Coralie

Mmmk so one of my guy friends was over, and we were sitting in my room with a few other people, and he decided to go through my drawers. He opened the top one, and I closed it like, "No." So he opened the bottom one, and took out a journal! He had it half way open when I slapped it out of his hands, threw it back into the drawer, and slammed it shut. He just sat there like, "Whoa..." He asked me why he couldn't read it, and I said because I didn't know what was in there, and I didn't want him to see anything bad.

Should I feel bad though for slapping it out of his hands and being so abrupt? It's kind of bothering me... I just freaked out, you know? What do you think?

I have this group of four friends (including me) and we always do everything together. But today the three of them went to one of their houses and they didn't invite me. They went swimming, which they knew I wanted to do, and they hung out together all day.

But here's the thing- My friend's mom said it's because they all live like 10 mins away from each other and I live 45 mins away, so it wasn't that they didn't want me there. And she said she heard my name like 200 times and they thought it was weird without me.

It just makes me feel so angry though, and like they don't care. Maybe I'm getting worked up over nothing?? What do I do? Would you be mad?

~Coralie

So my mom took me to Forever21 today, and while we were walking to through the mall, these two guys walk by me and they're like, "Da**!" And it was really really embarrassing and she won't stop talking about it! How do I make her stop?

~Coralie

Okay, so I had two choices: Run, or kill this thing once and for all. My fingers brushed against my sword, and my heart pounded as I thought I was really going to do this. Yet I found my legs running through the crunchy leaves, being my typical self. Why should this time be any different from all the other times?

Sometimes I wondered why I was even here. I couldn’t fight to save my life. I mean, I had taken karate a couple of times, but that was so long ago that all I knew now was that white belts meant you sucked and black belts meant you had mastered everything. I knew that I didn’t belong here, and everyone else knew I didn’t belong here, yet Ambrose insisted I stay here at the castle. For what though? All I was good at was disappointing people.

As I neared the castle gates, I thought of how angry Sal was going to be. I clenched my fists, because I was actually pretty angry with myself too. Just once, why couldn’t things go right?

I reluctantly opened Sal’s door to find him muttering things to himself again, and the lights replaced by candles. Startled, he turned around, ink from the quill he was holding splattering onto his paper.

“So,” he said, setting the quill down and leaning forward. “Did you bring me my vampire fang?”

I only gave him a crooked smile, and watched as his expression changed to frustration, just like I knew it would.

“I’m sorry,” I muttered, fiddling with a stray curl.

Okay, so I had two choices: Run, or kill this thing once and for all. My fingers brushed against my sword, and my heart pounded as I thought I was really going to do this. Yet I found my legs running through the crunchy leaves, being my typical self. Why should this time be any different from all the other times?

Sometimes I wondered why I was even here. I couldn’t fight to save my life. I mean, I had taken karate a couple of times, but that was so long ago that all I knew now was that white belts meant you sucked and black belts meant you had mastered everything. I knew that I didn’t belong here, and everyone else knew I didn’t belong here, yet Ambrose insisted I stay here at the castle. For what though? All I was good at was disappointing people.

As I neared the castle gates, I thought of how angry Sal was going to be. I clenched my fists, because I was actually pretty angry with me too. Just once, why couldn’t things go right?

I reluctantly opened Sal’s door to find him muttering things to himself again, and the lights replaced by candles. Startled, he turned around, ink from the quill he was holding splattering onto his paper.

“So,” he said, setting the quill down and leaning forward. “Did you bring me my vampire fang?”

I only gave him a crooked smile, and watched as his expression changed to frustration, just like I knew it would.

“I’m sorry,” I muttered, fiddling with a stray curl.

~Coralie:)

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Okay, so this is probably the tenth time I've had this dream. I'll take a gun, trying to kill myself, but somehow never end up dead. But the weird thing is, I don't actually want to die. I'm not depressed! So what do these dreams mean? :0

~Coralie

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I posted a drum video, and this guy said, "Oh my... *u*" What does that mean?

~Coralie

I swear when I'm telling you this, it's not to brag at all... I really just need help.

I'm nice to everyone. Like... I could never be mean. I just couldn't. Random people in stores always stop to tell me how pretty I am. One time, this creepy old lady made me go look at myself in the mirror lol. I almost always get a 9-10 on rates and my lowest rate was a 7. People always tell me they love being around me and always leave saying they want to hang out again. I'm pretty smart... I get As and Bs. Also, I'm (not bragging. Sorry, I know:/) really good at the drums. Like... REALLY good. Everyone always tells me I'm so talented and I'm basically my drum teacher's favorite student. The only thing that's bad about me is that I'm kinda shy. But I'm working on it, and so far, it's getting better.

