dorthy

Ok so I met this guy on May 31. He was FAR from a virgin and I was a virgin. He pursued me many times but he never got me. I preformed oral and anal sex on him but never had sexual intercourse. So last week he asked me to go over his house, and I said yes, I was thinking we would just chill but he asked right from the jump "are we gunna have sex?" and I said "do you have a condom?" and he said "no". So I was like I dont know but we still went to his room. he pulled my pants down and was trying to stick "it" in but I said no. So then I preformed oral sex on him. After that I was like let me pull up my pants and he flipped me over and got on top of me. I was pulling him closer for a kiss on the neck but then he was trying to put it in again. So I was yelling get off of me and he wouldnt listen. Then i started pushing him and yelling at him and he wouldnt. So finally he went in and then he said "Im already in so you might as well let me finish" So I did but ONLY because I knew that if i didnt it wouldnt have been consitutual sex. Do you think I was rapped? I mean I dont think I was because I led him on but I mean I never consented to having sex and now he is more forceful of me. Its like he wants me to keep having sex with him and when I dont he gets mad. He even drugged me once. Sorry for going on and on but do you think i was rapped?

Ok! Im not really in a mood to talk because Im really shaken up but my dreams come true. I noticed it when I was younger and I always doubted it but FOR A FACT I KNOW THEY COME TRUE. two nights ago I had a dream I was in a car accident but my car was parked, and somehow the windshield came out. In the midst of my mom yelling at me a lady in black came and took me away. She read my future through cards and said death is coming to me. I got up and said no its not and she said yes it is thats why youre wearing blue. Blue is the color of death. I was so scared I woke up, but last night I had a dream it snowed and as I was pulling into a drive way I stepped on the brakes but they wouldnt work. As a result the right side of my car, hit the back side of a red car. TODAY as I was driving it was slippery and I wanted to turn around and go home but I didnt know how. I kept driving and then I seen a red car. I looked at it and gasped but I kept driving. Going down a hill I pressed my brakes and they didnt stop. I turned the wheel to avoid hitting someone and the car drove over a curb and the RIGHT SIDE of my car hit a stop sign. I got out to see piece from the bottom of my car all over the road, and the front bumper cracked. WHAT IRONIC IS I JUST POSTED A QUESTION ABOUT THIS A COUPLE OF NIGHTS AGO! Someone please let me know what this is! I have no clue and Im not sure if I want it. Im not santanic because im saved and praise god. Its funny because I used to always watch Joseph the king of dreams (its on youtube if you never watched it). Someone please let me know!

Ok, I know it sounds as weird as weird can get but Ive been wondering what this is! Okay so ever since I was younger I seen a lot of things that have happened in my dreams come true, but I played it off as deja vu. It gets major when someone dies or gets sick. Like my grandmother had dreams about her father coming to her,and then the next day her sister died. Then my aunt (my grandmothers sister that died) started to coming to me in dreams. I had a dream that my grandmother died but i thought it was my other grandmother. Then the dead sister came to me and it was her and 2 other sisters on a couch but one was missing then out of no where a head stone came. Then a few months later my grandmother became ill and she died. Then I had a dream about my cousin. I had a dream I was at her funeral, but she was sitting right next to me. Then I woke up and found out she had a major stroke, but she lived. The last one happened a couple of months ago. I was awake and I looked at picture of my grandmother by a mantle, and I heard a voice say "If someone died how would you feel" and I said "I would feel good because I know they did their duty on Earth and God wants them home". Then I spaced out and busted out crying. The next thing I know my mom gets a phone call saying my uncle is in the hospital (my dead grandmothers brother). That night my grandmother and my grandfather came to me and a dream and said something along the lines of tell everyone its ok to let go. Then after I got home from work my mom had to drive to the hospital, and my unlce died. I told my family my dream and everything and they said that sounds freaky. But at the funeral I spoke words and the paster said "I was a leader". I didnt think anything of it but my superstitious aunt told my mom when I was born she saw a white veil and she told my grandmother but they kept it to me. A palm reader asked me before if I ever felt strange feeling and I said yes but I think everyone gets the "spooks". So my question to you guys is... WHAT IS IT?!

So my current gpa is a 2.5... my freshmen year i had a 2.4 gpa, sophomore year 2.3, junior year 2.8, senior year (so far) a 3.1 (3 ap classes). My SAT scores are 1320. I have a lot of community service hours, and recently started my own club. I pretty sure I wouldnt get in, but I just wanted to see what other people might think.

