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I want answers from a professional psychiatrist about the medium-term effect of Klonopin. I'm off them now, but I'm genuinely worried I have some type of brain damage from them. I want answers, and I at least want one aside from what my psychiatrist might say (who may or may not admit fault). Can anybody help me out? I'm just desperate for answers here.

Currently, I am on 250mg of Depakote, but it has come across me recently the dangers of being on benzodiazepines and the withdrawal symptoms it can have. I've found that long-term usage seems to have the most serious setbacks and that Klonopin should only be taken up to a month. But what happens if you took it for three months? I don't have any physical symptoms, but I fear for more of my mental symptoms. I feel like I haven't truly been myself in a long time. I used to be very expressive, animated, funny, creative, passionate, intellectual, and analytical. I feel as if I'm not these things anymore. Memory and concentration are good but I'm not sure they're as good as they were before; I struggle with words a little more frequently.

Pretty much, I'm afraid I'll never feel like myself again and will never feel as "home" with myself. I took 1 mg (I believe) of Klonopin for about 3 months. Does anybody have an idea as to what this could do to you?

So, I m kinda a noob at this whole e-bay thing, but I m selling a high price term so I don t want to get this wrong. When you re selling an item, it appears that under the "Finalize Your Listing" section, it automatically fills the "PayPal e-mail address" with your own e-mail (very polite of them). But I don t even have any credit cards and my debit is strictly Visa. What do I do? Is this going to be a problem? Will there have to be some transference from Paypal moola to Visa moola? Your answer is much appreciated. Thanks!

Hi there! I'm a debtor and I'm trying to find the force of an impact in which the DC character Lobo crashes through the Justice League Watchtower. Link here:

http://readcomiconline.to/Comic/Injustice-Gods-Amo...

I know F = m X a, so after hours upon hours upon hours of trying to understand, researching, applying, and calculating - I finally came up with the answer that the Newtons would be 0 because there's no sign of deceleration. Acceleration equals final velocity - initial velocity over time. So if he was moving say a the speed of light with an initial speed and a final speed, the change in velocity would be 0. Thus, everything following would be 0. But somehow, this doesn't seem right. Can anybody lend a hand?

So, in the last year or so I've been to the hospital four times.

1. "Unexplained Psychotic Episode" - Listened to a 4 hour, online program about the psychology of confidence for like 8 or ten times, obsessed, lost my sense of reality, lots of details, etc.

2. Suicidal Intention - Was on Seroquel after I came back to college. Had severe brain fog. Abilify - same issue. Social and academic life felt like they were in ashes. Thought I'd be braindead forever.

3. "So-Called Unspecified Version of Bi-Polar" - Don't believe I had it. Looked at the program again. Triggered what felt like adrenaline overload. Happened in psychiatrist's office. Baker Acted during this last November's mid-terms.

4. Non-Stop Intrusive Thoughts.

Because of my experience with medications, I have a severe distrust of them. Right now, I take Depakote, Anafranil, and Klonapin. They work (I know because of NT testing), but there's always something with medication. I feel emotionally flat and I don't like it. I feel like I thrive through my emotions. Creativity, intellect, inspiration, motivation - I feel like these are the things that come out of emotion and I hardly feel mine. They "stabilize" my mood but they rob me of the human experience. I feel like all meds do that to some degree. I really want an alternative because I know there's more to life than this stone I have for a heart.

Hey y all... So. I don t like to consider myself creep. Heck, I m REALLY hoping I m not. I hope this doesn t sound self-praising (probably will) but Most people like me a lot, I consider myself confident and good, and I do have a lot of friends who accept me as I am. However, I ve been dealing with some depression lately and the way I cope is... well masturbating. Anyhow, I ve been into porn before but I never liked it. A) it can addicting. B) it warps guys perception into looking at girls like objects and not human beings. And I like to humanize girls as much as possible. As a kid who suffered from severe anxiety, more susceptible to depression,and someone who d always be imaginative, I instead used Facebook. I didn t really think of it as something wrong. Heck, growing up I kinda considered it normal. But just lately, I kinda figured that if whatever girl knew, they d probably feel violated. I mean of course, what guy WOULD tell a girl they masturbate to that they masturbate to them. Or how they do it. I dunno. I guess I thought it more intimate all my life. Not so plastic like porn. But I ve been reading up on the subject and it sounds like it d creep most people out. What do you guys think? I mean it s nice to have sexual stimulation, and I don t REALLY want to watch porn because I don t want to treat girls like objects. What do I do?

