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I'm out of ideas for things to build in my minecraft world. I've looked around on some minecraft forums and I can't find anything. I've built an animal farm with every animal,a crop farm with carrots wheat potatoes watermelon sugarcane cactus and even coco beans. I have a house,a nether portal, I've beaten the dragon in the end,xp farm,a beacon,a nether wart farm,a villager love shack and a villager house and a greenhouse and a strip mine too. I like to build things that are useful not just like a giant statute. Although any ideas are appreciated. Thanks

So there's this girl that I like and she told me she likes me. But she also has major issues with relationships as well. I had her over my house on New Years and we were cuddling while watching a movie and ended up kissing. It was my first kiss. We actually kissed like 5 times and it was long and nice. I have feelings for her and she says she does for me. The things is she doesn't want to loose a friendship with me and relationships end with breakups. So now she doesn't want to kiss or be anything more than friends because she said it would be too hard to stop once we do and she's like afraid of all emotional relationships because she's been in some really lousy relationships and she just doesn't like it anymore. I'm sad because I really like this girl and I've been through so much and I'm only 17 years old it was nice to finally have a girl who I liked and she likes me back. It made me feel good about myself. Things seem hopeless and I don't feel like I have the confidence right now to just "find a different girl." Plus I still really like her and want to be with her. I don't know if she will ever get over her fear of relationships and give me a chance. I feel pretty down right now.

I don't understand why I'm having so much trouble with life. I am cancer free a junior in high school. Been cancer free for a year. I thought everything would be normal and my life would be back on track but things seem to almost be worst than they have ever been if that's possible. I used to be confident and healthy mentally and physically. Now I'm not in shape because of what happened I'm shy because I'm not confident. I'm watching all my friends get girls and im too un confident to even believe a girl would go near me even though I'm not really that unattractive. I just can't get my life back together I'm really depressed and I feel like I will always be a loser and it's all tied into my experience with cancer it's left me crippled. I feel like I'll never get back up. I want to move on I'm in able to. The nightmares I have and constant reminders wont go away I feel pathetic and weak and I feel like I'm not in control. I want to be out there getting a girl I like again being able to feel good about myself but I have this constant despair that it's too late that I'm doomed to be unhappy alone and miserable for the rest of my life. I'm sad and more than anything angry very very angry all the time and I can't help it and I feel ashamed of the fact that im angry. Unfortunately my dad seems to be a self righteous prick and is basically telling me to suck it up and stop being such a pussy. I handled cancer pretty well going through it but now i feel crippled.

I'm currently 16 about to be 17 in two months. I'm struggling emotionally. On October 8th 2012 I was diagnosed with non Hodgkin's lymphoma. I found out I was cancer free on February 22 2013. That was my sophomore year. Im now in my junior year of high school. I thought I would finally be able to recover from having the cancer freshman year and feeling shitty and beating the cancer sophomore year and this is my first real year of high school where something isn't wrong but im suffering with the emotional toll having cancer has had on me. I'm not the weight is like to be because of all the steroids and everything they gave me I had to gain weight. I'm very insecure and unconfident about myself. I've become extremely shy towards peoe I don't really know and I dont really have that many girls that are friends because of it. It's a struggle everyday to notay down and just give up. My dad told me I need a social life and that I need to start talking to girls again like I used to.

What's worse? Sitting on a toilet when the lid is not up or sitting on a toilet when both lids are up

I am in remission, off chemo for almost a year now and I fear I might have developed PTSD within the last four maybe five months or a little longer. I have different symptoms like paranoia or sometimes flashbacks or dreams about what happened. I notice an irratablness that's very hard to control, but the one thing I notice the most is an intense fear of embarrasing myself specifically in school when i walk in front of the class or something I'm afraid I'm gonna trip. Most people wouldn't want to embarrass themselves not just me but this is different it's almost a paralyzingly fear. I feel its a symptom of PTSD because i was never this worried or anxious that I was always gonna embarrass myself. Is this possibly linked to PTSD? Let me know what you think please

Im having trouble beating the abstergo challenge with sharing three royal convoys locations. This is because the royal convoy icons are on my map and in blue but there is no timer it just says"gain money: high". When I sail to them there are no ships it's just the icon sitting there mysteriously in the middle of the ocean no ships anywhere in sight. It's been days they have not disappeared and it still says I haven't shared any royal convoys out of three. I also think this is effecting the social chests and whales too because I haven't completed any of those abstergo challenges either. I have 7 abstergo challenges to complete and I cannot complete it because of this I'm pretty disappointed. If you know how to help or what the problem is please let me know. Thanks

I am so incredibly shy. I've always been shy but in middle school I wasn't that shy I could talk to girls even girls I liked. Now throughout high school I'm very very shy. Not around my friends. When it comes to talking to girls especially I'm shy. Especially if it's a pretty girl or a girl I like. I become very dull because for some reason I can't force myself to have a normal conversation or talk with enthusiasm I'm just too shy. Also certain adults I'm too shy to have a normal conversation with I don't know why...it really bothers me. I literally can't force myself to shake off being shy I've tried. I also worry about saying stupid things or awkward things if I try to be funny around someone I'm shy around so I don't put myself out there because I'm too anxious and shy and I just want to know if anybody else has this and knows why.

