What the hell is my problem!?

Its No tyou! Get away from him and find new friends. Hold off on another boyfriend for now. Get to know yourself first. You are the most important person in your life. If you cant take care of you ,you cant help anyone else.

Have you considered therapy, sometimes it helps to talk to someone. You've obviously had a rough year. I'm sorry to hear about your fiance. there are plenty of groups for people who have lost loved ones to suicide. Rather than bottling your emotions, try to reach out to others. this man you're with now sounds like a horrible person, you really need to focus on yourself right now. He is not going to make you feel better about yourself. take some time for yourself, find a hobby, make some new friends, go out and enjoy life.

This guy is a jerk and not worth your time. Tell him you are tellling the truth and until he gives you respect, not to bother you. You need counseling for gried because of the numerous losses, the fiance, the grandfather and possible child.

Get help. Professionals have heard it all before and know how to help. Everyone has problems.

You can't fix other people or their opinion of you. I hope you value yourself enough to know your worth more than that to someone out there in the world. It may even be someone you don't know. Letting go is hard, for me I never wanted to admit maybe I made a mistake from the get go when I picked a loser. Misery loves company so let him drag somebody else down.

He's a real asshole. No one should ever say that to you.

You're not messed up in the head at all. You're doing pretty well it seems... Who knows what I would do if I had to go through ALL OF THAT in just ONE year.

Dump the loser. Get somebody who values you.

Everybody's got problems.

love

Maybe you're just venting, but you really need to stay away from this guy you're seeing. He's not doing you any good at all. You need to take care of yourself. Surround yourself with positive people, caring people. Try talking to someone you trust, a parent, friend, pastor, counselor. Good luck to you.

honey, you are ''traumatized''.this is normal considering all the things you have been through.the guy you are now dating does not care enough for you or he wuold not bring up the horrible incident about your finance hanging himself.you are a sweet human being who has been given a lot to deal with.this guy ,you are now dating does not care or he would not say such horrible things to you.you get out now,please.he is taking advantage of your hurt emotions,and trying to control you.let him go.god bless.may you find happiness.

Well, besides the potty mouth, you seem to pick boyfriends that turn out to be problems.

That suggests that you have low self-esteem, that you don't think you deserve a better class of boyfriend.

You do.

Ditch this current jerk and raise your expectations for the next boyfriend.

(BTW, the suicide of your first bf was not your fault, if you're wondering about that)

It sounds like he's the one with problems,and he doesn't sound too nice. Even if he said that in anger,most people know how to stop themselves from crossing the line....

he's a waste of time. no body deserves that. dont prove him wrong. dont have anything to do with him. just leave him