the lengthy response, i really hope you read it though.

fairly dope list. i have self belief a distinct dissatisfaction, besides the indisputable fact that that is no longer my list so i'd imagine that is organic. i'm gonna could contend sixty 4 besides the indisputable fact that. isn't the song Scene and instrumental btw? As I remember I loved it, after all. Yeah human beings have suggested some titles which have made me see why i have self belief particularly upset... Black on both area is the most important reason likely...

You might want to talk to a counsellor or someone to help get back on track. Sure it sucks...but you don't want to miss the rest of your life.

You might also want to think of taking a course or just doing something that will get you out with people and learning something new.

Life can suck at any age. It can also be improved at any age. Go out there and find out what makes you happy. Also, get some help for these bad thoughts. Good luck.

Life can be very difficult; but it's not over. give yourself some time and then start dating. There are groups for older people. I think one site is "ourtime.com"

go out and find crazy friends! You'll probably feel better after a good nights sleep

make a plan of happy things you wanna do before you die and do them all. you will be happy before you hit the grave

make a bucket list

take up a hobby

smile :)

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