gavin

I've done a lot of drugs and ketamine and when i *** not that much comes out but it differs. Do you think im iinfertile?

You're going to think i'm a bad human, i know i am... my self esteem is so low.. when i'm dating a girl i don't tend to date just one, i date a few at a time but i never feel that real connection that I used to when you think you love someone.

Recently me and one of my girls ended it which was kinda mutual and she was a 'take take take' kind of person. When we were dating i never felt a connection but now we've ended i feel more?

I don't understand why i feel like this now? I haven't loved someone in a while, do you think i can get this feeling back?

I'm starting to think that because i don't love myself, my self esteem is low therefore how can i expect someone else to love me

I mean testing your liver, lungs, bladder, cardiovascular systems etc. Do these need to be done one by one?

Can a blood test reveal problems in any organ?

I want to know that all my organs are in good health. I know how i can better them but i would still like to be tested

Ok, so i have been smoking and doing ketamine a lot since around 17 and i am 25 now.

I haven't had any symptoms of organ problems but i am worried about my life expectancy. I'm assuming i have scar tissue in my heart which is not good but if i exercise regularly and eat healthily (which i have always done) and stop doing drugs will my heart and arteries be as strong as someone who has never done drugs?

it started a year ago. I would take zolpidem and moved onto lorazepam and Xanax - I know these all fall into the same category?

I am on 10mg a day and my memory isn't great. The Xanax doesn't do much anymore. I'm wondering if I stop will I fully recover?

Memory loss is the only really side effect ive had

Sometimes i can click my back by squeezing my shoulder blades and i know chiropractics do manipulation/adjustments (clicks in my term) and i was wondering if they are the same

My dad always says turn the lights on itll make your eyes bad but does it make a difference?

I had an old group of mates but we barely speak anymore. Tey sometimes answer and sometimes ignore but when ever i ask what they're doing they make arrangements without me. I have one close friend but he lies very far away. Do you NEED friends?

Explain how it puts more stress on than just standing normally

I have a vape pen that takes liquid. I just have buds but how can i vape this with my vape pen?

I'm a sports therapist and i see us being very similar to physios in treatments and techniques except without all the stroke/cardiac patients.

My boss is a chiropractor and he said that his profession is much better and that we just 'rub stuff'. What do you prfer and why?

What will happen. Normally take 1 2mg tablet a day but today i've needed it. What will happen to me? Will i suffer permanent memory loss???

Forgive us now for what we've done

It started out as a bit of fun

Here, take these before we run away

The keys to the gulag

O children

Lift up your voice, lift up your voice

Children

Rejoice, rejoice

The cleaners have done their job on you

They're hip to it, man, they're in the groove

They've hosed you down, you're good as new

And they're lining up to inspect you

O children

Lift up your voice, lift up your voice

Children

Rejoice, rejoice

Hey little train! We're all jumping on

The train that goes to the Kingdom

We're happy, Ma, we're having fun

And the train ain't even left the station

Hey, little train! Wait for me

I once was blind but now I see

Have you left a seat for me

Is that such a stretch of the imagination

Hey little train! Wait for me!

I was held in chains but now I'm free

I'm hanging in there, don't you see

In this process of elimination

Hey little train! We are all jumping on

The train that goes to the Kingdom

We're happy, Ma, we're having fun

And the train ain't even left the station

Hey little train! Don't wait for me

Once I was blind but now I see

Oh well erm, oh i don't know leave me alone