becca s

Is it too much to want a little comfort from your spouse In times of depression or when you are afraid? Not for him to baby you or pull you through it, just to be there to listen and give you some sort of guidance.

Ok so I have had my Gateway V53 for 5 years now and I have never had any problems with it. But a few days ago, I tired turning it on and only the power button and one light on the key board would light up but the screen didn't turn on. So doing a little research online I can to a conclusion that maybe the screen needed to be replaced. So I ordered a new screen over amazon, and just kept the laptop powered down and put it away. But today I went to see if it would maybe do something now since it has been off for a few days., but now only the power button and fan turns on nothing else. Is it fixable or is it time for me to start looking for a replacement?

Well I have kept alot of secrets suppressed as a child but they are now emerging and I'm realizing that in order to move on with my life I need to just put them out there so I can get over them. One of my most suppressed memories from my childhood and is coming up the most happens to be the fact that when I was around 5 years old my brother older brother (who at the time was well in his 20's) did in fact molested me and on numerous occasions tried to rape me. This was also a person that would torture me by dragging me from my bed in the middle of the night and holding my head in a oven set on broil. Who also held me up against the wall when I was a infant by my neck strangling me until I blacked out. I know it all sounds so dark but its been 18 years and this is all in the past; so is it really necessary to talk about? Should I really cause so much heat and damage to my already cracked family? And besides I really doubt anyone would really believe me its been so long I don't really think anyone would really care. But my question is should I really say anything about all of this?

Whats a good name for a "black and white male cat that loves to cuddle and cause great mischief"?

Well I finally got a chance to discuss changing my birth control method with my doctor. And after sharing all the side effects I have with the pill (,Sever mood changes ,depression, weight gain,irregular periods) My doctor suggested an IUD due to little to no hormanal side effects. However after a few google searches I am not really sure anymore. Plus I am only 21 and have never had a child yet . However upon reviewing other methods, I don't really know what would be the best option for me and I sure as hell don't want those little monsters runing around my house yet. lol

I have recently purchased a 10 gallon tank for my two goldfish, however, my tank keeps becoming cloudy, even after 25% water changes, drops, gravel cleaning, removing all real plant and even entirely fresh water...the cloudiness keeps coming back. Upon further web browsing, its probably a Ph imbalance or something, and yes I know I probably need a bigger tank but they were in a 1.5 gallon and I never had this problem. What other factors could be to blame?

Trying to find something new but I fear the cheap wine headache.

But I guess you get what you pay for.

I am writing a paper and need a few films and literature to help support my thesis and argument about the lack of knowledge of mental disorders.

I am thinking about moving to Jacksonville with my boyfriend and I was wondering since I've never lived there what the pros and cons would be in this day and age?

Well I have been spotting for over a week now and I am really starting to become concerned. Not wanting to jump right to the idea of pregnancy because I have a feelin other things could be at fault. For one I haven't missed my period and I am on birth control, and when I do have sex I also use condoms. However after sex I sometimes lay there in so much pain around in my hips and pelvic area and I becomes so sick to my stomach. I know not really sure what to make of it because it just keeps on coming. =(

So ive seem to have gotten myself in a bind by dating two guys at once and some how becoming deeply involved with both of them. However, I never gave either of them an answer to the girlfriend question yet. Andthey both are never around really because one is in the Navy and the other is a businessman that travels alot. One just told me that he loves me, but I honeslty don't know what to think at this point. Kinda just want to date, but since one of them sliped the love word I now feel like I am cheating on him if I go with the other one. (ugh what a pain)

Wells Fargo has offended me a credit card to use while I am in college and to help me build my credit. But I don't know if I want to fall pray into something like this since our economy's is in the craps and plus being so young (20) I wonder if I really need it. However the building of credit sounds like a must because I have been running into issues because I don't have any credit. But other than a credit card, is there any other safer ways to build credit?

I am young and looking to buy my first car, however, other than saving every penny I earn( Which is going to take forever!!) Could there be another way? Although I fear all the financial obligations, I was wondering if Drive Time or any or Buy here pay here dealer ships could be any good. Or is it just best to save up and buy a car from a privet owner?

Ok so it going on 5 days now since I've had these problems on the left side of my faces. My left ear is aching and the left side of my neck keeps putting off theses stabbing pain.The left side of my mouth has also has gone numb and my left eye won't close and I've been having problems seeing out of it, and not to mention I can't taste anything which is starting to become really depressing.

I kinda wanna go to the ER because I know I won't be able to see a doctor anytime soon, but I don't want to alarm anyone because I don't want to get there and have them say that there nothing wrong.. =( idk

I've been having some serious discomfort in my left ear and the left side of my neck, It started a couple days ago and seems to be getting worst. Nose,chewing and swallowing seems to aggravate it, and I am not developing a headache.It hurts soo bad that it feels like it might start bleeding. I don't know if I should treat the eat ache part of it or the pain in the neck part of it.

Could it be the regular doctor because I have trouble breathing when I talk?

Is it the crazy doctor because I have to think things through before I can say them... And I fear what others think when I do actually say something,

Or is it the dentist because I feel my jaw could be a little out of place....

I am looking for a picture of a woman layin on her back dressed in all black with long red hair and has her hand resting on her forehead.

(Not really the best description but send me what you believe it could be)

I'm considering buying one and have read many positive and some negative reviews.

I kinda want one but I don't know if I will use it enough. Then again I am in college so it could be useful, but I have a shelf full of books that I have yet to read. idk

Why is it that every time I go out and do something fun and enjoyable, I find my self afterword in a agonizing down fall of depression? I mean I had a good time and know it has to come a a end; but why this? Why can't I sit back and just feel good about the time I just spent relaxing and having fun? I fight this so much but it always suffocates me and wins in the end, leaving me with a overwhelming wave of guilt. =( Whats with this really?