So why don't guys like me? Why have I never been asked out? I guess I'm just kinda sad because all my friends have boyfriends, and I don't. And it's not even that I want a boyfriend... it's the fact that maybe I'm not good enough to ever get one, you know? Please help!

~Coralie

This guy is always super crazy, and is not shy by any means, even though I am lol. Sometimes I think he feels bad for me, because I'm so shy and have trouble talking to him and his friends. But I could be wrong... he may just be being friendly. Here's what he's done:

1. Once, he ditched all his friends and was like, "You guys go ahead. I'm gonna stay out here and talk to Coralie."

2. He went up to me, and he was like, "Coralie, I need you to come and have fun with me and be crazy." So then he made me do all these weird work out exercises. But it actually was fun. :3

3. He wrote a song, and the lyrics went," He plays guitar, shreds all the frets. She (me) plays the drums, better than anyone else." And he was like, "Did you catch that, Coralie? You really are better than anyone I've heard." And he sounded really sincere.

4. His friend was like, "And Coralie will do awesome stuff on the drums!" and then he said, "Like she always does, because you are an awesome person, Coralie."

5. I see him having fun and acting all crazy with his other friends, but around me, he's... different I guess. He's kinda awkward, and kind of overly nice. To his friends, he's like, "OH MY GOD lets dance around and look like weirdos and scream and stuff!" and to me he's like,"Hi... so um... are you ready to play? How's life?? Are you okay? Is everything good? *Then proceeds to stare at me, even though I thought the conversation was over.*

Sorry this is so long Thanks!!:)

~Coralie

So this guy is the super outgoing type, and is not shy by any means, even though I am lol. He's a really nice person, so I'm having trouble figuring out whether he's just being himself or if he likes me. Help me out??

1. There have been like five people who have told me they think he likes me. I didn't even ask for them to tell me if he did... they just felt like they needed to tell me that.

2. When I was outside with him and his friends, they all wanted to go inside, but he ditched them and was like, "You guys go ahead. I'm gonna stay out here and talk to Coralie."

3. He's always around me. Like... he follows me around constantly, wherever I go. I'll be sitting, and he'll run and come and sit next to me. Sometimes it scares me. X) During a picture, he was like, "Wait, Coralie, come sit next to me!" If I'm gone for one second, he'll be like, "Where's Coralie?!" and his friends will be like, "... she's right here. Relax, dude."

4.His mom was like, "He absolutely adores her!" and, "If Coralie's gonna be there, he'll definitely wanna go!"

5. He always teases me... but nobody else. :/ It just small things though, like taking his tie off and putting it around me, or saying my shirt isn't "cool" like his.

Thanks!

~Coralie

So this guy is the super outgoing type, and is not shy by any means, even though I am lol. He's a really nice person, so I'm having trouble figuring out whether he's just being himself or if he likes me. Help me out??

1. There have been like five people who have told me they think he likes me. I didn't even ask for them to tell me if he did... they just felt like they needed to tell me that.

2. When I was outside with him and his friends, they all wanted to go inside, but he ditched them and was like, "You guys go ahead. I'm gonna stay out here and talk to Coralie."

3. He's always around me. Like... he follows me around constantly, wherever I go. I'll be sitting, and he'll run and come and sit next to me. Sometimes it scares me. X) During a picture, he was like, "Wait, Coralie, come sit next to me!" If I'm gone for one second, he'll be like, "Where's Coralie?!" and his friends will be like, "... she's right here. Relax, dude."

4.His mom was like, "He absolutely adores her!" and, "If Coralie's gonna be there, he'll definitely wanna go!"

5. He always teases me... but nobody else. :/ It's just small things though, like taking his tie off and putting it around me, or saying my shirt isn't "cool" like his.

Thanks!

~Coralie

So this guy is the super outgoing type, and is not shy by any means, even though I am lol. He's a really nice person, so I'm having trouble figuring out whether he's just being himself or if he likes me. Help me out??

1. There have been like five people who have told me they think he likes me. I didn't even ask for them to tell me if he did... they just felt like they needed to tell me that.

2. When I was outside with him and his friends, they all wanted to go inside, but he ditched them and was like, "You guys go ahead. I'm gonna stay out here and talk to Coralie."

3. He's always around me. Like... he follows me around constantly, wherever I go. I'll be sitting, and he'll run and come and sit next to me. Sometimes it scares me. X) During a picture, he was like, "Wait, Coralie, come sit next to me!" If I'm gone for one second, he'll be like, "Where's Coralie?!" and his friends will be like, "... she's right here. Relax, dude."

