MidnightSun95

I wanted to try tampons because I have a heavy flow and it feels so yucky when I'm wearing a pad. I'm a little afraid of breaking my hymen, because I've heard it hurts. Does a tampon usually break the hymen?

Also, how bad does it hurt to break the hymen, from experience?

it's about how sometimes instead of holding it in you have to let your emotions and feelings out. I put it in a metaphorical way as best I could. What do you think? Constructive critisism is appreciated and anything that will help me get better. Heck, you can trash it and tell me how much you don't like it if you want.

The Flood

Attempting to hide the tears

was as useless as my existence.

The threat of a downpour

due to my stubborn persistence.

At the peak of the thunder

shadows will hide the valley’s true depth.

Rolling and lurking towards my heart

making my mind too inept.

Now let loose the anguish

all the sorrow, all the pain.

All the love I have for you

All the clichés to my name.

Let it go like a flood

to waste away the day.

Because blue skies always cry

eventually anyway

I was thinking about things to write a poem about and this came to mind. I posted this on FictionPress but didn't get much feedback.. Constructive critisism is strongly appreciated. Anything I did wrong or what I can do to improve.

He was starting something terrible

and he was ending with it.

A burden carried on

fragile shoulders of those

who cared.

It was evil crushed

into grains. It promised

sweet releases.

As it had consumed his head,

it devoured his senses,

dominating over him.

it was suicide

rolled into a

tight joint.

Confusing his thoughts,

his life changed

in one night.

Such a large amount,

in such a short period

of time.

Precious time

he would never get back.

Craving more

with every puff,

every snort.

He knew

he was living a lie,

and he found out

that life has no meaning.

But he was continuing,

perishing.

It was a few weeks later

we found him lying

on the floor.

His heart not beating.

Hope you liked it! What did you think?

I am going into 9th grade and I had an option of going into AP Geography. My teacher says I have the potential, but my (college) brother says that I should get used to High School work before College work. How much work is AP courses, like how much homework and how complicated is it? I'm book smart.

I'm 14 years old, and my friend is doing a 5 day cleansing (same age) that her family does every 6 months. My step-father, who always likes to mess with me, said that cleansing is for insecure woman who are dissatisfied with their body and is not supposed to be used for the teenage population. I'm not really insecure, but I've heard that cleansing is good for your body and I wanted to try it out. Is it true that it's not healthy for a 14 year old? Thanks.

I thought at first I had a cold. But then I realized that I didn't have any of the symptoms of the common cold but a cough. I also have a constant headache in my temporal area, but no stuffy nose, congestion, etc. No cough/cold medicine had any effect on me, and Motrin didn't help my headache. The cough I have really hurts and sometime it feels like my lungs are filled with so much phlegm that I can't breath until I cough it out. At one point it felt like I tore my throat up just coughing so much. What could this be, besides the common cold? I am almost 14 years old.

These are the first haikus I've ever written, and I need to know how they are to everyone else. I had to write them for my 8th grade English class. Please tell the truth! They are haikus about various things.

Insomnia:

Sleep evades me,

insomnia takes over.

Yet, I dream of you

---

Dieing:

Too overwhelming.

The pain takes over now.

Say goodbye, last chance.

---

Homeless:

Beg and plead for more,

their stomachs vast emptiness.

Left without a home.

---

Rose:

Beautiful crimson,

it’s like my heart. It has thorns

and it’s withering.

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Beach:

Sunsets like fire,

powder sand between your toes,

palm trees in the breeze.

Waves crashing on the

shores, the sound puts me to sleep.

Utterly gorgeous.

---

Backstabbing:

See pain in her eyes,

enjoy it while you can.

You inflicted it.

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Fantasy Land:

You and I only,

where you whisper lovely words,

where you love me

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Take me Away:

Take me away from

this lonely place I

should be calling home

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PLEASE PLEASE be completely truthful and give me any suggestions on getting better?

I'm going into a new magnet school and I will only know about 20 people there. I can sometimes make friends easily. Any advice for a new freshman?

I've wrote a few poems, and I posted them on FictionPress but no one really gave any feedback. Tell me how you like them. Tell the truth: constructive critisism is really appreciated!!

