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Am i gay i watch gay porn and trans started when j was young but right after i ejaculate i feel disgusted dissapointed ive never been attracted to a man that i know of ive never wanted to be in a relationship with one i have a girlfriend who i love i also have anxiety and ocd and this thought only bothers me when i think about it otherwise it leaves my mind and think nothing of it i can watch it mow without being disgusted by im still not attracted to men in real life but if its in porn it arouses me and alot of thoughts of men come to my head but when i ejaculate its all over and i become disgusted its making me depressed worried anxious and scared i cant shake the thought i love my girlfriend and i wanna be with her forever i cant imagine my future with a guy at all just the thought of being with a man makes my head spin and cringe i have nothing against gays its just that i feel disguted by the thought alone unless im aroused but after i just feel wrong and i know its not me but its hard espcially with anxiety and ocd

Before i start i felt fine a couple days ago except for the major anxiety and ocd i was diagnosed with days before and i was having about 3 anxiety attacks a day for a week almost 2 now i still do but now my anxiety people provoked by this new thought and its hard to shake the thought its scary really scary even thought i know it cant be true i still slightly believe it its scary

When ever i talk to someone or look at someone i have this feeling that there faking like there acting and there acting all around me and the world isn't real and im in it alone and anyone i see is just put there's as a stimulation i use to get this feeling and i would forget about it and now i just constantly think about it and its scaring me idk if the worlds almost real or not EVERYTIME i try to convince my self is real its like i Give my self another reason to believe its fake again and a reason to why

Before i start i felt fine a couple days ago except for the major anxiety and ocd i was diagnosed with days before and i was having about 3 anxiety attacks a day for a week almost 2 now i still do but now my anxiety people provoked by this new thought and its hard to shake the thought its scary really scary even thought i know it cant be true i still slightly believe it its scary

When ever i talk to someone or look at someone i have this feeling that there faking like there acting and there acting all around me and the world isn't real and im in it alone and anyone i see is just put there's as a stimulation i use to get this feeling and i would forget about it and now i just constantly think about it and its scaring me idk if the worlds almost real or not EVERYTIME i try to convince my self is real its like i Give my self another reason to believe its fake again and a reason to why

I went to hospital they said i have aniexty and ocd disorder and now i keep wondering if everybody around me is real and well i think everybodys acting and there not really real its like the Truman show and i cant stop thinking of it i noticed the moment i got worried about something else it went away but then i saw something that triggered that thought and i got scared again is it my OCD OR SCHIZPHRENIA PLEASE IM AM VERY SCARED I DONT HEAR VOICES OR SEE THINGS PEOPLE DONT SEE ITS JUST THAT THOUGHT AND IT MAKES ME WONDER AND SCARED i use to get these thoughts they would last an hour then i would forget them am i crazy or is just my ocd not letting forget these thoughts and scaring me

I went to hospital they said i have aniexty and ocd disorder and now i keep wondering if everybody around me is real and well i think everybodys acting and there not really real its like the Truman show and i cant stop thinking of it i noticed the moment i got worried about something else it went away but then i saw something that triggered that thought and i got scared again is it my OCD OR SCHIZPHRENIA PLEASE IM AM VERY SCARED I DONT HEAR VOICES OR SEE THINGS PEOPLE DONT SEE ITS JUST THAT THOUGHT AND IT MAKES ME WONDER AND SCARED i use to get these thoughts they would last an hour then i would forget them am i crazy or is just my ocd not letting forget these thoughts and scaring me

I went to hospital they said i have aniexty and ocd disorder and now i keep wondering if everybody around me is real and well i think everybody acting and there not really real its like the Truman show and i cant stop thinking of it i noticed the moment i got worried about something else it went away but then i saw something that triggered that thought and i got scared again is it my OCD OR SCHIZPHRENIA PLEASE IM AM VERY SCARED I DONT HEAR VOICES OR SEE THINGS PEOPLE DONT SEE ITS JUST THAT THOUGHT AND IT MAKES ME WONDER AND SCARED

I went to hospital they said i have aniexty and ocd disorder and now i keep wondering if everybody around me is real and well i think everybody acting and there not really real its like the Truman show and i cant stop thinking of it i noticed the moment i got worried about something else it went away but then i saw something that triggered that thought and i got scared again is it my OCD OR SCHIZPHRENIA PLEASE IM AM VERY SCARED I DONT HEAR VOICES OR SEE THINGS PEOPLE DONT SEE ITS JUST THAT THOUGHT AND IT MAKES ME WONDER AND SCARED

anxiety i dont wanna be around people dont wanna go outside i have repeated thoughts the number 6 keeps reminding me of the devil and it scares me i also have to breathing.obsession where i get aware of my.breathing and i cant stop thinking about it and i feel like i have to control it.it really scares me feel like imma stop breathing and then i get anxiety the whole day im thinking negative thoughts and i feel like ill never escape please help me i feel like ive lost my life im so sad i also feel like my brain is always looking for new triggers to trigger bad memorys or thoughts and i cant stop thinking negative and its making me depressed and sad i havent been able to see a phycatrist and and.its taking very long its very hard.i dont know what to do please:(

Someone answer PLEASE!!!!!!

Well one of the questions is there and the other question is can you also slightly see them when your eyes are open and there's a light on i can see them a bit on anything when my eyes are open and i wanna know if its normal feel like im freaking out for nothing

I find my self obsessing over everything i see on tv like images and think about it or LITERALLY ANYTHING ANY WORD or sound associated with an image

Is this ocd

What medications makes you not stress things like if a bad thought comes it will make you say eh w.e

Stressing

Something that scares you like i keep hearing the devils name in my

Head it scares me :( causes me anxiety could my anxiety be the reason i keep hearing it cause im stressing it?

Stressing

Something that scares you like i keep hearing the devils name in my

Head it scares me :( causes me anxiety could my anxiety be the reason i keep hearing it cause im stressing it?

ANY AND I MEAN ANYTHING THAT I GET SCARED OF GETTING OBESSED ABOUT GETS STUCK IN MY HEAD THEN OFTEN LEADS ME TO PANIC AND SCARED AND FEEL LIKE CRYING CAUSE I FELE LIKE I CANT STOP THINKING OF IT

EXAMPLES : breathing obsession

Reading in my head my voice really loud my voice no on else's

When someone talks i feel the need to repeat what they say in my head

And it all becomes worst when i start to get scared and panic of it then i keep thinking of all of it my heads thoughts racing im scared i wanna cry am i crazy they said i have ocd and have to wait till Tuesday to see and physc or w.e for meds but i feel like thats so far im so scared and feel crazy and panicking all day what do i do please

Question in heading any answers ?

QUESTION IN HEADING PLEASE HELP!!!

CAN OCD BE WHEN YOU THINK OF SOMETHING AND IT KEEPS REPAETING THEN IT SCARES YOU? CAUSING YOU TO BE ANXIOUS

WHO CAN GIVE MEDS WHO DO I VISIT

i feel like my ocd makes me anxious but once i get scared about my thought i find it more hard to stop obsessing over it help please what do i do they wanna put me on zoloft will it help

i have a breathing obession its scary :(

I feel like i have ocd and body function i focus on my breathing makes me scared then i get anxiety will they treat that just like ocd with meds etc