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I just delivered our baby and so I'm usually tired or feeding her by the time we lie down. Also, she wakes up really early and then my husband has to get ready for work and leave. He doesn't return till evening. So, while I tend to our baby, he watches porn and masterbates. Also, he's delaying buying condoms. And the last few times we did it, he pulled back just as he was about to get high and then masterbated later. I'm not sure what to do. It was our first anniversary today and both of us were each other's firsts. He wants to really enjoy it (so he says) but I think he can't because he's either being cruel to me, or to himself (by watching porn since porn creates unrealistic desires). What should I do to stop him from watching porn?

Please answer in the simplest form. I tried searching for the answer online but I don't understand.

my sisters look good when they do it, everyone around me looks good when they cover their heads. i just dont. please tell me how to. (and i know that i dont cuz my mother said so and i also feel that i canh cover my head in a better way but i just dont know how to.)

btw im a muslim and i like covering my head.

we had an enactment and i said ill be introducing myself in the begining... she said dont bec it would just look awkward. i said ok.... then she goes on the stage in the begining and goes on stage and gives a whole intro speech about why we chose the scene.... which she asked from me!!!! (i.e. i gave her the main points that she spoke) she might've acted better than me but i still dont like her attitude . and because of such things she ends up being more popular than myself among the teachers... i dont know what to do about her... how to avoid becoming a victom of such stuff :(

i tried the usual- go to control panel->install new hardware ->follow the wizard. it didnt work.

my father bought this cd with 400,000 drivers... it didn't help either (or maybe i was doing it wrong).

please tell me what to do.

also i dont have internet connection on that cpu. there's some problem with the modem, i installed it. the computer says its working properly but it wont connect me to the internet. the only problem i think might be the cause is that it doesnt have the microsoft signature. but it was working fine before i reinstalled the windows. if u can guide me with that too then i would be sooooo thankful.

p.s the dvd player is L.G, the driver that the cpu connected to the modem was Agete something and my cpu is Dell.

i never topped anything untill now. i got highest in english twice this year. this year was also the first year when i had to study less subjects then usual.

but i heard CA is really hard. i dont know if could do it or not. what if i fail? or cannt understand anything?

my mom says i can get really good grades if i just use my brains.

(by the way my major subjects are english lit and economics. i hate economics. i love english. but i will not study english 'cuz my sis already did her masters in it and i will never be able to get out of her shadow if i do the same thing. and no one in my family will think its special.)

i think i am.

(im not actually working :) )

a card board. it was really cool and i enjoyed it a lot. but since that dream whenever i am in a hurry (in my dream) and i have to go downstairs.... i use the same method except without a snowboard or cardboard. i just have some flat shoes on. and it has happened about 3-4 times. but the stairs changed i mean it wasn't always the stairs at home.

it was unrealistic so i never tried it in reality. but does it mean anything?

p.s. i love skateboard but i have riden one.

i fear that the ppl who will read it will think im being silly or stupid. like im not a good writer.

i am studying english literature. i know im good in the subject and can write admirable stuff. but every time i sit down to write, the first thing that comes to my mind is somebody else can write it better than me. and i know who that someone is. its my elder sister. she studied literature too. she made all the notes and got really good marks (highest in her class).

i know that i can do the same. i just cannot make myself make notes. i study from hers. but i really want to make my own notes.

i usually write my original on the test. when i HAVE to. and i know that the teacher doesn't care if im being silly or what. all she has to do is mark my work.

i also want to write some short story for myself but all i keep thinking is what the reader would think of it.

i hope u understand what im trying to say.

thanks.

my old friends (#1) dont want to be friends with me. she doesnt tell me whats going on in her life while she tells our other friend (#2) everything. yesterday #2 didnt came. #1 was really angry. then when our classes were over, we were sitting in the cafe. she called out her another friend. talked to her the whole time (about 2 hours) and completely ignored me. then about 15 mins before the collage was over, her friend left.she asked y i was so quite (she just sang out a verse from a song) i just smiled. then i turned my clock 10 mins ahead and told her i had to go.

the next day she acted totally normal (we only have the first class together during which she said a friendly hello).

#2 is alright.

we were to meet in the front lawn later on. but i made a new friend and didnt bothered about 1 or 2.

was i right to make a new friend AND ignore them? should i save them a seat on tuesday? (they wont be coming to clooage on monday cuz its #1's birthday) and should i text her on her birthday?

my mom doesn't like #1 and im not supposed to text her.

between the two. what would u do/recomend?

i want to do the state bank thing cuz i want to leave my mark in this work. but the bank is in a busy city which i dont like a lot.

i want to live in a small city for the comfort. i want to reach places quickly.

i currently live in a big city.

the lead used in craft work?

did it work?

i did. it didnt work. and i learnt that we cannot change ppl's natures.

but my first day friends didnot have much classes with me. and group2 (second day friend) had almost all classes with me.

due to certain reasons my mom said that i cannot be with a girl in my group1 (first day friends). so i asked the group2 if i could hang out with them. they said yes but after a few days they really insulted me and asked group1 to take me back.

so i went back with group1 and then suddenly when i started to sit alone in almost all of my classes (which i didnt mind) so many nice and good (personality wise) girls started to talk to me and almost all the first row benchers came to know me altough im not at all talkative and they started the talking and all.

was this a good sign that i left the bad company or was it just a coincidence?

and then i wont be able to take care of my family after marriage. and all i should do is a simple B.A and then M.A cuz its easy and takes only two years. and after that i can be a lecturer.

now the problem is that i would like to do BBIT but do not like to work till 5pm. cuz then my family willl be neglected.

and would like my studies to be short and easy but i dont want to be a lecturer. cuz i dont think im good with communitcation which is imp. for the job.

now i have done my I.C.S (i.e computers, physics, mathematics) and i dont know what i should study next.

(BBIT= becholar in business and information technology

and B.A= becholar in arts)

e.g. what is Ms.Word and how can MsWORD be used to enhance performance of teachers and students?

and

what is ICT? write a detailed note on it.

answers are required for an assignment on Masters level.

I always knew there was something wrong with my confidence in me. I mostly dont think my words/thoughts dont matter. and i dont know how to overcome this.

i learnt this when i had a presentation to give in my history class.and altough i knew everything that was in the topic, i felt like nobody expects anything from me and others can do the job much better.( i didnt had a stage fright.) and also in my language class, i never take part in discussions cuz i never got good marks in the subject and dont think i can ever learn 'big words' that can impress my teachers.

Im in Pakistan. so you would know how hard it is at the time.

Im 17 and still studying. but i want to do something. although there is no possible way that i see. but i want to help.

can u help me? plus im not so much at liberty to go out of the house alone so please stae ideas that suit me. thanx a lot!!!

everything that u know which is certain is helpful.

if yes then how how long will it take to increase my height to a considerable length?

if no then what else can i eat or do to increase my height? and after how long will i notice difference?