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Hi everyone,

My parents been unemployed for 4 years now with no benefits.Everything's drained and they enrolled me in a med school as I got a scholarship. They've lost the ability to earn any longer because of grave diseases and are in a limbo.My father says that he's gonna die real soon and doesn't care about what happens to me.I couldn't work because my parents forced me to take up MBBS as it's prestigious to them and I don't have any capital or contacts to come out of college as it also carries a $6000 indemnity. I've been humiliated very much and am now on the verge of destitution.I'm trying to be brave,watching motivational videos to somehow grit my teeth and drag through,but lately(for about a year),I have lost my will.I don't do it consciously.I just lost it.I can't get it back no matter what.I can't even cry.I have lost the desire to conform to even basic social etiquette.I dress haphazardly.I'm weird with all people.I don't see the point in making an effort because four years of my efforts have gone down the drain and the situation is hopeless.All I pray for is to just stop existing.It's very painful to go out and talk with anyone.I can't smile no matter how hard I force myself.I am feeling exhausted all the time.I can't even walk with a normal gait.I am sighing most of the time.I can't even think coherently.I even stammer when I speak.I know that it is the hopelessness that I'm confronted with.I want to find a way out.Something at the least to fake my emotions.

Hi everyone,

My parents been unemployed for 4 years now with no benefits.Everything's drained and they enrolled me in a med school as I got a scholarship. They've lost the ability to earn any longer because of grave diseases and are in a limbo.My father says that he's gonna die real soon and doesn't care about what happens to me.I couldn't work because my parents forced me to take up MBBS as it's prestigious to them and I don't have any capital or contacts to come out of college as it also carries a $6000 indemnity. I've been humiliated very much and am now on the verge of destitution.I'm trying to be brave,watching motivational videos to somehow grit my teeth and drag through,but lately(for about a year),I have lost my will.I don't do it consciously.I just lost it.I can't get it back no matter what.I can't even cry.I have lost the desire to conform to even basic social etiquette.I dress haphazardly.I'm weird with all people.I don't see the point in making an effort because four years of my efforts have gone down the drain and the situation is hopeless.All I pray for is to just stop existing.It's very painful to go out and talk with anyone.I can't smile no matter how hard I force myself.I am feeling exhausted all the time.I can't even walk with a normal gait.I am sighing most of the time.I can't even think coherently.I even stammer when I speak.I know that it is the hopelessness that I'm confronted with.I want to find a way out.Something at the least to fake my emotions.

Hi everyone,

My parents been unemployed for 4 years now with no benefits.Everything's drained and they enrolled me in a med school as I got a scholarship. They've lost the ability to earn any longer because of grave diseases and are in a limbo.My father says that he's gonna die real soon and doesn't care about what happens to me.I couldn't work because my parents forced me to take up MBBS as it's prestigious to them and I don't have any capital or contacts to come out of college as it also carries a $6000 indemnity. I've been humiliated very much and am now on the verge of destitution.I'm trying to be brave,watching motivational videos to somehow grit my teeth and drag through,but lately(for about a year),I have lost my will.I don't do it consciously.I just lost it.I can't get it back no matter what.I can't even cry.I have lost the desire to conform to even basic social etiquette.I dress haphazardly.I'm weird with all people.I don't see the point in making an effort because four years of my efforts have gone down the drain and the situation is hopeless.All I pray for is to just stop existing.It's very painful to go out and talk with anyone.I can't smile no matter how hard I force myself.I am feeling exhausted all the time.I can't even walk with a normal gait.I am sighing most of the time.I can't even think coherently.I even stammer when I speak.I know that it is the hopelessness that I'm confronted with.I want to find a way out.Something at the least to fake my emotions.

My brain feels inspite of it being material.Can you explain the mechanism of how the brain feels?

I really want to know the answer to this.After going through a lot of metaphysics,I think that my reality could be an illusionary state and there is an absolute reality.I could either choose to be happy in this comforting false state or seek the truth(absolute)however weird it may be.There can't be a relative reality as,if it exists,my assertion and yours must be equally right.But contradictions aren't possible.It would mean that there's both relative reality&absolute reality.So,absolute reality exists.I just want to know what it is.Is it God-a being of selfless pure love that satisfies us(because love is what makes me want it all time).I can't accept that pain could be God because my consciousness hates it.If I were to know that pain is god,I would rather live a lie because i place happiness over the truth.

I may be wrong,but as far as I know,image is formed when neuronal impulses via optic nerve travel to a cluster of nuclei(neuronal cell bodies)in the optic area of the brain.But,i don't get how a juggling of ions(sodium and potassium primarily)between neurons and the interstitial fluid could make some undefined thing called image with colours,depth,pixels aargh...I don't even understand why we see the way we do(I'm unable to explain it,but we see images in a sort of way which we didn't decide).So,guys,how does the brain make an image?how exactly?How does a shuffling of ions produce so much of attributes?Which part of my body sees?Which part of my brain sees?How do cells see?How do atoms see?Or is it just the soul?

