jessie

basically i crouch down and do heavy fast breathing for like 50 secs then stand up and blow rlly hard on my thumb so im not breathing then i faint but it only lasts like 5 secs, is this dangerous cuz ive been doing it alot lately and it kinda makes me reel bttr cuz i feel **** atm

there are 3 girls at school and they all know i self harm, starve and have no friends, they ended up telling most of the class which ididnt realize untill today :( they tell ppl fake rumours so the whole class have turned on me, i took some mental illness tests and i have severe depression, schizophrenia, anxiety, OCD and bipolar, recently all ive been thinking about is ways to kill myself and i found some really quick ways but i stopped myself. anyway i went into school today and i felt extreamly depressed started crying and panicing and couldnt stop. then at lunch these 3 girls came in ( they told everyone fake rumours and told everyone i bunk now the whole class is turning on me ) yeh they came in and i realized about 20-30 people were standing outside and shouted out " she self harms shes crying shes bunking hahahahahahahahahahahah" i know its stupid but now the whole year knows everything some year 7 and 10 and 11 know and i cant go back to school its so stupid but its also the mental dissorders to i cant talk to anyone my parents just scream and we have no councillers or anything at this school and i cant face going back?!?

i think i have a few mental illnessed like depression, anxiety, schizophrenia, OCD... and i think about suicide wuite a lot but i couldnt bring myself to do it, and i self harm, i tryed to hide it from my mum but today i told her i might have some mental illnesses and she just screemed at me and said "yeh u would like that, everyone can know u have a mental dissorder, u just want people to feel sorry for u" this made me really angry because i would rather she never knew this but i just wanted some anti depressants or something, i cant cope any more, my mum just says im a tiny bit upset because i have no friends but she dosnt know anythink having no friends dosnt mater to me i have so many more things like self hate, abusive parents and haveing no friends and spending all the time in the toilet crying and cutting myself ( i have other problems as well) but im just scared one day i will kill myself things r just getting worse and my mum rlly dosnt helpi dont know what to do anymore...:'(

i dont want anyone to see me as a loner so i go into the toilet cubical which r tiny, dirty and stink, i try making friends but basically some ppl r telling everyone **** about me self harming and now the whole year r all gonna know if they carry on, i normally get rlly emotional in the loos and sometimes i will get something sharp from my bag, i really wanna take my mind of being emotional and stuff but i dunno what to do...

basically i hate school so much i dont know what to do, i get really depressed and anxious and i took some tests online and it said i have anxiety, schizophrenia, derpession, i starve myself and hate myself but im way to fat to have anorexia i also might have bipolar, and i have no friends i spend my lunch and breaks in the loos. i use to have 3 friendds but one of them found out about self harming and stuff then told the other ppl i then foud out they were starting to go of me and gradually they started saying horrid comments about me like attention whore and saying that no ones gonna like me im mental and rlly wierd and stuff and saying your gonna have scars on your arm when your older and all that stuff and when they wornt saying that ppl would say who r your friends who do you han out with and i didnt have an answer i always use to get really nervous befor class so decided to bunk and one the the girls found out and snitced and i got in a lot of trouble, my teachers dont trust me and i got a letter to say how my attitude is bad, this sound really stupid but i judt cant ake much more and i was going to start smoking to take my mind of things but i didnt sometimes i will get suicidal thoughts and i start thinking of ways to kill myself even though i couldnt bring myself to do this, i just dont know what to say to the teacher i tryed to tell her about anxiety but i got to scared and just said i dunno... i have no councillers or anything and my mum makes it worse.. helpp.....

i typed in exit and nothing happened and the cheat box is getting in the way

i have double PE wchich makes me get panic attacks anxiety self hate... i cant talk to my parents, i tryed loads of times but they wont listen, i cant talk to anyone at school because i have no friends left cuz i self harm and i get really scared when i talk to a teacher and it will just make it worse i tryed befor and it didnt work also there r no councillers or anything, i cant say im ill cuz my parents r rlly strict and they take me into school anyways, i tryed hiding the car keys but we have two cars so if both of them go missing they will know its me and we r borrowing one of the cars, i really need an excuse for tomorrow

if i have 0-600 calories for a month how much weight would i loose im a 13 year old girl and im 5" 3 and 107 pounds i am going to eat 600 cals on the first day then keep on lowering it till i get to 300 cals then some days i will fast and some days i will have 100-300 cals, i dont care about putting the weight back on i went on a water fast for a week and then ate normally and didnt put on any weight and even if i do its only temporary. i already know the health risks and still wanna do it.

