vagabond

Doesn't everybody hear voices, in a way? How do you know when to reach out, and what to say?

I met a guy. He's cool...but I emailed him on Xmas that I was doing Rudolph & Bizarre Xrated stuff...the next day I sent him a pic of my 17 yr old w caption "This is your new son!!!" I thot it was hilarious. He quit emailing after I said Rudolph's 'thing' glows...

He hasn't emailed since Xmas morning, and hasn't called. He is amazing, but I think I suk. Do I?

my son seems to be ridiculing me that im poor. we no longer live together but we talk on phone. i dont like the way i feel. i dont know how to address it bc we're not allowed to have negative conversations per dss. when he left home i lost 786 per month. i feel safe here alone. have a kitten who tries to nurse me continually. thinking of not speaking to my son and getting rid of cats but dont know

sorry to b gross but ive had this over 6 mos, no smell, white grated parm cheese discharge, terrible itching, no bite marks or tracks or visible bugs that i can tell...serious answers only pls

I have marks inside my lip from it, don't know why I can't stop. Sometimes I hold my mouth to keep from it, painful

im even started sleeping w my pillow in a sealed plastic bag and im still itching. i have no sores or burrow marks and this has been going on for at least 6 mos probably. my cat has ear mites but wont let me put medicine on them. only sometimes if i use hyrocortisone it helps. i am wondering if i have parasitic psychosis. i have borax on the floor and my launry in sealed bags. its a small house and my son is unaffected, and the cat sleeps on his bed too.

cant tell online...seems like the chanel looks shinier? but i would wear w topcoat.

also #1 most hated perfume?

my fav: coco

most hated: beautiful by estee lauder

(and gardenia in anything) used to wear both

and what is ur #1 nail polish purchase want?

mine is chanel paradoxal -- i need it

Im wearing china glaze sci-fi metallic -- it r chrome color

do u recommend this color? I have a little grey I need to color first. Is this suitable for a 43 yr old woman? My hair is a dark ash blond/golden brown. Is this going to be really bright?

a daughter says to her mom, "i know u like cooking big holiday meals" and her mother says"i know u think i cook and clean and work my *** off around here bc i think its fun. its not fun. not for one minute has it been fun!"

or movies

Life's lessons? I will treasure ur responses

Any1 had a mid-life crisis?

I recently shifted my attitude and started living for myself instead of my 16 yr old, since he doenst appreciate it anyway...have u ever seen the last scene in Gypsy? Rosalind Russell sings For Me! For Me! For Me! It feels great. I was in a strict religion w a dress code, but I now have a pierced nose, shorter hair --and am planning on getting a shoulder length cut, I wear make up and have started buying me things on MY wishlist for a change!

Is this a mid-life crisis? What was ur mid-life crisis like? ps Im 43, female, one child. I want a life for me...I want to take cosmetology but its 30 mins away by car and Im too scared to drive. I want to learn to cut hair and do make up and nails, which wasnt allowed bc of my religion for the past 14 yrs. I want to redecorate and get some more modern stuff and not have so many antiques. I want my son to get a job and do more stuff for himself. I want to dress and look the way I want to look, not for any man. I dont want to be rebellious in that I believe in God and heaven and hell, but my religion was sooo warped I want to know the real truth about these things, and since Ive been living for myself its like a whole new life. Ive been in menopause since 35 when I had surgery, so thats not it.

Someone said "Sure." and that I need counselling. I dont get it. Ppl keep saying that to me, but Ive been thru therapy et al and didnt get jack out of it. Its pointless to keep doing the same thing, expecting diff results.

I recently shifted my attitude and started living for myself instead of my 16 yr old, since he doenst appreciate it anyway...have u ever seen the last scene in Gypsy? Rosalind Russell sings For Me! For Me! For Me! It feels great. I was in a strict religion w a dress code, but I now have a pierced nose, shorter hair --and am planning on getting a shoulder length cut, I wear make up and have started buying me things on MY wishlist for a change!

Is this a mid-life crisis? What was ur mid-life crisis like? ps Im 43, female, one child. I want a life for me...I want to take cosmetology but its 30 mins away by car and Im too scared to drive. I want to learn to cut hair and do make up and nails, which wasnt allowed bc of my religion for the past 14 yrs. I want to redecorate and get some more modern stuff and not have so many antiques. I want my son to get a job and do more stuff for himself. I want to dress and look the way I want to look, not for any man. I dont want to be rebellious in that I believe in God and heaven and hell, but my religion was sooo warped I want to know the real truth about these things, and since Ive been living for myself its like a whole new life. Ive been in menopause since 35 when I had surgery, so thats not it.

I think Im having one.

What was urs like?

Im a woman who for some unknown reason has always gone after gay men and tried to turn them straight, ie get them to fall in love w me. Ive been rejected alot by mother, father, grandparents, and wonder if Im trying to get my Mom to love me?

I have started to be willing to question whether or not Im gay.

I have been called gay by quite a few ppl.

I am 43, I have a 16 yr old son. I am fascinated with gay men, and for some reason, I guess Im unattractive, I have been in relationships w gay men. Its like gay men are the only ones who would have me. I started hating this one boyfriend I had, and my best friend was fooling around w a lesbian, so I decided I would try it. I didnt like it bc there was no male member, and I realized that it is all ppl I have a problem w, not just men.Im an angry person. I was unprotected by my guardians and molested by a female older family member for years. I dont want that to control my sexuality. I liked a boy in the first grade. Ive liked lots of boys but wasnt liked back really -- I was promiscuous as a teen and was used but no one really cared for me. I used to be obsessed w men and later, bc of religion, w preparing to be a wife. Lately I have started coming into my own, like the last scene of Gypsy w Rosalind Russell. I left out the part where I fell in love w a girl who kissed me in the 4th grade. I am attracted to beautiful women, but I dont think I want to get intimate w a woman. I feel that I need to be celibate bc I feel like Im being assaulted whenever I have any kind of sexual relation w anyone. I was in a super strict religion which Im starting to not follow, like the hair and dress code...for instance, I got my nose pierced and am wearing make up and I want a shoulder length haircut, assymetrical. I would get it dyed burgundy, still might. IDK. Please dont flame me, Im not trying to cause trouble. ps I dont want to be gay just bc Im unattractive and angry. I think thats false. What I really like is overweight geek/preppy guys, but I never found the right person, and I dont believe I have a soul mate bc I need to be alone bc Im so damaged I start getting furious w my partners bc I feel Im being assaulted. IDK, sorry...

I just got my nose pierced on the right side. I like how it looks when I look in the mirror, though. Thought I'd get a watch and wear it on the left wrist, though, and I carry my pocketbook in my left hand (left handed).

And since I had it done, have been reading about nose piercings on Answers, and there is so much hate. I am 43. Is this honestly supposed to be like now Im trash? What is so bad? Its a teensy pink crystal. And if it is so that Im trash, WHY is this worse than pierced ears? (same concept, amirite?)