... Satirical maybe?

What do I do? I hate Yahoo being my search engine.

Like a library or a bookstore or even a doctor's office? I have Ranger Rick, Car & Driver, and MotorTrend.

OK. Hi. My name is Jimmy. I can't stop thinking about death. Through a seriously traumatic event, I have become a terrible and twisted person. My spiel is kinda sorta dark and dramatic. It talks about who I was before the event, talks about what happened during the event, how I have drastically changed into an incredibly ugly person beyond belief, how much I wish I was dead, how twisted I feel, and how I'm in the dilemma of wanting to take the same confidence program that got me into a psychotic episode (I think the way I used it was flawed, not the program itself), but I want to be good and I feel like I'm stabbing morality and God (yes, I believe in God) in the back for doing so. I'm thinking about reaching out to about five people on Facebook as to why, but I'm not so sure I should. I made a list of eight people I could potentially talk to. Most of them I'm kinda not too close to anymore or at all, but some said they'd help me if I ever needed it and others I kinda have respect for. However, part of my spiel includes why I also wanted to commit suicide over what happened with this girl 2 of them are very close friends with though that's FAR from the main reason why I'm suicidal). I feel my family wouldn't be as helpful in this matter, and it's taking a while to find a counselor. I'm kinda desperate for someone to listen to me and guide me. I thought five people to talk to would be good, but with everything I have to say about myself I feel like it's risky. What do I do?

OK. Hi. My name is Jimmy. I can't stop thinking about death. Through a seriously traumatic event, I have become a terrible and twisted person. My spiel is kinda sorta dark and dramatic. It talks about who I was before the event, talks about what happened during the event, how I have drastically changed into an incredibly ugly person beyond belief, how much I wish I was dead, how twisted I feel, and how I'm in the dilemma of wanting to take the same confidence program that got me into a psychotic episode (I think the way I used it was flawed, not the program itself), but I want to be good and I feel like I'm stabbing morality and God (yes, I believe in God) in the back for doing so. I'm thinking about reaching out to about five people on Facebook as to why, but I'm not so sure I should. I made a list of eight people I could potentially talk to. Most of them I'm kinda not too close to anymore or at all, but some said they'd help me if I ever needed it and others I kinda have respect for. However, part of my spiel includes why I also wanted to commit suicide over what happened with this girl 2 of them are really great friends with (though that's FAR from the main reason why I'm suicidal). I feel my family wouldn't be as helpful in this matter, and it's taking a while to find a counselor. I'm kinda desperate for someone to listen to me and guide me. I thought five people to talk to would be good, but with everything I have to say about myself I feel like it's risky. What do I do?

OK. Hi. My name is Jimmy. I can't stop thinking about death. Through a seriously traumatic event, I have become a terrible and twisted person. My spiel is kinda sorta dark and dramatic. It talks about who I was before the event, talks about what happened during the event, how I have drastically changed into an incredibly ugly person beyond belief, how much I wish I was dead, how twisted I feel, and how I'm in the dilemma of wanting to take the same confidence program that got me into a psychotic episode (I think the way I used it was flawed, not the program itself), but I want to be good and I feel like I'm stabbing morality and God (yes, I believe in God) in the back for doing so. I'm thinking about reaching out to about five people on Facebook as to why, but I'm not so sure I should. I made a list of eight people I could potentially talk to. Most of them I'm kinda not too close to anymore or at all, but some said they'd help me if I ever needed it and others I kinda have respect for. However, part of my spiel includes why I also wanted to commit suicide over what happened with this girl 2 of them are really great friends with (though that's FAR from the main reason why I'm suicidal). I feel my family wouldn't be as helpful in this matter, and it's taking a while to find a counselor. I'm kinda desperate for someone to listen to me and guide me. I thought five people to talk to would be good, but with everything I have to say about myself I feel like it's risky. What do I do?