just wondering like what sorta people like her, im 13 girl and i LLLOOOVVEEE her no horrid comments about her pls

just needsome info about suffragettes and the dates and facts about them?

i tryed standing outside the shop waiting for some people to come past then asking them if they would buy us some and they can keep the change but it didnt work so i need more ideas and pls dont tell me how bad smoking is cuz its just anoying i already know and i already started.

friend got caught just wanna know if she is gonna be ok

my friend has been getting into so much trouble lately and a tteacher saw some malboro fags in her bag... will she get in really bad trouble or will they just take them of her, also this is in the UK dunno if this changes anything lol

there is a teacher at school who helps ppl with problems and stuff and i have been trying to keep it a secret so ionly told 1 friend... who then told another then about 5 people new and some wernt even my friend, then my history teacher saw my scars and told another teacher and that teacher told someone else and i had to tell my PE teacher cuz i couldnt do PE because of it, then my friend way "worried" about me so then told ANOTHER teacher, i had to tell one of the teachers why i was selfharming and everything but i lied because i didnt want them to tell my parents cuz my parents would justr get angry at me so now there is one teacher who keeps checking that im ok and she said she wants to see me tomorrow so i dont know if i should not tell her the real reason or if i should tell her cuz i feel so selfish and everyone hates me even a girl in my class called me an attention whore but i really didnt want all these people to find out, now i have no friends left my parents dont care and i dont know what to do....? helppp

just wondering im not gonna do this but i my friend got caught the other day and just wanted to know if she would get a ditention or something?

im 13 and i think i got a few mental dissordes like depression and stuff and if i tell my mum she wont understand and she will just get angry also if i do have that will the dr tell my parents?

i already have anxiety but whenever i even think about PE i get really severe anxiety i cant stop shaking i get emotional sick all that stuff and i cant tell my parents because i have tryed but they wont listen to me they think im doing this to punish them (im not!!) ive already missed nearly all my PE lesson and if i skip this one i will get 2 houres after school and yeh... i dont really know what i can do any more, no one understands i feel trapped no one cares, i also get really dizzy when i do PE cuz im eating like 500 cals or less a day and i dont wanna be ill or anything in the lesson, i now know i have schizophrenia, depression, bipolar and OCD cuz i took several tests on line. i self harm so whenever i change for PE i always wear leggings and long sleves and i change in the bathroom and everyone is asking me why and im really scared incase they find out. ughh i just cant cope with PE i dont know why i use to like it.

im 13 i self harm and i starve myself i feel so much self hate at school like everyone is looking at me and to make it worse i go home and stare at myself in the mirror which makes me wanna cut then i also feel like im not wanted, whats the point in life no one cares about me some days my parents will be really nice and we will just talk and stuff then over the smallest things my mum will flip and get so mad she told me i was fat she said every one is fed up with me i have no friends im a loner im ugly,, then my dad is a bit scary but only when he is mad, i also feel like i always think about things to deep and i just escape reality, i cant cope with school im going back tomorrow and every time i go to school i stay in the loos at lunch and break cuz everytime i try and socilize i panic and find it hard to breath i tryed talking to my mum but she dosnt understand she thinks im doing this to punish her but im not... i just cant cope with skl but i cant talk or do anything to escape this i have 1 friend i see outside of school and i told her once that i self harmed and i didnt say anything else then suddenly she told me she has all these mental disorders and she cut herself she is lying but i basically ruined her life if i hadnt told her i cut she woruld never have done it, she dosnt even have any mental disorders. just dont know if there is like anything wrong with me like depression or something :(

just wondering, we all have our reasons but just thought it would be nice to share it with others? :)

what do you think of the game, is it good or bad what stuff have they added and taken away from the game what is the best edition to get from sims 4?