4.His mom was like, "He absolutely adores her!" and, "If Coralie's gonna be there, he'll definitely wanna go!"

5. He always teases me... but nobody else. :/ It just small things though, like taking his tie off and putting it around me, or saying my shirt isn't "cool" like his.

Thanks!

~Coralie

Bare with me, cause this could be long. Thanks!:)

First I think I should tell you a little bit about this guy. He's overall a really nice person, and he is NOT shy by any means, even though I am haha. Actually, he's probably one of the most out going people I've ever met. When I first me him, he even shook my hand, which is rare for a 13 year old. He's kind of a spaz, but it works for him. Okay, here's my signs, or whatever you wanna call them.

1. So I'm a drummer, and on the day I first met him, I played the drums with him and he played his guitar. He seriously went over to my mom and was like, "Your daughter's really good." A little weird, but sweet. That wasn't the only time though. He goes up to her and talks to her, and always asks where I am so he can come hang out with me.

2. I went outside to join him and his friends, and after a while his friends were like, "Lets go inside." But he ditched them all and was like, "You guys go ahead, I'm gonna stay out here and talk to Coralie."

3. He shared his french fries with me, and only me. He seriously was play wrestling with one of his friends because he wouldn't give him a french fry.

4. This girl was whispering to these three guys (He was one of the three guys) and then she turned back around to me all secret like and whispered, "All the guys have a crush on you."

5. He's just always nice to me. He always lets me choose what we're gonna do, he always asks me for my opinion and if I have any ideas, he always makes sure I'm included, etc. He's protective too, because whenever I'm gone for a split second, he freaks out and is like, "Where's Coralie?!" and his friends are like, "Relax, dude. She's right here." One time he stepped on my shoe, and he seriously felt so bad. Whenever I go somewhere with his friends, he's always like, "Come on Cowalie," in a silly voice.

6. Whenever he sees me, he goes, "CORALIE!" It doesn't even matter how far I am from him... he's still gonna shout my name and come over to me.

7. His mom was like, "Do you wanna spend the day at Coralie's house while I'm at work?" and he was like, "YEAH!" just a little too quickly.

8. He always stops what he's doing to come and help me if I need it. He checks up on me and it's really nice. Sometimes it's annoying, but overall, I appreciate it.

9. He likes to tease me. An example would be the time I was untangling lights, and he was like, "You're doing it way too slow!" and he ripped the lights from my hands. "Then he was like, "Haha, I stole your job." It sounds mean, I know, but it was actually more playful. And if you were wondering, yes, I do in fact catch him staring at me.

YOU MADE IT TO THE END! CONGRATS!!! :D :D :D

So does he like me or is he just a very friendly person? Thanks!:)

~Coralie

I have no idea why. Just curious I guess :)

I'm a really shy person, and I'm not proud of it. I try really hard to put a stop to it, and so far, it's been getting a little bit better. But I'm so sick of people feeling bad for me because of it. I just hate the feeling of people taking pitty on me... it's just pathetic. But there's this one guy though who I think feels REALLY bad for me or something. Bare with me here, cause this could be long.

1. He ditched all of his friends and was like, "You guys go ahead. I'm gonna stay outside and talk to Coralie."

2.He's overly friendly around me. He'll always ask me stuff like, "You okay?" or, "How did you do on so and so?" or, "What do you think, Coralie?" But he never even asks what anybody else thinks. He always lets me decide what we're gonna do and seems to agree with everything I say.

3.His friends were fighting over french fries, and play wrestling and stuff. But then he turned back around to me and was all, "Oh I'm sorry Coralie. Want a french fry?"

4. He's always looking at me... I think he's trying to see how I'm doing. I remember one time, He accidentally stepped on my shoe, and he felt SO bad. I was like, "It's no big deal, really." But no. It was for him.

5. I told him I didn't want any food. He still gave me a piece of his candy. :/ But whatever it was good. Also, he borrowed a dollar from me, and he felt a very "strong" need to repay me...

6. I don't know why, but he always has to stand next to me for some reason. His friend was in between us, and as soon as his friend took a step forward, he took the chance to steal his spot and be next to me. yay. :( It's been more than just that time though.

7. I think he's too protective of me. He told his friend that we had to be partners, because I think he was trying to let me get to know him better. His friend was like, "But I wanna be with you." So he was like, "That hurts Coralie's feelings." So then his friend was like, "Okay, then I'll be with her." And then he was like, "Well that hurts me feelings!" And so on... I feel like he thinks he's some sort of baby sitter, because he has to know where I am at all times. If there's one second where I'm not there, he's like, "Where's Coralie?!"