DON'T RIDICULE ME.I Just want to learn.I may be foolish.

I really want to know the answer to this.After going through a lot of metaphysics,I think that my reality could be an illusionary state and there is an absolute reality.I could either choose to be happy in this comforting false state or seek the truth(absolute)however weird it may be.There can't be a relative reality as,if it exists,my assertion and yours must be equally right.But contradictions aren't possible.It would mean that there's both relative reality&absolute reality.So,absolute reality exists.I just want to know what it is.Is it God-a being of selfless pure love that satisfies us(because love is what makes me want it all time).I can't accept that pain could be God because my consciousness hates it.If I were to know that pain is god,I would rather live a lie because i place happiness over the truth.

Many rationalists glorify science as something transcending blind&bizarre faith but I state that science is a blind faith too.Please give feedback after you read my post and debate logically.No rants and rhetorics please.

http://listlessfantasies.blogspot.in/2014/03/scien...

Many rationalists glorify science as something transcending blind&bizarre faith but I state that science is a blind faith too.Please give feedback after you read my post and debate logically.No rants and rhetorics please.

http://listlessfantasies.blogspot.in/2014/03/scien...

Hi,

I read this post on why people tease you about your crush.Could this psychological basis be true?

http://listlessfantasies.blogspot.in/2014/03/eleme...

Hi guys,

I have put up a lame satire on God in my blog.Please give me feedback if you found it even remotely funny.

http://listlessfantasies.blogspot.in/2014/03/physi...

Hi guys,

I have written a post on depression.can you please validate my views and give me feedback?Your valuable opinion is greatly appreciated :)

http://listlessfantasies.blogspot.in/2014/02/depre...

Hello guys,

I have studied basic hindu beliefs and put up a summary of reincarnation,the theory of one consciousness and my views on it.Please read the post and give me feedback on my views and if you agree.Thanks everyone.

http://listlessfantasies.blogspot.in/2014/02/a-tak...

it has four men singing with one guy particularly having a metallic voice and he is used as interlude.I don't even remember the lyrics.Thank you for helping me.

it has four men singing with one guy particularly having a metallic voice and he is used as interlude.I don't even remember the lyrics.Thank you for helping me.

It was a christian documentary like video with god as narrator.I don't remember the words.The imagery shows many plates falling off from a height,crying eyes,laptop battery draining to zero level,a rose shrivelling,wine glass breaking and all that before christ.Then after salvation,the broken pieces of plates become whole again,the rose blossoms again,the battery gets charged,the wine glass becomes whole again and the crying eyes become happy.could you please find this video for me?I loved it.I watched this in a prayer group.Thank you.

It was a christian documentary like video with god as narrator.I don't remember the words.The imagery shows many plates falling off from a height,crying eyes,laptop battery draining to zero level,a rose shrivelling,wine glass breaking and all that before christ.Then after salvation,the broken pieces of plates become whole again,the rose blossoms again,the battery gets charged,the wine glass becomes whole again and the crying eyes become happy.could you please find this video for me?I loved it.I watched this in a prayer group.Thank you.

I have my internals in biochemistry two days away.I'll have to identify carbohydrates.I don't have any idea how I will distinguish maltose from lactose except through the osazone test which takes more than 30 minutes and I haven't done this before to observe lactosazone or maltosazone crystals.Is there any other way to distinguish maltose from lactose?I'd be grateful for any help.Got to pass this test.

I am a med college student.Both my parents are unemployed.I joined college through a scholarship.I'm struggling for basic survival.I hate college because it makes me feel worse.I can't concentrate on anything due to the burden lunging down me but I'm coping with life clearing my exams and doing things with great difficulty.I am dejected.i forfeited the course of my choice and an opportunity to work part time(because I'd have had leisure if I'd joined that course).I'm at the end of hope.I sleep in despair.I've no more interests.Yet,I'm abused by my father who calls me a prostitute,that I'm checking out girls when actually I just want to die in peace.My heart is so broken,there's no one to ever understand or love me.I have no reason to live.He even said that I'm not studying though I know how hard I study inspite of my pain.My life is so painful.I believe in Jesus.Will you please pray for me to jesus?I'm shattered into pieces.I'm crying.Why did god make me?

I have an unemployed abusive parent and am bereft of money and aid.I am left with no option but to work,but there are just no openings in the market for high school kids.I despise this agonising life and am left with no will and purpose to live.I'm constantly found fault with and derided by my abusive parent.I am made to feel that I am usurping on someone else's earnings.I have no dignity and want to just make a living for myself and live with dignity or else die.can someone help me with a job?