KataraMorrell

I want to make a playlist with songs that have themes of love and space, and I'd like some suggestions. I'm looking for songs in the pop/edm genre, but any song suggestion would be great. If it helps, these are the songs I have so far: Sky Full of Stars - Coldplay, Cosmic Love - Florence + the Machine, Diamonds - Rihanna, and Starry Eyed - Ellie Goulding

I have a boyfriend, and we will be together for 2 years this november. I love him very much and we even talk about sappy things like getting married and even children :P He has been with me through one of the hardest periods in my life and has always been by my side. I do not doubt that I love him.

But, last year, it was my junior year in HS, and my third year on my schools swim team. i remember meeting this new freshman at the beginning of the season, and we immediately hit it of and became friends. I started to notice that I would be sad when we wasn't there, and would pay a lot of attention to him.

it was the same way this year, and there was even some light flirting between the two of us. He is friends with my friends, and flirts with all of us anyway, so its nothing special, but get butterflies when he flirts with me.

Now that I graduated, I miss him, and I even dreamt about him the other night, and am still unsure about whether or not I have a crush on him.

Let me lay this out, I don't consider the kid "boyfriend material" and can't really see myself in a romantic relationship with him, but I can't get him out of my head sometimes, even though I have a boyfriend.

what does this mean?

I currently have a boyfriend, and we've been together for almost 2 years, so clearly you would assume I'm straight.

But when I was younger, (prepubescent) I fist started *cough masturbating cough* after I had seen an infomercial with a girls gone wild video. Even today, I still get turned on by pictures of naked women and masturbate to them occasionally.

Also, when I was a HS sophomore, I developed a crush on one of my female friends that lasted for a semester, and even now when I think about her, I miss her so much (we went to different colleges) and wish I could see her again. I'm really attracted to her body because it is AMAZING (flat stomach, perfect boobs, just perfect, ok).

so what do you guys think?

I am eighteen, and have never had more than a bottle 6% alcohol beer, and that boottle was the most alcohol I have ever consumed. For the past few nights, I've had dreams where I am drinking. In one dream I was hiding wine under my bed and drinking it late at night. Another I am constantly going to the cabinet for a glass of champagne. Last night, I dreampt I went to a bar with my friends and drank a cocktail, then when to germany where drank even more and went so far as to actually get drunk.

I'm anxious, because my family has a history of alcohol addiction, and I don't want to succumb to addiction as well. If anyone could please tell me what this means, I would. Greatly appreciate it.

...Should I read The fault in Our Stars next? I ask this because Allegiant killed me emotionally on the inside, and I read from the reviews that TFIOS does too. I know the movie will be coming out this June, and I'd like to read the book before then, since I hear it's a great book, but should I continue to put my heart through such continuous turmoil?

...Keeps undermining my arguments?

For example: I'm having a difficult time because I'm trying to figure out how to tell my father I don't want to spend every other weekend with him (parents are divorced and i see my dad every other weekend). Recently, I tried to explain to him how its not right that my father doesn't have a room for my brother and, and that we have to sleep on the couch, while my dad sleeps in the bedroom on his queen sized bed. I want him to agree with me, and support me on this, but instead he undermined me by telling me that it shouldn't be a problem since I don't see my dad very often...

It doesn't matter if I only see him that much, it still is not right that neither my brother and I have our own bedroom; and we've been dealing with this for TWO YEARS. When my boyfriend says things like that, it makes me feel like he isn't on my side, or that he doesn't understand my circumstance. He does this all the time when I go to him whenever I'm upset and CRYING my eyes out because of something my dad did, and all my boyfriend can give me are excuses for me not to be upset.

I'm sorry, but am I wrong to be so upset about this?

For the past few weeks, I've woken up and felt this aweful feeling in the pit of my stomach, and it just feels like I'm disgusted or ashamed for doing something terrible, like I've done something wrong. But I haven't done anything that I regret or feel bad about. I just feel like **** and a scummy person, and I don't understand why I feel this way. Please, has anyone else felt like this, or has any idea why its happening to me?