Congratulations! You made it to the end.

8.I didn't have my glasses with me, (don't ask why) so I didn't want to to the obstacle course. I just wanted to do a slide, because then I wouldn't really have to look where I was going. So me and him and some of my friends took a vote on who wanted to do the slide or the obstacle course. I was the only one who wanted the slide, so he spent a whole five minutes trying to think of a compromise for me. Ugh.

Ok well is he just a friendly person or does he just feel sorry for me?? Thanks for reading!

~Coralie

I'm a really shy person, and I'm not proud of it. I try really hard to put a stop to it, and so far, it's been getting a little bit better. But I'm so sick of people feeling bad for me because of it. I just hate the feeling of people taking pitty on me... it's just pathetic. But there's this one guy though who I think feels REALLY bad for me or something. Bare with me here, cause this could be long.

1. He ditched all of his friends and was like, "You guys go ahead. I'm gonna stay outside and talk to Coralie."

2.He's overly friendly around me. He'll always ask me stuff like, "You okay?" or, "How did you do on so and so?" or, "What do you think, Coralie?" But he never even asks what anybody else thinks. He always lets me decide what we're gonna do and seems to agree with everything I say. When someone tells me good job, he always has to shout it too. And not just to be a spaz... he's actually sincere.

3.His friends were fighting over french fries, and play wrestling and stuff. But then he turned back around to me and was all, "Oh I'm sorry Coralie. Want a french fry?"

4. He's always looking at me... I think he's trying to see how I'm doing. I remember one time, He accidentally stepped on my shoe, and he felt SO bad. I was like, "It's no big deal, really." But no. It was for him.

5. I told him I didn't want any food. He still gave me a piece of his candy. :/ But whatever it was good. Also, he borrowed a dollar from me, and he felt a very "strong" need to repay me...

6. I don't know why, but he always has to stand next to me for some reason. His friend was in between us, and as soon as his friend took a step forward, he took the chance to steal his spot and be next to me. yay. :( It's been more than just that time though.

7. I think he's too protective of me. He told his friend that we had to be partners, because I think he was trying to let me get to know him better. His friend was like, "But I wanna be with you." So he was like, "That hurts Coralie's feelings." So then his friend was like, "Okay, then I'll be with her." And then he was like, "Well that hurts me feelings!" And so on... I feel like he thinks he's some sort of baby sitter, because he has to know where I am at all times. If there's one second where I'm not there, he's like, "Where's Coralie?!"

Congratulations! You made it to the end.

8.I didn't have my glasses with me, (don't ask why) so I didn't want to to the obstacle course. I just wanted to do a slide, because then I wouldn't really have to look where I was going. So me and him and some of my friends took a vote on who wanted to do the slide or the obstacle course. I was the only one who wanted the slide, so he spent a whole five minutes trying to think of a compromise for me. Ugh.

9.He playfully teases me. An example would be when I was untangling lights, and he yanked them out of my hands and said, "You're doing it way too slow!" then he was smiling and was like, "Haha I stole your job."

Then on stage, he was like," And then we have Coralie on the drums!" Everyone was cheering really loud, and it was great. Then he was like, " Do a drum solo." And I was just like, "Uh, no." So he turned back to the microphone and was laughing, and was like, "Anyways, I'm %$#@!... I guess Coralie didn't want-" and then he waved his arm down at me, making this face like I was being lame, but at the same time it was fine. It made the audience laugh so hard though :3

Ok well is he just a friendly person or does he just feel sorry for me?? Thanks for reading!

~Coralie

So I'm a really shy person, and I'm not proud of it. There's this guy who I think likes me, but other times I think he just feels bad for me, so he tries to be overly friendly. He's a nice guy in general, and is NOT shy at all. He's actually probably one of the most out- going people I've ever met. Here's some signs. Bare with me here, 'cause this could be long. :/

1. One of his friends was talking to these three guys, and then she turned back around to me and was like, "All the guys have a crush on you." And the guy I'm talking about just so happens to be one of those guys. c:

2. His friend brought him and his other friend McDonalds, and they were fighting over the french fries. Then he turned back around to me and was all, "Oh, I'm sorry, Coralie. Want a french fry?" lol french fry fight.

3. All of his friends went inside, but he ditched them and was like, "You guys go ahead. I'm gonna stay out here and talk to Coralie."

4. Remember how I told you he's the most out going person ever? Well... not around me. He gets all awkward and doesn't know what to say. But then I see him around other people laughing really hard and yelling and having a good time. Although, this could just be because I'm shy and I'm making it awkward for him. I doubt it though.

