Am I MGTOW?

I will try and condense this crap as much as possible. Raised by emotionally distant father and overbearing mother. Aged twelve mother accused father of sexually molesting (then) three year old female sibling. Suicide attempt approximately one year later (hanging). No legal guardian informed. Frequent drug use for app. twelve years after. Non-violent psychotic episode involving simultaneous rejection by two peer females. Self selected therapy (duration app. three years) from that point. Failure to peer-bond with women from puberty. Series of one night stands. No partner.

Current status. Single. Employed. Minimal social circle. Suicidal ideology, but no inclination. Therapy unsuccessful in rectifying peer-bonding error. Partial opt-out strategy selected.Therapy unsuccessful in rectifying peer-bonding error. Opt-out strategy selected.