I have GAD and have been on antidepressants (lexapro) for the past month, if that helps.

For the past month, my anxiety has gone out of control (anxiety attacks everyday, constant crying, signs of depression) and I've been leaning on my boyfriend for emotional support. We've been together for 8 months, but have been friends for over a year, and I go to him about everything and he does the same with me. We have a good relationship in terms of communication, and feel like we can talk to each other about everything.

Lately though, I've been easily stressed out by things like my health and my boyfriends health as well. He's stressed out by my anxiety, and it's gotten to the point where his stress has physically manifested itself into mostly heart/chest pain and fatigue. Now his stress has become my stress, and whenever he tells me about what sort of pain he's in, it aggravates my anxiety and i get very anxious. It seems like a vicious cycle has formed between my relationship and my anxiety: anxiety putting strain on the relationship and my strained relationship aggravating my anxiety.

For about a week, I've been feeling depressed because if all the stress, and my boyfriend hasn't been able to cheer me up as he usually does, and I know that's because of my anxiety. It seems like I can't be helped, and I'm starting to blame myself for the tension between us because if it weren't for my anxiety there wouldn't be strain in the first place. Its gotten to the point where I just don't want to talk to him sometimes, and when we do talk I'm easily annoyed by him or become extremely emotional. We've even brought up the idea of breaking up, which neither of us want because both of us want to stay in each others live and have promised to work through hardships together no matter what. I love him so much, and he loves me, but I feel like there's so much strain on our relationship its hard to stay positive and work through our issues.

What should I do? How can the strain go away and why do I feel so easily irritated by him? Please, I'm so frustrated and confused I need some body's help.

So my boyfriend's friend has been telling me for awhile that my bf keeps cancelling plans on him suddenly for reasons that don't seem good enough like "I have to do homework" or "my parents said I couldn't". Today, he told me that he cancelled plans to hang out with his brothers and the girl he likes just to hang out with my bf, and my bf cancelled again. He even told my bf the sacrifices he made to hang out with him and all my bf said was "sorry bro". It really bothers me when I hear things like this about him because he doesn't seem like the kind of guy who would cancel plans with his friends so suddenly, and it really makes me doubt whether or not my bf's a good guy or not. What does this mean? Is this something I need to talk with my bf about?

So, last night, my best friend, who is also my crush, FINALLY figured out that I like him. I was, and still am, so overjoyed to hear that he's felt the same way about me. He and I have been close friends for almost half a year, and as it turns out, that's how long he and I liked each other. Now I can't sleep because I'm too excited to see him tomorrow for the first time knowing that we feel the same way about each other.

I guess what I'm trying to ask is, what will happen now? Clearly, I understand that no one can possibly answer that for me, but if there is anyone who has been in a similar situation, what happened? Did you go out, or did the bond in your friendship just grow stronger? Or did this just make things awkward? Yes, its silly to feel this uncertain about everything, as this just happened a few hours ago, but I'm curious to know my possibilities. Please, anything you have to say will be very helpful for me.

I (stupidly) downloaded this free photo software and it made changes to my computer and changed my chrome. Before when chrome would open up it would show me shortcuts to websites i use often but now this new chrome wont let me. Also, when I try to watch anime and the typical websites i use it won't let me watch the video.

In short, is there a way to reverse this and get my computer back to the way it used to be? please help!

Ok, so last night I had a dream that gave me an idea of a story to write. To put it simply, the story would take place in a mythical world and is basically about these two werewolves, Sloane and (undecided male name) trying to get to this Utopian world for wolves called Arcadia. Meanwhile, the humans are trying to hunt down every last wolf, so Sloane and the other guy would be avoiding death most of the time. Oh, and of course, there is a slight romance between the two :)

Anyway, what do you think? Should I pursue this story? Ideas on how to make it better? The title of the story would be Arcadia, and if i wanted to, i could make it into at least a two book series. Please, your feedback is greatly appreciated!