5. Me and three other friends were at this event thingy, and he literally followed us around the entire time. Sometimes he would check in with his other friend, but he mainly just left him for us. But... his friend was with a girl, and he may have just wanted him to leave so they could be alone.

6. His mom was like, "Hey, do you wanna go to Coralie's house and spend the day there?" And he was like, "YEAH!" really really quickly. I think he tried to cover it up, because then he was like, "And Josh too, right? I mean... if it's just me that's fine... whatever."

7. When my friend sat down in the car, she turned around and mouthed to me, "He likes you." Later she said that the way he looks at me just gave it all away.... and the way he acts around me. My other friend said he likes me too, jsyk. Oh, and he put his arm around me in a picture, so that at least means he doesn't hate me.

8. He's real show off-y around me. An example would be when he just randomly came up to me and didn't say anything, but just started playing his guitar. He didn't even look at me... just started hopping and head banging in my face haha.

Final One!!!

9. Sometimes he teases me. Like when I was untangling lights, he was all like, "You're doing it way to slow!" and yanked the lights out of my hands. Then he was like, "Haha I stole your job," with a smirk on his face. I was just like, "Um, that wasn't very nice," in a playful tone.

Then at one of our concerts, he was like, "And then we have Coralie on the drums!" and everyone was cheering real loud, and it was great. Then he was like, "Do a drum solo." And I was just like, "Uh, no." So then he turned back around to the microphone, and was laughing... like everyone else. And he was like, "And I'm @%6T! I guess Coralie didn't wanna-" and then he turned back around to me and waved his arm down at me in a playful sort of way, making this face like I was being lame but at the same time it was fine. I can't explain it. It made the audience laugh so hard though. :D

Thanks!!:)

~Coralie

So I'm a really shy person, and I'm not proud of it. There's this guy who I think likes me, but other times I think he just feels bad for me, so he tries to be overly friendly. He's a nice guy in general, and is NOT shy at all. He's actually probably one of the most out- going people I've ever met. Here's some signs. Bare with me here, 'cause this could be long. :/

1. One of his friends was talking to these three guys, and then she turned back around to me and was like, "All the guys have a crush on you." And the guy I'm talking about just so happens to be one of those guys. c:

2. His friend brought him and his other friend McDonalds, and they were fighting over the french fries. Then he turned back around to me and was all, "Oh, I'm sorry, Coralie. Want a french fry?" lol french fry fight.

3. All of his friends went inside, but he ditched them and was like, "You guys go ahead. I'm gonna stay out here and talk to Coralie."

4. Remember how I told you he's the most out going person ever? Well... not around me. He gets all awkward and doesn't know what to say. But then I see him around other people laughing really hard and yelling and having a good time. Although, this could just be because I'm shy and I'm making it awkward for him. I doubt it though.

5. Me and three other friends were at this event thingy, and he literally followed us around the entire time. Sometimes he would check in with his other friend, but he mainly just left him for us. But... his friend was with a girl, and he may have just wanted him to leave so they could be alone.

6. His mom was like, "Hey, do you wanna go to Coralie's house and spend the day there?" And he was like, "YEAH!" really really quickly. I think he tried to cover it up, because then he was like, "And Josh too, right? I mean... if it's just me that's fine... whatever."

7. When my friend sat down in the car, she turned around and mouthed to me, "He likes you." Later she said that the way he looks at me just gave it all away.... and the way he acts around me. My other friend said he likes me too, jsyk. Oh, and he put his arm around me in a picture, so that at least means he doesn't hate me.

8. He's real show off-y around me. An example would be when he just randomly came up to me and didn't say anything, but just started playing his guitar. He didn't even look at me... just started hopping and head banging in my face haha.

Final One!!!

9. Sometimes he teases me. Like when I was untangling lights, he was all like, "You're doing it way to slow!" and yanked the lights out of my hands. Then he was like, "Haha I stole your job," with a smirk on his face. I was just like, "Um, that wasn't very nice," in a playful tone.

Then at one of our concerts, he was like, "And then we have Coralie on the drums!" and everyone was cheering real loud, and it was great. Then he was like, "Do a drum solo." And I was just like, "Uh, no." So then he turned back around to the microphone, and was laughing... like everyone else. And he was like, "And I'm @%6T! I guess Coralie didn't wanna-" and then he turned back around to me and waved his arm down at me in a playful sort of way, making this face like I was being lame but at the same time it was fine. I can't explain it. It made the audience laugh so hard though. :D

Thanks!!:)

~Coralie