Amber

Hey guys :) Im in need of a little advice/ tips

I had to take a year off from riding because of schooling, and ive recently gotten back into the saddle a few times. Ive noticed that after riding for a bit my ankles become stiff and lock up, they even crack when i try to move them. My knees are doing the same thing :/

Has this happened to anyone else before ? And what should i do to help it ?

I have been going crazy these past three weeks.. Its my first month in college, and I was one of those girls everyone warned not to set her plans off of her boyfriend, but i did.. And im at this school because of it. :/ Im miserable here. And day by day its just getting worse. It feels like im losing him, he isnt the same guy he was at home. Now he could care less if he saw me.. and it hurts. Its driving me crazy.. he tells people things about me, like im controlling manipulative, ect. But after i talked to my mom about it she made me realize he is the one manipulating me. He always says things that make me feel bad, or makes me feel like ****. Then if i get upset or freakout he threatens to leave me.. Last week i got told to change back to the old me or he is going to leave..

All this is seriously getting to me.. :/ I feel so alone up here, and he is breaking my heart. What do i do ?

For the longest time i have had this i guess somewhat fear that everyone is talking about me.. When people laugh behind me or near me i get terrified that its me their laughing at. And basically just panic over it.. Over the past year i have also constantly been feeling like i cannot trust anyone, and that basically everyone is out to **** me over. Its not just friends, its family and my boyfriend too.. People dont have to do me wrong for me to have a hard time trusting them anymore.. I just feel like no matter what i cant fully trust anyone. Is this normal ?

Hey guys :)

I have a problem thats been eating at me lately and i could really use some advice. Anyway, three days ago my boyfriend and i had a fight. (We had been fighting on and off all week) and one of our old friends inboxed him, they started talking and he told her that hes going insane. And that im extremely manipulative and controlling, which i dont even know how to take :/ But, what got me even more, was when she told him that she could have told him from the start that i was bad news and apparently a psycho. Because apparently I hated the fact that they were friends. Which kills me.. I never had a problem with them being friends, hell she was my best friend in grade 9 and 10 and we would all hang out together before she moved away. Plus, ive been trying to talk to her since she moved and she hardly answers me.. Ive inboxed her multiple times asking to hangout, and she always makes plans and then bails on me. sometimes without even telling me she cant come. so im left waiting..

I dont know what to do about this.. I want to tell her off badly but im not sure if its the right thing to do. :/ Im so lost because to people i trusted said **** like that behind my back.

Im in full blown depressed mode right now. Anyone have any good stories to make me forget why im sad ?

So, its not my second week in College, and Im having the worst time.. I always thought college would be amazing, but now im thinking otherwise and really want to go home..

The first week felt great. It seemed like my roommates liked me, and I was seeing my boyfriend all the time and it was right. But, i started to realize i was spending all my time with my boyfriend and no time with my roommates, so i tried to change that.. And ever since ive been realizing how much i missed out on in that first little week by not being in my dorm.. I feel so left out of everything. And its stressing me out hard..

My boyfriend isnt even trying to be supportive and keeps telling his roommates everything i do.. So now i feel like they all hate me. Ill admit when im stressed i freakout and worry, but i feel like everything between my boyfriend and i is now falling apart.. I think hes going to leave me soon.. and instead of trying to fix it, im freaking out even more and getting into more fights with him. :/

What can i do ? :(

How is going back to school going guys ? :)

Im in my first week&year of college, annd honestly its so much fun. My roommates are so far pretty damn awesome, and weve been going to parties often. And i love my classes. :)

If two people (husband and wife) got into a fight, and got slightly abusive, and the police were called, would childrens aid be involved if there was a 9 year old and a 16 year old in the house at the time? Even if they were not involved in the fight, nor ever been touched in anyway ?

So im going laptop shopping soon and ive been looking around and found somethings i like, but i need some opinions from people who have had experience with them. And well since most teenagers have laptops i thought this would be a good place to ask :)

So my top three brands: Gateway, Asus, or HP. Does anyone have experience with these Brands ?

Thanks :)

Okay, so im seriously desperate right now.