So two nights ago I had a dream I was just over all my stress. I was doing well in school and I was working well and I wasnt sexual active but I got pregnant from a guy friend that have in real life. Latley hes been pissin me off tho. But I was so scared. I felt lost and wasnt going to give it up because I felt I had to swallow my fears. So I gave birth to a son that seemed very feminnan. Then I woke up

Then last night: I had a dream about me being trapped in my grandmas house. (In real life she died two years ago from a storke but she was paralized from the waist down on one side of her body) and I wanted to leave so bad but couldnt. So I looked and the front door was open and I was eatting. But before I walked out I said to my grandma "look nani I have healthy food" and she jumped out of bed and ran for me (mind you shes paralyzed and died 2 years ago) and right as I reached for the door handle I looked back and she had the scariest, most mean, evil looking, most determined face on to stop me from leaving. But then i woke up.

My mom interpurated that im going towards something evil or bad and my grandma is just tryjng to protect me from it. But idk what im doing... so can someone please interpurate these dreams?!

Hi so there is this kid (Sam) that ive been talking to everyday since Nov 1. I really like him. But wasnt sure how he felt so I just wanted to be friends. Then someday last weekend my big mouthed friend wanted to be million dollar match maker and told him I liked him. She said " Hey sam you and dorthy would make a cute couple" Sam said "you think so?" She said "yeah she likes you" Sam said " Not aww really?" She said "Yeah and if you hurt her imma *bleep* you up" Sam said "I dont plan on it. But im not tell you how I feel until she tells me how she feels". Sam still acts the same, but i get nervous because what if he doesnt like me back. Like my friend told me he doesnt want a relationship and I dont either but I like him more than a "mess". So should I tell him now or later? Should I hold it in. What should I do?

So theres this guy, i always told him he liked my friend and he always told me no. So we started talking but it wasnt really that serious. as result he and my friend got drunk and had sex. I looked past it foolishly and kept talking to him. He told me time and time again theyre just friends. I took that as a he didnt like her and they ended sex. Now we are alotttt more serious and I find out hes still having sex with her. So i asked him and he said hes sorry and he knows its wrong. He told me they ended (like 2 weeks ago) and he still wants to be with me. I also found out she thought she was pregnant by him. Im hurt because i really really really dont wanna loose him, but idk if i would be a fool to take him back. PLEASE HELP ME

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wx4RxBRt6IA&feature... I dont think it was that good. But please tell me what you think and be honest please

Hi, please tell me what think about my singing i really need feedback and please be honest. and please no sarcastic comments http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HOS6sGFyf3w&feature...

Hi um my iPod feel in a tub full of water when I was taking a bath. I jump out as soon as it fell in to put it in rice. Then when I took it out I learned that the audio wasn't working until I put in headphones. So I put it back in the rice for 9 hours and now everything is working fine. But I'm concerned that the wires would rust or my iPod will break and I just got a new laptop to add music on my iPod. So do you think that my iPod will be fine?

Ps. I have a hardware warrenty but I dont have water damage covery

Hey Im a sophmore in high school and trying to get my future set. I know I want to be a lawyer but Im going to the Air Force for four year then going to college to be a lawyer. I want to study medical malpractice but they make less than $100,000. I would like to make $100,000-200,000 a year. Does anyone have any suggestions on what I should do?

When I have a migraine. I usually sleep it off. But this has been a serious migrain thats on and off. Like i get a crazy one then it goes away but the effects of it are still here. Orr it comes back and its ten times worse. Its been happening since yesturday around 1 30. And tomro I need to be ok. What do you suggest?

Any songs in mind? What are your favorite songs

Soo I met this guy a program. I knew from the first time I seen him I really wanted him. Like sort of I really like him (I know i sound like a whore). But I started talking to him and we became "friends" So i was listening to my ipod and over heard this girl say omg you and your girl friend have been going out for 2 years? You should get married. But he was like Naw Chill. So I let it go. And I tried not to like him cause he had a girl but I couldnt help it. So because i have a smart mouth I rubbed off on him the wrong way and he started like diss me alot. YET i still liked him. So we have a party and everyones dancing but out of no where they stopped and he just started dancing with me out of no where but he had to leave so we stopped. Then I go on myspace (i know who still uses myspace lol) and he messaged me his number and said the dance was fun we should do it again. After that we started talking daily for hours. But I think he has a girl so I didnt flirt alot. But he was like ccrazyy. He would call me wifey and stuff. And yesturday he said he loves me (but we just started talking.) And I didnt say it back and we argued. Then at the end I told him he has my heart. And he was yeah but its limited. and i go yeah. So he was like I want all your love. But the thing is I think he has girl friend and im affraid to ask. And Idkk what to do cause I like him alot just dont wanna get hurt. And I dont wanna be a homewrecker. I would rather her have him than me but idk how to stop something i like so much.

