Stripey

So i was on the phone with a friend and then all of a sudden he sounded like more pubescent then he told me i sounded pubescent and then we are like this is weird and so we hung up and it was normal again. LIKE WHAT!?

I have nothing. The love of my life betrayed me. My family is toxic. MY sister dont want to make memories they are introvert no matter how much I try. I feel so empty. I have no passions. I try talking to God but that takes time I assume. It hurts so badly. I dont know what to do. I just sit at home all day crying and missing happy times when no one did me wrong. What do i do?

went to Romania to see my family with my 2?sisters . We have a cousin here. there is no AC and its really hot and we have a fan in the room. So im like turn on the fan please its really hot. Then she just randomly yells at me (they all yell here on my moms side of the family they all have mental illnesses. Not saying this rudely they just genuinely do. One has schizophrenia the other is too controlling and my cousin is the daughter of the too controlling one) anyways she yells shes like im cold. Im like ok whatever ill just move it towards me. Then she gets up and is just yelling at me like no i dont want to get up no dont move it dont turn it on. Im like how selfish can you be im dying here its hot! You dont even have to feel it!!! And shes threatening to hit me . Im 18 and shes like 30. Then she actually has the audacity to hit me!!! So i started shoving her against the furniture and beating her ten times worse until my sister in the room with us grabs me and takes me off her. Then i start yelling at all of them for being so irrational and how dare she put her hands on me and they are all sick in the head. Then naomi kicks me out the room. Like how dare she?! Hit me for something so small?! What grown adult does that?! Id never ever hit first no matter what. I just had to put her in her place afterwards to show her not to mess with me like that ever again. The next morning my sisters are STILL like telling me how wrong i am for hurting her even tho she HIT me first!

Ever since April 5th, my boyfriend, of 1 year that we are both very serious about betrayed me. Ever since then all I feel is sadness. I am a christian and he is my first. I gave him all my time, effort, money, everything because I felt he was the one. I am currently with him. Today is our one year anniversary but I just feel so broken. As hard as I pray as much as he says sorry as much as i try ANYTHING i cant get past this feeling of such depression. I feel worthless, empty, lonely, I feel the world is not what I used to believe it was. Its all fake, my whole world crashed. I believed he was loyal I believed he wanted only me, but he went against that and I caught him. So, What do I do? How do I stop feeling the world is just all about people finding their own self pleasures? How do I stop feeling like nothing is special or valuable. I dont love him anymore, but I cant let go because of all the memories, him being my first, taking my virginity, making me love life, but now that he betrayed me and showed me the real him he is not what I fell in love with. What do I do?

So, my boyfriend I expect him to pay for most things because he likes to be treated like the daddy and be dominant. Then I complain to him if he wants me to come over Id like him to order me an uber. Its the gesture not the money. he starts feeling disrespected and telling me he feels used like he's obligated to pay for me. I pay sometimes for things and for his birthday and holidays I buy him super expensive stuff while he buys me like face masks and bath bombs and tells me I can have his camera to share with him that was his. But its both of ours now. Anyway, am I spoiled or selfish? He's like this relationship should be 50/50 but expects to be treated like a daddy? So?

MY BOYFRIEND WAS WORKING 10 hours yesterday and his phone was dead! I felt so helpless and hurt and unloved that he didnt answer my phone calls and texts! I just want to see him everyday!!!

IM SO MAD RIGHT NOW

last night at midnight he told me to come over. hes like ill tell u when to come. he wakes me up with a phone call at 3 telling me you can come and its so late cause he was setting up christmas lights with his brother. im so pissed. i was too tired to respond. then hes like ok goodnight i love you bye. then 10 minutes later im like ok ill go i miss him. so i call him to let him know im coming but he doesnt answer! I STAY UP UNTIL 5 CALLING HIM ! I FEEL SO REJECTED AND MAD! LIKE REALLY!?!?!? ANSWER ME I WANT TO COME OVER. so now im at home. hes sleeping. and i wanna see him but i cant. i feel so frustrated

So we were gonna head to Santas enchanted forest, and double date. Me my boyfriend, my bfs best friend and his date.

My boyfriend was persuasding his best friends gf to come.

She couldnt cause her dad didnt wnat her out too late. They kept trying to persuade. I wanted to just talk to my baby and have some attention and just ask him how hes doing.

hes like baby ill call you back im trying to persuade my bffs gf to come. i love u bye.

im like okay :(

it hurt. i felt rejected. like, all i wanted was some attention and he put his best friends gf before me. :(

i texted him u cant even take a break and give me ur girlfriend tht u supposedly love for even 5 minutes! then he gets mad telling me forget it. we r just not going.

hes like why do u always do this!?

and im like all i was doing is expressing my feelings!!

he then is like babe i just realized how stupid this convo is.

im picking ur bipolar *** up.

am i crazy , or was i reasonable to feel hurt and upset?

