Shen Billedo

here's the thing. i'm in a long distance relationship. i kinda cheated on my guy but im not really serious about it and its only in the phone. but i got caught by my guy. i really love him. we've been dating for 5 years. i dont want it to end. i called him. i asked for forgiveness, asking him for a 2nd chance! i dont wanna lose him.. i know it was my fault.. i wouldnt dont know what to do if he break up with me. i talked to him the other day asking if he still love me, he said ' i dont know '.. i also asked him if he's gonna break up with me but he said 'well talk about that later'. ive been feeling depressed for 3 weeks now. i cant concentrate on my work. im always crying. when i remember what i did, my heart hurts a lot then i will lose my appetite.. i have never been this sad, depressed before.. i cant afford to lose him. i'm ashamed of myself.. sometimes im thinking im gonna commit suicide if he break up with me but im a coward so i cant do it.. i just need some tranquilizer..

1. How does the world see you? - WHAT THE HELL by AVRIL

2. What do you parents think of you? - I LOVE YOU by 2NE1

3. What do you feel like right now? - LIFE DEFINED by BEFORE YOU EXIT

4. What should you do tomorrow? - BALADA by GUSTAVO LIMA

5. What will the upcoming week be like for you? - DIE IN YOUR ARMS by JUSTIN B.

6. Will you have a happy life? - ENDLESS SUMMER by OCEAN

7. How will you die? - SHADY GIRL by SISTAR

8. Will you ever find the boy/girl of your dreams? - O'SILENT NIGHT by BEFORE YOU EXIT cover

9. What should you do with your life? - SUPERMAN by SUPER JUNIOR

10. What will summer '12 be like for you? - ALL NIGHT LONG by 2PM

11. Your opinion on yourself now: - LIVE MY LIFE by FAR EAST MOVEMENT ft. JB

12. The way your best friends see you: - NOT YOUNG by UKISS

13. One thing the world doesn't really need? - COUGH SYRUP by YOUNG THE GIANT

14. What does your life mean? - BUBBLY by COLBIE

15. Your opinion on yourself in the future: - BAD BOY by BIGBANG

16. What will next year be like for you? - ONE THING by 1D

17. What should you be doing right now? - SHY BOY by SECRET

18. What does the boy you like think of you? - OPPA OPPA by EUNHAE

19. Will your dream wish(es) ever come true? - HEART SKIPS A BEAT by OLLY MURS

20. What are you really like? - SORRY SORRY by SUPER JUNIOR

how about you? :)

hi, i'm donating blood the day of my birthday... just after that, i'm going somewhere alone..will i make it? because that place is 1 hour away from my place.. 30 mins bus..30 mins train.. i will not faint right? there's no one to accompany me..

I played Volleyball today and now my hand hurts specially my thumb! I got a bruise.. i'm currently putting ice on my bruise! other way to cure it? i still have to play tomorrow! 2 games more! HELP please!!

here'S the picture of my hand! LOOK AT MY THUMB! https://p.twimg.com/AuZgypOCEAAAkSR.jpg:large

genres i like: action, adventure, thriller, humorous, a bit of romance but not much!

I already read Hunger Games & Harry Potter!

book with same genre as Hunger Games. or a Romantic Comedy with action. lol. best book you've ever read! :) put some details too.. thanks a lot

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anyone knows Before You Exit? a 4 member boy band! you should check them.. the're sweethearts.. you'll gonna love them :)

watch their cover of THE SCRIPT here : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QDlRp5zhDjo

I like to read stuff like adventure,action,humor,not too much romance,not a kid book,suspense but not thriller/horror. please recommend me the best book you've ever read. put some details of the book too. thanks! xx

I want a book that's really interesting. I like Fiction books! I like to read stuff with adventure and action and humor. Not a kid book. And not too much romance. I don't like history, corny novels. any suggestions? please put a little details of the book too. thanks you so much! xx

I have a boyfriend. we're already 4 years. but we're having a long distance relationship this past 2 years. and we rarely talk now. we talk once a month, we never send text messages to each other. even in facebook. i'm starting to feel bored. sometimes, i talk to other guys without him knowing. i feel like having another boyfriend. what should i do?

I want to give someone a vector image as a gift. please help. i can pay if u want. i'm serious. but no scamming please! i need a pro.....

can i only eat fruits for dinner?

is it okay if I don't eat dinner? is it bad for the health? I'm on diet and I don't want to eat dinner. what do u think?

I'm working as a caregiver here in Italy. i'm 65 kg so I'm planning to go on a diet. maybe to lose 15 kg of my weight. but the problem is I don't know what to eat because I eat lunch with the family where i work at. Italians always eat pasta/spaghetti . I can't refuse them because they're so good. I'm shy not to eat with them But i really want to lose weight. HELP PLEASE!

I planned to lose weight 33 pounds for 6 months and I'll be going to the gym 3 or 4 times a week. So i made this Meal plan. I just want to know if it's healthy or not

BREAKFAST is banana & water only. coz of morning banana diet (everyday)

LUNCH - i plan to eat PASTA/SPAGHETTI for M.T.W and for T.F.S.S spinach,veggie salads,cucumber chicken meat, egg whites, & a water-packed tuna.

SNACK- yogurt,,raisins,biscuits,snack bars

DINNER - fruits

if it's not, can you give me advice/tips. thanks.

I need advice/tips to lose weight. I'm getting married this August 2012 and i really want to lose weight before that. what should I do? where should I start? HELP please!

I really want to lose some weight. I just want to go back from my old weight. I'm 50 kilos before but then after I gave birth to my baby I gained 15 kilos & now i'm 65 kg. So i want to lose 15 kilos or so in 6 months. Can i really do it? What should I do? I need some advice, tips whatsoever. please please please help me! thank you.