I felt confident in 8th grade. I played soccer and I was pretty good. When I went to high school I became out of shape and depressed and my grades were bad. My school is pretty difficult it's a 75 to pass. Sophomore year I was diagnosed with non Hodgkin's lymphoma. I credit the out of shape and depression to the cancer. Here I am junior year 7 months off of therapy and and I still feel out of shape depressed good for nothing and stupid. I feel like a failure. I feel like I disappoint my family especially my dad. I feel like my walls are caving in and everything is crashing down. Im on the verge of loosing my friends and I am so mean to my family sometimes. I hate everything I've become. I can't see one good things about myself anymore. There's no confidence. I even hate my own personality with which I once took so much pride in. I think I am a selfish good for nothing prick who does nothing good for the world. I want to know when this will end. When am I going to snap out of this.

I never bothered to ask my doc this cuz it went away but before I was diagnosed I had a constant weird ring in my left ear (usually my left) and it sounded like I could hear the blood pumping or something like that. It's a very hard noise to explain its not like when your ear rings like you heard something high pitched it was different. Anyhow it had gone away by my 3rd out of 6th round now I'm cured and everything but any personal experiences on that? I don't think it was tentanitis because it went away around the same time as the cancer I think it could be related. My question is how

So I just beat cancer. February 22 2013 was told I was cancer free. I am currently 16. I went back to school march 25. It's now sept 4 and I go back to school tomorrow. I will get all new classes and I feel like making friends and talking to girls will be a lot different. I don't feel ill be made fun of or something like. Just that people will react differently to me. What do you think?

Okay is there any app like Microsoft that is FREE for the iPhone. Doesn't have to BE Microsoft but anything where I can create a document and type an essay or something on my iPhone like I would on a computer.

Okay just got an iPhone 4s and it's 16 gb. Nervous about the space. Do the things I delete like photos or apps still take up space afterward when already deleted?? Thnx

okay so i picked up some dumb virus from the internet. I dontknow how because i usually only go on the internet for facebook,yahoo,google and youtube. I run this program called Spybot. It scan for problems and it keeps picking up this problem called "sweet im." An internet toolbar that left a virus i think. I run all these anti virus programs and only spybot picks it up but everytime i try to fix it spybot cant fix it. Ive uninstalled it and everything too. How can i detect the problem and permanantly get rid of it? thanks

Okay last night i ate what i consider alot of onions. Lol i thought it woud be healthy for me so i ate some onions. But today the sides of my tongue felt very raw and dry like but no burning or anything just an un comfortable dryness. Also the back of my mouth not quite the throat but the side i swallow on is irratated and hurts to swallow. I feel this just only the side i swallow on. Could the onions have done this? If so how long untill it goes away? I dont think im sick because i have no ther symptoms and the day before all of this i was just fine no coughing/sneezing tired ness or anything. Advice/ suggestions/thoughts? thanks

Hey im just looking for some cool action/strategy or whatever games for the itouch. Money isn't an issue. If you know any good games could you name em? Cool apps like the talking tom cat are cool too, you could mention those kind of apps too. Thanks. Heres a long, vigorous and annoying list of the apps i have. In case you see an app on the list your going to tell me about then no need lol if you tell me anyway no big deal. Thanks

Minigore

Mirror's Edge

Minecraft Pe

Smash 2012

War evolved

Kick the Buddy

Finger Olympic

Carnivores IA

Anger of stick friend

Anger of stick 2

Anger of stick 3

Real Steel

Infinity Blade

RUA Metal

Rinth Island

Madcoaster

Temple Run

Subway Surfer

Rage Wars

Piranha 3D

PipeRoll

Jetpack

Talking Tom cat 2

Words with friends

DrawSomething

Facebook

Oovoo

Yahoo(lol)

text now

Battery Boost

Now before you comment prepare yourself with a ligetimate argument worth reading because if all you say is "white people are rich snobs" thats not an argument. Thats just stereotypical and you being racist is your only defense.

The gov gives black ppl colledge fund money, white ppl dont get that. They are much easy going to black people so they are politically correct and they always believe black people when they pull the race card. When two male black boys threw a shopping cart on the white lady buying candy for poor black children they gave her permanent damage to the head and the goddamn article was about the poor mommy of these two boys who were going to jail. But when Trayvon martin is killed for no reason by a HISPANIC!!!! goddamn news is all over it and all the whites are hated even more.

Okay i keep asking this question and nobody answers so that whys the title is in all caps. Sorry, not screaming just trying to get my question noticed. I have jailbroken itouch and i want to get cydia on my pc so i can use it from my pc. Also i want to put all my cydia apps on pc so lets say i get a new i device, i can re jailbreak and just download back all cydia apps. Thank you.

Okay so i had a dream last night and for some reason it scared me and bothered me. I know because i remember the dream. Just start off with that. For me its the summer right. So i been going to sleep late and waking up late. Sometimes sleep from 3am to 1pm sometimes 5am to 11 am sometimes 6 am to 3 pm. Yesterday when i had that dream i slept from 3 am to 10am. I felt fine. i got up and went to see the movie "total recall" with my family. It was 2 hours and alot of lights and loud action an stuff. When i got out of the movie i felt very strange. Its been like 4 hours i still feel like this. Im back at home doing normal things but i feel out of it. Like an observer almost. I feel out of sorts. Almost like my normal life isnt connecting as normal right now. Out of my elemnent. Im trying to explain it as best i can. What is this and why hasnt it gone away

I jailbroke my ipod touch 4g about 3 months ago. Having some slow issues blah blah and i hate restoring it because i have apps from cydia downloaded and its a pain to re download them. I wondered if any of you knew a way to back them up to my windows 7 n5110 laptop. No cydia apps that only back up the names up of what is downloading. Im hoping you know a way to backup all youre real apps and cydia so if i wanted i could use them right from my computer. A step by step proceedure would help. Thanx!