Would having trouble understanding patterns be considered dissociation (borderline personality disorder)?
I am currently reading Girl, Interrupted by Susanna Kaysen, and in one of the chapters she says -
"I was having a problem with patterns. Oriental rugs, tile floors, printed curtains, things like that. Supermarkets were especially bad, because of the long, hypnotic checkerboard aisles. When I looked at these things, I saw other things within them. That sounds as though I was hallucinating, and I wasn't. I knew I was looking at a floor or a curtain. But all patterns seemed to contain potential representations, which in a dizzying array would flicker briefly to life..."
One of the criteria for borderline personality disorder is severe dissociative symptoms, but would this be considered dissociative? I can't manage to find a clear answer online. If it is not, then what explains what is happening to her?
Thank you in advance.
Thanks for all the answers so far!
Susanna Kaysen was diagnosed with borderline personality disorder by the way. Is this usual behavior for people with that disorder?
I'm still incredibly confused :S