why do I have this feeling that I'll be dreadfully lonely....?

What you are experiencing is not uncommon. Most spirits connect with other spirits in the spiritual realm and have bonds that cannot be broken. What occurs is that your soul mate wanted to live again and you both agreed to enter back into the land of living thinking that you could reunite here today. The problem with that belief is that mankind cannot pick and choose where you will be born. The Guf is strict on the rule of birth where mankind arrives in the exact order as the line which spirits form. No spirit is given preference over the other and will arrive in the exact order into the land of the living as the mothers who give birth. For example if you were born in the United Stated, the next birth may have been in the Middle East. Since only emotional feelings are carried over into the land of the living, you are feeling this disconnect from the spirits that were close to you in the spiritual realm. I hope this helps. Best Regards, M.G.S.

It must be you and me both. I can't say I feel like I've been here many times, but I can say that it all feels the same. Religious folks will tell us its because we haven't found god. I think it's because we've finally realized there is nothing else out there. How close can you really be to someone else? Check out The Waking Life.

Edit: Yeah, your question really got to me. I couldn't sleep that night, haha.

I don't believe that you have lived a previous life and are suffering because of it. I believe that you are lonely because you are probably shy or it's hard for you to open up to others. Jesus is a friend that will stick closer than a brother. He wants good things for you. I hope that you will consider giving your heart to Him and letting Him lead you to an abundant life.

When you least expect it, things will change.

I suspect that you have a lesson to learn about the difference between being alone and being lonely.

When you can find happiness by yourself, then your mate will appear.

Listen to the call. It may sound silly, you may not understand it, but when feel you are supposed to do something...DO IT!

ive been with the aid of an analogous project as you. i think of that its truly significant to locate a connection with somebody else with the aid of pursuits, no count if its with the aid of literature, a particular course, or a prevalent action picture. yet to confirm those issues you're able to desire to furnish a shot at assembly people. you're able to desire to make the hassle. and if that doesnt look to artwork, then concentration on your self. concentration on undemanding how you would be triumphant/efficient, no count if its via determining each and all the time, perfecting your cooking skills, or turning out to be an entire nerd. indulge your self in something and artwork no longer undemanding at it. yet in addition think of roughly your self. being on your guy or woman doesnt would desire to be lonely. ive individually found out to view myself as autonomous from others and that i quite rejoice with being by myself on occasion. it supplies me time to no longer be certain to social scripts, responsibilities, and judgement. concentration on your self. in case you nonetheless truly dont like who you're, then think of roughly why you're that way..what's physically powerful approximately it and what isn't. and be purpose as you are able to approximately your self. don't be like oh its too no longer undemanding to talk to new people, im too shy. then replace your self. make the attempt to no longer be shy. itll open up an entire new adventure for you. i recognize those issues arent undemanding reported as performed, yet with the aid of lots themes and time i replaced into waiting to embody who i'm on the comparable time as changing myself somewhat. i wish this facilitates you.

"Draw near to God and he will draw near to you." Jas 4:4

"... God has said, 'Never will I leave you; never will I forsake you." Heb 13:5