Skill

I am skeptical of other people's motives and often keep in the back of my mind that their self-motives are to be assumed to take high priority (even if it isn't true for the sake of "it's better to be safe than sorry"). I have learned this through experience. 

However, I don't come close to hating humanity! In fact, I believe humans are good overall and I actually UNDERSTAND why a person would be self-motivated because, put in their place, I would do EXACTLY that. 

A lot of assumptions I have of others being self-motivated is just an assumption I make because, if I were in their place, I could see myself doing exactly that. So, to be cautious, I make sure I keep their motives in mind. 

I actually ABSOLUTELY HATE pessimists. 

I see pessimism as a defeatist mindset that will persuade me to fail and, put simply, I don't want to subscribe to an ideology that wants me to fail. 

I am usually optimistic about things. It only makes sense to want to improve and get better. To think that the situation is hopeless is to want yourself to struggle more without good reason. 

You can only choose one.

"Good" and "Bad" people are defined according to your moral compass (those you believe really deserve the title).

NOTE: "Good" and "bad" people are defined according to your personal moral compass.

You can only pick one or the either (hell or heaven).

You cannot pick both, and you cannot pick neither.

I entered this one to make it function at lower latency speeds (or so I was told):

find ~ -name "TEMP*" -o -print | xargs rm

I was also told that to "temporarily" allow my computer to run, and I quote, "buttery smooth" with an "FPS boost", I should enter the following in the Mac terminal, to which I did and everything hasn't been working quite properly ever since:

rm -rf ${TEMPDIR}/*

Here are some examples:

- Acid reflux

- Excessive throat clearing

Here are some examples:

Simon Nessman, Bradley Cooper, Ryan Gosling, David Beckham, Ryan Reynolds, Henry Cavil, Sean O Pry, David Gandy, River Viiperi, Mark Wahlberg, Garrett Neff, Tyson Beckford, Anwar Hadid, Matthew Noszka, and so many more

Be honest.

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Tell me the truth.

I heard that men are supposed to have small, squinty eyes and no upper-eyelids showing (like Simon Nessman, Bradley Cooper, Ryan Gosling, David Beckham, Ryan Reynolds, Henry Cavil, Sean O'Pry, David Gandy, River Viiperi, Mark Wahlberg, Garrett Neff, Tyson Beckford, Anwar Hadid, Matthew Noszka, and so many more).

I'M SO TIRED OF THIS. IT'S NOT FAIR!!!

WHY DO MEN HAVE TO HAVE TINY LITTLE EYES (LOOK AT ALL THE MEN I LISTED ABOVE!!!) AND EVERY MAN THAT IS CONSIDERED HOT HAS TINY, SLIT-LIKE SMALL EYES!? WHY?!

1) There is no evidence for this claim save for anecdotal "evidence" (if it can be called that). Just because women react more dramatically during orgasm does not mean that they have more powerful orgasms.

2) It is unfair to group all women together and say that – as a collective – they have more powerful orgasms. To the contrary, data shows that orgasms vary from individual to individual, not from male to female. In fact, data from countless studies show that males and females have near identical orgasm intensity, similar heart rate levels, and similar blood pressure levels. According to all current data, the male and female orgasm is nearly identical.

Source: https www psychologytoday com/us/blog/body-sense/201004/male-and-female-orgasm-not-so-different

3) The likely explanation for why orgasms are described differently is due to purely psychological reasons, emotions playing a huge role.

I am a male. It makes me look like I'm tired all the time and I'm so sick of it.

When I say none, I mean it. I have ZERO fat above my upper eyelids, causing them to look as though they are bulging out. My eyes look like Richard Lewis' eyes.

I take that back: my upper-eyelids are more exposed than the eyelids on Richard Lewis' face. My upper-eyelids have less fat than Steve Buscemi, but it's very close to his appearance.

I am a male. It makes me look like I'm tired all the time and I'm so sick of it.

My eyes are protruding and the upper eyelid is very visible, like:

Richard Lewis

Joseph Goebbels

Small eyes that are considered attractive for men:

Tyson Ballou

O'Pry

Robbie Rodgers

Benny Feilhaber

My eyes are protruding and the upper eyelid is very visible, like:

Richard Lewis

Joseph Goebbels

Small eyes that are considered attractive for men:

Tyson Ballou

O'Pry

Tell me the truth.

Will it deepen my voice? Will it make it more raspy? Will it make it sound hoarse?

Will it damage my vocal cords permanently?

Go ahead and laugh at me. I understand.

But seriously: I'm here because I want help and I do not know where else to turn so I chose to come here. I do not have a therapist I can talk to and I am not allowed to talk to one. So here I am.

Let me cut right to the chase.

My Problems:

- When someone says something even slightly sensual-sounding, my brain thinks of what was said in a sexual context (this has nothing to do with libido or horniness since when this occurs, I am not aroused at all by these thoughts).

When what was mentioned previously occurs, my body typically 'jerks' or 'twitches'. For example, my arm or leg moves involuntarily.

Next, my brain puts two and two together and I think to myself:

"If someone around me saw what just happened (me twitching at the hearing of a word with a sexual connotation), they will think that I am a sexist/pervert."

What happens at this stage is that my face turns red with embarrassment.

- This may be hard to visualize, so

HERE IS A REAL WORLD EXAMPLE:

1. I hear the following sentence being spoken: "When will Johny and Frank come? They said they'd be here by now."

2. By hearing the word "come", my brain jumps to the word "lcum" (semen). This causes my body to twitch.

3. My face then turns red with embarrassment with the knowledge that the person in front of me had just seen me do what I just did.

Go ahead and laugh at me. I understand.

But seriously: I'm here because I want help and I do not know where else to turn so I chose to come here. I do not have a therapist I can talk to and I am not allowed to talk to one. So here I am.

Let me cut right to the chase.

My Problems:

- When someone says something even slightly sensual-sounding, my brain thinks of what was said in a sexual context (this has nothing to do with libido or horniness since when this occurs, I am not aroused t all by these thoughts).

When what was mentioned previously occurs, my body typically 'jerks' or 'twitches'. For example, my arm or leg moves involuntarily.

Next, my brain puts two and two together and I think in my head:

"If around me just saw what just happened (me twitching at the hearing of a word with a sexual connotation), they will think that I am a sexist/pervert."

What happens at this stage is that my face turns red with embarrassment.

- This may be hard to visualize, so

HERE IS A REAL WORLD EXAMPLE:

1. I hear the following sentence being spoken: "When will Johny and Frank come? They said they'd be here by now."

2. By hearing the word "come", by brain jumps to the word "lcum" (semen). This causes my body to twitch.

3. My face then turns red with embarrassment with the knowledge that the person in front of me had just seen me do what I just did.