Hi. My name is Jimmy and I want to do is die. I really, really do. I went through a traumatic episode months ago (which you can read briefly about here: https://answers.yahoo.com/question/index?qid=20160... and here: https://answers.yahoo.com/question/index?qid=20160... But ya. I genuinely hate myself. I feel like I have morphed into this extremely lazy, depressed, useless, quite, irritable asswhole. I am a completely different person now. I have lost my attitude for life, my joy for life, my personality, many of my potential friends (and the ones I do have feel dry many times, because I feel dry), my trust in God, my goodness, whatever degree of confidence I had, etc. I constantly think of death. I constantly wish I was born another person. This last semester has just been so terrible that I don't think I could survive another like it. Right now I'm home early from the semester cause I was feeling suicidal then and I'm doing incompletes/finishing up back home (I hate home). I feel like such a failure. I waste my life on Netflix, on cartoons, staying in bed, not taking a shower until late (lying on the ground strongly, STRONGLY wishing I was dead). And what's worse is that I'm thinking about taking the same program that got me into this mess again so I can communicate a lot more confidently (cause I just used it completely the wrong way). I feel like my soul is black. I feel like my future is black. I wish I was a different person.

Hi. My name is Jimmy. I'm a college freshman, 19 years of age, and I want to die. I want to kill myself because I have lost who I am and I predict a very bleak future. Last semester was the best of time my life. Growing up, I didn't have a lot of friends. But last semester, was the best. I was making friends, getting to know them, I was doing great in school, etc. I used to have wit, creativity, intelligence, drive, heart for people, a sense of humor, passion for learning and comics and martial arts, a crush, etc. Even then, I was still nervous and kinda awkward, but in a good almost "cute" way. Well, because of this I took a program called "Conversational Confidence" by Eduard Ezeanu, listened to it one too many time, and believe it or not, it felt like brainwash. I had a psychotic episode and a lot of bad **** happened. Ultimately, I got through it with difficulty. But I've ended up an incredibly different person. They say what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger, but now I just feel weaker. I feel as if all of said good qualities have been COMPLETELY erased. And I feel like I'm a terrible person. All I think about is my own mental health, my relationships, my personality, and the past. I see other kids living, laughing, and loving, and I don't think I'll ever have that. When I talk it comes out as either boring or weird. Or I'm quite. I struggle intellectually and with memory. I just don't see a future. I pray to be different but I don't think it's going to happen.

Namely I feel like I've lost my creativity, my intellect, my imagination, my ability to think deep or even get deep emotionally. I feel like a blank slate. I was on Seroquel for about two months and Ability I was on for like several weeks to a month? I'm trying to write a paper for a speech right now for my Final Project in Theatre Appreciation and I'm really not so sure I can do it. Is it possible by raising the levels of some neurotransmitters, others have been significantly decreased. I need help! What do I do exactly?

Hi, I'm a shy guy with only two friends. This is something I've really had trouble with: How does one stay present in a conversation. In my head, most of the time, I feel like I'm two steps ahead in or two steps back in a conversation. Especially when there's a group. Groups overwhelm my mind a bit. My mind just feels scrambled. Can anyone relate?

Hi all, I ve been on antipsychotics for three months and I m finally off them. For the most part it was Seroquel and then it was Ability. Now I m happy to say that I m off of it, but I m noticing that I ve felt extra lazy, low on energy, weaker in muscles, and worse of all I feel far less intelligent and knowledgeable than I used to be. As if my IQ has dropped. I ve also experienced some depression and trouble finding the right word. Has anybody else had this happen to them? I m worried mostly about my IQ because I m a college freshman (19) and the year s winding down. I used to have a 3.1 GPA and my grades were in the B+ range. Now they re in the C s and I m holding on by the skin of my teeth

P.S. I'd really appreciate a detailed response and anything I can do to get myself better.

Thanks for reading,

Jimmy

Hi all, I ve been on antipsychotics for three months and I m finally off them. For the most part it was Seroquel and then it was Ability. Now I m happy to say that I m off of it, but I m noticing that I ve felt extra lazy, low on energy, weaker in muscles, and worse of all I feel far less intelligent and knowledgeable than I used to be. As if my IQ has dropped. I ve also experienced some depression and trouble finding the right word. Has anybody else had this happen to them? I m worried mostly about my IQ because I m a college freshman (19) and the year s winding down. I used to have a 3.1 GPA and my grades were in the B+ range. Now they re in the C s and I m holding on by the skin of my teeth.