Why do I feel like there is something missing?

because we can't have everything we want all at the same place and time because if that is the case we won't rely to God anymore

I feel that i am missing lots of things in life, thanks to mistakes i made in the past. Now, im noting but a heap of regrets. It haunts my sometimes. If you want something that would distract you, watching a movie would be nice. I got up at 12 to watch "Amadeus" last night, its a great movie. Whenever my regrets come and haunt me, and i cant do anything about it, i think a lot about existentialism. Theres no helping what we did. If you feel like your missing something, its close friends and companions you need to talk to about life. Im a quiet person but that's becuase i cant seem to start a conversation at all and i dont like to talk. I dont even know how to socialize properly... I have friends but we are like on "different levels". If someone understand how you feel, you wouldn't be so alone. Sometimes being this way can make it difficult to talk to people on a different level than you. Its like trying to have a gamer talk with a shop-a-holic and an athiest with a christian, or how one can try to start some sentimental conversation with someone who doesnt have the same feelings. Sometimes a twin is nice to have, some people feel they have long lost twins...

thats right what u said, i suppose that is the way its meant to be , in life u also have to try to understand the great complexity and shades of life , i think we all do it in some way or another , some of us may go all day thinking thoughts such as those while others may only find thoughts like those sprout up when its silent and alone .

I get that way when I have too much free time on my hands. That's why at night I usually get offline when I stop having people to talk to, and get bored with things online. I either read or go to bed, so I dont' give myself too much thinking time.

don't be down for this. just give it a time to see your options. take your time and think what you wanna do first in your life then try to go for it. .have a good rest.. there is nothing like getting new ideas with a fresh mind

Yeah! Like Steel UR Faith said, "Wassup, girl?" You have us. We are all real people, too, chosing to spend time with you.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gSMpEZPfWYk

It's 2:30 here too...

I doesn't appear that you're missing anything... you're still right here in reality.

Why so alone.....? Gosh, what do you expect at 2:30 A.M.?

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you have us! wassup girl!