So my boyfriend was away for an hour so i hung out with his brother in the meanwhile. His older brother 22. my bf is 16. anyway... we talked and he kept talking about his past and how he treated girls badly in high school and how one girl he rlly loved broke his heart but he cheated on her by going to whorhouses with her very own dad. and said what she doesnt know doesnt hurt. and im like thats so messed up bro.

but yea, why did he tell me all this disgusting info?

I got to this Christian church that I can not stand!! Its so long and boring and I just cant seem to behave. Im 17 years old.

I go here for my mom, and I hate it. Its a small church where everyone knows each other. People here are so judgemental and snobby and the vibes are just off. Also i dont like how the pastor preaches. Its just not for me. Ive prayed to God to give me strength to obey and be good! But I just can not find it in me.

Theres one church that i do really like. Its a decent time only 1 hour and 30 minutes while the church i hate is 4 hours!! I feel like shooting myself.

My mom forces me to go to the church I hate and my dad goes with me to the one I love. She just always forces me. I can not stand it.

Help what do i do?

For the past months my sister has been accusing me of masturbating. BUT I DONT! It is the most disgusting thing to me ! I want to throw up!!

Also, I always tell her my secrets like when I shoplifted. But, she never tells me hers!!!

Anytime I ask her to tell me a secret she tells me "NO CAUSE YOU WILL THINK YOU'RE BETTER THEN ME". What do I do? What would Jesus do?

Also, she plays roblox all day. :( Anyways, help!

my sisters beat me up everyday. boys use me for my likes. the only reason im alive is cause my cat is cute! i love looking at her cute little paws. and also i talk to my imaginary bff. have it with her sometimes. my sisters come into my room hear me moaning and they like WHAT R U DOING! and im like omg meet annie my bff. and they are like no one is there.

So I have a cat named Stripey. I love her to death I always kiss her and hug her and smell her. She cries all the time and I do not even hurt her! She never scratches or bites! But, she emotionally plays with me. She pees on my floor for fun, and on my christmas presents that I bought for my family. WHY DOES SHE DO THIS OR AM I CRAZY?

So my dad bought me an $1000 laptop for my birthday three years ago. I have used this laptop every day since and it runs super smooth and super nice on games such as fallout 4. THEN I decided to factory reset it because I wanted to restart everything and clean and refreshen my laptop. NOW, fallout 4 is SO LAGGY! I wanna cry what went wrong!!!

My male cat that is neutered has disappeared for a longer time than usual! Its been two days he hasnt come back! The weird thing is this has happened to all the male cats i have ever owned! All neutered! They would disappear just all of a sudden! It is heartbreaking why is this pattern continuing what do you think is happening? Are they looking for a mate? Also one of male cats I owned when I was 10 was neutered disappeared for 3 days came back disappeared again for a week came back than eventually permanently left! All the female cats I have owned have never done this! So what is your theory?

Has been a longer time than usual that my cat is missing. I usually let my cat out when he wants but he comes back when I call him or comes back after several hours! But it has been a whole day and one night and he is not yet back. I am worrying and want to cry! He is a very friendly cat. It is also around Halloween time and I read around halloween a lot of cats go missing due to people kidnapping or killing! I do not know what to do my heart is breaking! I asked the neighbors and they said they would be on the lookout! What can I do? Why do you think he is missing?

So I love to sing and I also want to make a lot of money to donate to God and buy and repay my parents back for everything. But in order to make tons of money singing you need to be famous. BUT I DO NOT WANT TO BE FAMOUS! It seems annoying/too attention seeking. So how can I sing and make lots of money without becoming famous?

So I just got kicked out of a great highschool because my GPA was 0.2 points lower than it should be!! Then now im in 11th grade going to the worst highschool on this planet. For the entire day all kids do is play on their phones and listen to music! The teacher tries to teach but gives up and just sits down! Literally all these kids do is play on their phones in front of the teacher and the teacher does nothing! This is literally all teachers in the entire school. You can also skip so easily and leave school and nothing will happen because it happens so much the ppl working at the school gave up and or dont care. We are not even doing anything! It is such a waste of time and I cant stay in this school for two more years. But i cant drop out cause than there is no more point in life. Please help please I pray to God I know he will lead me on a path to happiness! But, in the meanwhile what can I do to push through?

I just went on the weird side of youtube and there are videos called "Subliminal messages to look like CIndy Kimberly" or like any other pretty person. Then I read the comments and people say it works. Can your mind actually physically change your body parts? Is this a joke? I do not understand why people think they start to look like the person they are subliminally messaging. Or is it their brain just starts to see things differently? WHat is it? Its scaring me and I want to know how this works?

So technically I am a 16 yr old female traveling and I was going in a car to visit the eiffel tower when all of a sudden I got this horrible severe feeling of stomach pain! I am used to this and get it 5 times a year where it is this severe and bad! Normally I just sit on the toilet and poop and after 1-2 hours of just chilling on the toilet it is gone! But this time, the pain is still there. I went to poop, stayed 1-2 hours but even after that the pain of stomach pain stayed! If I move too much it comes back. I feel helpless! What do you guys think it is! It is so painful and I normally have a high pain tolerance but this is just so severe!!