The Doctor

I can't seem to understand why I always get the short end of the stick in life.....sigh.... I guess I'm supposed to be the one who is the "sacrificial lamb" and I cannot bare it anymore!

Its been 2 years since I graduated from university and have had no luck finding a real job which frustrates me! I feel as I have no friends because I basically alienated most of the people I cared about from high school once I began university to focus on school. I work retail now and enjoy the people I work with, but I feel I will again lose them once I get out of there. I feel like I'm going to be alone forever with no one to share a life with, seeing as I have never been in a relationship which is mostly due to my insecurities. I try and put on a good show when I am around people, but its been going on for way too long now and I don't know how much longer I can continue this charade. I'm a total nerd, which I'm not ashamed of in the least, but its hard to find others like me who can accept my crazy enthusiastic reactions to things they have no clue about. I do have one person I text a lot cause we live in different cities, but I feel as if I'm bothering her most times so I try hard not to message her, because she has her own life and friends that she can actually spend time with. Then there are the times I feel like giving up completely, like right now. I'm not going to get better over night and feel as if I should just let those that I know go and let them forget about me. There are actually times I want to text my friend this, but never do cause I'm too much of a coward and I don't want to upset her. I'm way too nice even when I feel depressed and I always seem to put others happiness ahead of my own, which really sucks let me tell you. I also don't usually share my feelings, so this is really out there for me, but I needed some kind of release. I could keep writing, but there's no point, none of you reading this will ever know just how much I actually hurt each and everyday and how hard it is to be me. Not even God has helped me, I'm sure he made me the way I am for a reason, but clearly WHY was lost in translation along the way.

Thanks to anyone who reads this and cares or even sympathizes. I know I'm not the only one with issues, but its not like I've met anyone who can relate and share things with and not feel so alone.

So I'm making homemade sausage patties for dinner, but I can't think of what to make along side them. Pasta was an option, but we eat that too often. I know for sure I'm doing some roasted veggies, but I need something a bit more substantial with it.

I cannot find it anywhere and the Food Factory show really made me want some, please help it looks so GOOD!!!!

If I get a 100Mb data plan what can I do with that? Is it Imessage, texts, and any other app that uses internet that goes towards the 100Mb limit and will that mean if I go over 100Mb I won't be able to text/imessage without having to pay extra? This will be with Rogers in Canada.

So I just want to buy or create a PC, preferably a mini, to play games on. I don't want to spend a ton of money on it, but I want it to last. I would just be using it to play GTR, Project Cars and any other PC racing games that don't exist on the PS3. I'm Canadian if that helps at all if you are providing links.

I downloaded it and then tried to install it, but I keep getting this error 80010038. Do I have to delete it and re-download it for it to work, or am I going to have to contact customer support?

I am a guy and my forearms are incredibly small and it is really embarrassing. I just measured my wrist and it is 5.75" in circumference. I have always been self conscious about my wrists and I never wear T-shirts unless I wear a long sleeve underneath. I've been trying forearm exercises, but can't seem to get results and advice would be appreciated. Plus I'm a ectomorph so I might be hard for me to gain muscle.

I know I can imessage by using a persons e-mail, but can I message someone from my ipod touch using their iphone number?

I have an oily nose and even after washing my face 20 minutes later my nose is oily again and I can definitely see that I have large pores, so how can I reduce the oil and pore size?

I'm never going to find someone who can truly love and care about me and it really sucks. Having friends is one thing, but to find the right girl who isn't like all the other girls out there is tough. I am a loving and caring person, but I guess that isn't enough. I guess I am supposed to be alone, fml! Just needed to get this off my chest, I don't usually talk about this kind of thing, I just keep it all inside until it gets to me (like now), plus being positive all the time gets hard, when I know I always feel like crap. Again sorry for the rant.

So When I open a word document from the Recent Items from the Windows Start Menu I get this pop up " This command cannot be performed because a dialogue box is open. Click OK, and then close open dialogue boxes to continue." This has been happening for a week or so and as soon as I close that message the document opens fine, but I don't know why it keeps popping up before every word doc is opened? Plus, there are no open dialogue boxes for me to close. Its just becoming a nuisance and I would like it to stop. Can anyone help?I've already checked the appdata folder and there is nothing to delete.

I currently have a student visa and am no longer a student so what will happen? Will I have 2 cards or will the other be cancelled?

while I was playing my PS3. The screen went black and there was no picture or sound. It still turns on, but all there is a black screen. I assume the lamp went out, but it is only 2yrs old and the warranty was up last month :(

How can I fix this problem? I live in Canada and don't want any American repair places. I've also already contacted Samsung support and they suck (unplug and wait 30sec, like I didn't already try that!!!). Plus I just bought Apple TV today and now I have no TV to use it with (my life sucks).

I used to eat them all the time when I was younger and haven't been able to find them anywhere for a few years now and its very disappointing because they are the best perogies ever. They come in an orange plastic bag and they are frozen, if anyone knows where I can get them I would really appreciate it.

I have a D-Link DIR 655 that I love, but obviously now it is useless to me, is there anything I can do with it so it doesn't sit in my cupboard doing nothing (it cost me$150 five years ago and I would still like to use it for something). ANY IDEAS????

So how would you rate their Spicy Italian Penne and Meateor Pizza? I'm not much for eating at Italian based restaurants being that I have high standards for my native Italian food (nothing compares to home cooking). These 2 dishes seemed like the best ones for me to choose, but I want to know if they are any good.

So our party is near the end of the month, but I really don't want to go. I am a shy guy and there will be lots of people from other districts attending as well who I don't know. I just don't want to make it seem like I don't want to go and then feel guilty about it, being introverted sucks and its hard enough to go to work and try and be more outgoing, so spending a whole night with people and interacting with them feels like death for me especially since I'm not much for conversation and never really have anything to say. I also don't want to make it feel like I am avoiding everyone and then have them talk about it behind my back. WHAT SHOULD I DO????

I might be working at a store soon that requires me to wear a T-shirt and I don't typically wear T-shirts due to my small wrists. I can't get over this and don't know what to do? Being a guy it sucks having wrists that are the same size as my sisters. I know that it is probably all in my head i just can't shake it. I never really thought much about it before someone made a comment about it (nothing mean, just that it was weird 5years ago). Any advice would be nice and I work out, but working out won't help since it won't make the bones ant bigger.