Soo I had a friend (Jean) weve been friends since 2nd grade and we're in 9th grade. But Jean has been hanging out with this girl (Shawnie) lately. Since Jean and Shawnie have been hanging out Jeans been acting really different. Like one day me Jean and Shawnie mad plans to go to the mall. Soo I told Jean to txt me so we can make plans. And she said yeah i will. Soo all dayy im waiting for her txt but she neverrr txt me. But i go on facebookk and i see Shawnie with all these pictures and statuses about how much her and Jean had fun. Then I started to get mad because she like blew me off because she want to chill with Shawnie (a girl she just met last year). And i mean im not that sensitive of a person if she didnt want to chill with me i would understand, But she could even txt me to tell me she didnt want me to go. Soo me and Jean stopped talking because of it. She just changed into a fake person. But ive known Jean since 2nd grade. Idkk what to do. Shes even doing stuff like walking out of school. And shes a 4.0 student. When everyone was calling Jean a hoe I stuck up for her. But then she kicked me to the side. I was making my friends mad just so Jean wont have a bad name. What do you think i should do? Should i forgive her.? Like idk anymore.

Okk. So theres this boy i like. I really dont know him like that im just friends with him on fb. i thought he was cute in the summer,but i had a bf. And i promised myself i wouldnt like him but i ended up really liking him. I just dont know how to talk to him and that makes me soo mad. I know i cant talk to him on facebook because i know when i see him at school ill be to shy to say hi. But i like really like him. And there were times when i saw him looking at me and stuff but lately that hasnt been happening. Hes 17 and im 15 and i honestly dont know how to talk to him because we have no classes together. I would smile at him but either im to shy to even look at him. Then when i do look at him he either looks do or isnt looking at me at all. Like what do i do. I have a really really big crush on him

Okk. Well theres this boy that goes to my school. Hes seventeen and im fourteen. We are both freshmen (yeah i know its crazy). Well he is soo sweet and funny. But at times all he does is talk about sex. I like him alot. We have moments like we look into each others eyes. Like one time i was walkin down the hallway and i caught him looking at me. Then when i was wearing skinnies I think he was looking at my butt. I always see him, and that makes my day. Like I really like him and i want him to like me back. I dont know him like that, but some of my friends know him. Please help me? what do you think? is he feelin me? and how do i get his attention to the point we talk? im the quiet type and hes the laid back type.

Well today i found out a boy i wanted to be friends with killed himself. And i mean he was soo cute and i always say him but i never said anything. Thrusday i couldnt stop thinkin about him like should i like him or should i get over him because i already liked someone else. But then i find out that yesturday he killed himself. Like i mean i feel guilty because i always seen him and at first he was smiling then over the last couple of months he just always covered his head with his sweat shirt. I feel like I let time pass because he was right there and i never said anything thing like i mean RIGHT THERE next to me. Should I feel some way? What would you do in this situation? Like i dnt wanna cry but the thought of not seeing him after school, in school, anywhere makes me sick. Why would he do it and he looked soo super cool?

okk well there is this boy in my reading and writing class. we went to middle school together and i couldnt stand him! like we got into this arugement because he was in my conversation talking trash. So all these girls liked him but i never did and didnt think he was cute at all. to me he looked like a peanut. but that was in 7th and 8th grade. now we r freshmen in high school, and he has matured. And according to my friends i have too, they say im more "confident" (lol). Now that we are in high school i still dont like him as a friend. to me he is conceited. but all the other girls are all over him. But anyways i look over at his side of the class (because im on the right side of the class by the wall and he is on the left by the wall) and i just see him looking at me. and ill look at him and smile but not giving him the time of day. And the girls that like him he likes to dis them. like when they say jokes he pretends it funny and rolls his eyes. but then with me he just looks at me. he doesnt roll his eyes he just looks. And then the other day when he was passing out books i had water on my desk. So all the girls are trying to talk to him, and he throws the books at them. Then when he gets to me (i dont talk to him) he puts it on my desk and takes my water and puts it on the desk in front of me.

me:where do you come from?

him:my moms stomach

me to my friend: he really doesnt know where he comes from

(he ingnores me)

my friend:lol right he stupid

him:i came from my moms v__________

then he gets in trouble.

another situtation: me and him are friends with my friend robin and he used to go stay across the room to talk to her and now he comes to her seat and talks to me and she is a row next to me and 2 seats behind me)

sorry to make this long but im confused because i think he likes me and idk what to do because im starting to like him too. and my friends are saying hes hard to get because they have tried to get with him. SO WHAT DO YOU THINK?

umm well i want to be an artist. and i can write my own music like the words and i have the rhythm of it in my head but when i write it down and hours later i forget the rhythm and it seems like it was all just a very long poem. i cant read music notes and i dont play instruments even though i have been begging my mom since i was in like 1st grade (im a freshmen in high school). so pleaaase help me fix my problem with writing music