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Its been killing me. I found this anime awhile ago and i can't remember the name! Does anyone know the name of this character or the anime he is from? it would help me out a lot :D

So there is this guy that I've just met this year in my english class, and I'll be honest, I might have flirted with him a bit, because I'm a flirt. Anyway, he says he would like to get to know me and that he likes me, and posted on my fb wall a LMS status saying that he'd like to date me and even consider kissing me! To be honest I think he's a really cool guy, but I am interested in someone else and would like to persue that relationship instead. How do I tell this guy that I would just like to be friends?

First off, I am a sophomore in high school and have never been in a relationship.

So, a few days ago, I was waiting for the school bus to come and take me home with a couple of friends when this guy comes up and hangs out (he's friends with another in our group). He starts talking to me and flirts with me, a little, and asks me questions about my family and the like. He then asked me my name and before I knew it he was already entering it into his phone. When I asked him if he was expecting me to give him my number, he replied "hopefully". I told him no, and that I'd wait a bit before giving it to him. Then today in forth period (He's in my class, so I kinda new him already), our class walked to the library to get a book and he was walking with me and my friends, until eventually it was just the two of us alone. Again, a bit of flirting, saying that I am smart and that I have beautiful eyes. He also brought up that it's bugging him only having my name but not my number in his phone. I noticed that he had his hands in his pockets a majority of the time and shrugged his shoulders a little while talking to me. My friend even pointed out that when I wasn't looking, he was smiling at me.

So I just would like to know if this guy is genuinely interested in me, because he seems like a nice guy and I'd like to see where things go, but because of my lack of experience I can't be sure if this is just a game to "get with me".

For my English class i have to write a Shakespearean sonnet. It has to be in iambic pentameter and the couplet has to summarize the entire sonnet while bringing a new light to it. I'm not concerned with the iambic pentameter too much, but I would like another opinion other than my mom's :)

On snowy days you are the ray of light

That pierces through the grey blanket of doom

To carry me out from the endless night,

And eliminate my aura of gloom.

On days when God’s giving you’ll come to me

To save my ship from the sea of sorrows;

My beacon of hope when I cannot see,

You guide me to shores of our tomorrows.

However in truth you’re a fleeting being

That at any moment can disappear

Just by closing the curtain’s heartless string

And in such instance I cannot feel you near

Though no matter what your light will still shine

Deep in my heart, since it knows that you’re mine.

For my English class, we've been asked to write a tanka poem (Japanese poetry: 5 syllables, 7, 5, and then two more lines of seven syllables)

This is my first time writing this kind of poetry, so I'm not very confident in this, which why I want your opinion. Any critiques, suggestions, and advice would be fantastic!

"The wind did bring you

Into my heart’s empty field

And so my heart bloomed

With flowers in the dawns light

And the scars’ finally healed "

Please be honest if this isn't any good, as long you are constructive, I accept all your opinions :)

I'm really into romance novels, however, not the mushy sentimental kind. I like the kind that don't always have happy endings and that are some what depressing (ya, i know). I also like a little fantasy and drama woven in as well. Can anyone tell me of a book that has those four elements to it? I would greatly appreciate it!

Ok, so I really like this guy and I've liked him for a while now. I always hear how when you love someone, your heart aches. Well, instead I get this feeling strangely in my stomach. It's a combination of butterflies and just down right pain. Is this normal? Explain this to me plz.

Ok, for fun, I made this little comic and i can't think of a name. It's a about a girl whose conscience is in the form a human being. he helps her with everyday issues and they have this weird, almost romantic ( i know this sounds really weird but bear with me) relationship. Long story short - she has a boyfriend. He doesn't approve. He's a we bit jealous and she has conflicting feelings about the two of them. Please, great people of Y!A, help me with coming up with a title!