Here I Stay: (screwed up rhyming scheme)

sorrow and grief

no relief

they threaten to run down

my ugly face

retched tears

silly fears

catch my breath, hope to death

that I won’t go down tonight

black on black

quiet attack

darkness surrounding

me

no escape

from the façade

that binds me here

today

heavy burdens

on my heart

such a fragile thing

from the start

reach out

cry out

touch nothing

silent cries

creep through slowly

slowly devouring

as I’m cowering

away from myself

eat my way

through the day

maybe I’ll make it

until then here I stay

Premonition:

No fear of what’s behind,

only what’s to come.

The fear of my impending doom,

scarce hope, only some.

My premonition of what will take me soon,

leaves me breathless, shaken.

Flickering and faltering images of my past,

the punishment in the making.

That dark ‘something’ is catching up,

repercussions of my past.

Soon my actions will obliterate me

only my shadows left to cast.

Dark shadows devouring the light,

lurking, haunting.

Reflections of myself and what I have done,

laughing, taunting.

I look into the mirror one last time

and see what I’ve become.

Dark eyes taken over with hate,

but there’s still more to come.

So now I sit alone and cry.

My tears pour over and I moan.

Consequences of my actions

left me so alone.

Forever I Will:

I see you all around me

but my mind knows your not there

only a figment of my imagination

a beautiful one

I see glimpses of you

an illusion of my past

trying to break me down

it’s working

I feel you all around me

just out of my grasp

can’t touch you, I reach out

and find nothing

I feel your presence

seek you out only

to find empty air

I’m alone

I hear you all around me

your voice sounds like an angel’s

whispering words that I want to hear

words you will never speak.

I hear you close to me

breathing low and quiet

whispering more

lovely words.

I see you

I feel you

I hear you

I love you

Forever

Theif:

Poison snaking through my veins

Adds onto the pain.

More

Sneaky and sly

Your tricky little games

Broken hearts galore.

Pushing through the wall

Try to get past my barricade

Success.

Crashing down, then I fall

Broken heart and façade

Down I go

Forever falling in misery

Never peaceful, no relief

Forever

You- forever ingrained in my memory

Brings only hurt and grief

Save me

My heart, stolen

Forever you will keep it.

Theif

Swollen:

Everyone’s clueless

about what’s going on

in that tiny little house

during the crack of dawn.

Beatings and torture,

bleeding and screaming.

The poor child thinks

life has no meaning.

Cowering away

from the person inflicting

this pain on him

with punching and kicking.

The dad had a hangover

while the mom is on crack.

The child is terribly skinny

from the food he lacks.

He screams for mercy

but the beating continues.

He’s loosing his life,

and all that he values.

He never deserved this

and it still goes unexplained

as the parents abuse him

completely unrestrained.

Twenty seven bruises

scattered across him.

A slice on his forehead

and ten on his limb.

He cries when their gone

his head barely maintained,

and grieves over all that

they have detained.

His head itches

from the lice he’s obtained.

But the beatings gradually worsen

the more he complains.

Only ten years old

with his virginity stolen.

Now he lays on the floor

bleeding and swollen.

As you can see, most of them are angst poetry. Mostly what I'm feeling right now (being a teenager and all). Tell me what you truthfully think about them.

which do you prefer and why? (I like rock) XD!

Their song "Had Enough" is one of my favorites, and I've heard that it was directed to their former drummer, Hummel. I heard that Hummel sued Breaking Benjamin for something. Is this true, that it is directed towards him? And what was Breaking Benjamin sued for by him? The song lyrics go like this:

Milk it for all it's worth.

Make sure you get there first.

The apple of your eye.

The rotten core inside.

We are all prisoners.

Things couldn't get much worse.

I've had it up to here, you know your end is near.

[Chorus:]

You had to have it all,

Well have you had enough?

You greedy little bastard,

You will get what you deserve.

When all is said and done,

I will be the one to leave you in the misery and hate what you've become.

My story takes place in the future, and I need unusual, exotic, unique, etc names. Names that aren't used often (or at all). =) I already have a few for the main characters, such as Layla, Skye, Ozeria, Pavi, and Soren. I need exotic names for the minor characters.

My science class is studying renewable and nonrenewable resources and we have a project to make a toy out of wood and/or plastic. I need unique and creative ideas. Not too hard to make, preferably. Help!