Over the past two days ive gotten red splotchy marks all over my body. They started off quarter size but got much bigger and have now lost the round shape. Turning into patches of red. They are itchy as hell.. The first morning i saw this i woke up to very swollen eyes. Then i noticed the red marks on my hands and arms. They started to get much bigger and very itchy. My thumb was very swollen when i went to bed.

Day two (today) Im still covered in red splotches. My face/ eyes is still swollen but now my fingers are swelling so the point of not bending now.. And i now have red dots all over my face. It started bit by bit, first it was my thumb and now its the two fingers beside it. All swollen to the point of not moving. My scalp has also been very itchy, to the point of me scratching it raw. My joints on fingers and feet are sore now too and they hurt to move. I also have to having a hard time breathing. im still able to breath, but it isnt as easy as it should be.. I also feel like barfing from time to time.

Everyone thought it might be hives from an allergic reaction, but once they spread it was obvious it wasnt. I went to emerge this morning and the dr and nurses didnt even know what it was.. They said it was either hives or a viral infection. I got a shot of benadrille and was sent home. They also told me to see my dr. So ive made an appt, but its not until tomorrow.

Does anyone have any idea what this might be ?

Okay so my boyfriend and I want to get a super early start on our Halloween costumes, but we're stumped. Its my first year in college and his second. We wanted a cute but kinda awesome couples costume.

We were thinking about being sackboy and sackgirl from the PS 3 game, buut im not 100% sure how to make the costume.

Thanks :)

I have an untrained three year old that I am planning on training soon. Before i start with anything, i want to get her listening to ground commands and lunging. But, problem is she has that "I wont budge unless i want to" attitude. You can literally stand there and crack the whip at her feet even give her a smack on the butt with it and she legit will not move. Shes been lunged before because when we first brought her home my mom lunged her and she went just fine. So its not a matter of her not knowing or understanding. Shes just very stubborn..

Any tips or tricks on how to get this girl moving ?

Im going through a weird phase where i miss riding more then anything, but cant seem to find the motivation to do it again.. I have my own horse in my backyard. And every morning i look at him and think about how i want to start riding again. But then put it off.. Ive gotten on a few times, loved the ride and told myself id start getting my boy back in shape again. But then it gets put off..

One of the reasons I dont ride much is not having a good place to actually flat properly or even jump. I dont have any good field to hack out in either, just roads. Not to mention no one to ride with. And i know, in the end this is basically just a bunch of excuses.. But im stumped.. I seriously want to get back into riding but literally cannot get back into riding everyday :/ Any ideas on how i can motivate myself ? Im pretty damn desperate at this point. :/

Hey guys :)

Im looking for a new short quote, something about not stressing over things but enjoying them.

One of my favorites so far is "Revel in the chaos"

Does anyone have some short quotes with the similar meaning ? Thanks :)

I need a little advice here guys. Warning though. its gunna be long.

Over the past year my boyfriend and i have been in an LDR due to him being in college. The entire time he was there i was off my Birth control. I went back on it roughly about a month before he came home. And, by the time he got home i was a total side show due to the stupid hormones from the bc. I was on it for about two months after that and decided to stop it because i honest to god hated being a total hormone troll.. But, ever since i stopped it my boyfriend has been on some kick that im going to leave him, and its driving me nuts. I was no where near leaving him until he started this nonsense. Ive spent everyday with him since hes gotten home. The last two weeks are the only two weeks ive been home due to my horse being sick. But even then, i still find time for my boyfriend. The only thing thats been a little off with us is the fact that i havent been into sex much lately (due to a health factor). and its driving him nuts.. all he wants is sex lately. And i know its not all hes in this relationship for, but still i cant stand it. I dont know whats happend but all of a sudden he thinks im leaving him all the time.. if i dont answer a text, or come over he freaks out and gets upset. We've talked and talkeed and talked about this but nothing changes.. I wasnt leaving him but all this worrying and freaking out on me is really starting to push me away.

Any advice would be awesome. thanks :)

Hey Guys :)

So, im going off to college in the fall. Im super excited, but pretty nervous at the same time. I plan on staying in residence, so ill be grouped with quite a few people. Anyway, im just curious as to how others first year experiences went. Is there anything i should know ahead of time or anything overly important to bring (other then the basics)

Thanks :)