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I didn't want the bunny my sister made my father buy it for him. I feel quite bad, so i always take it out for about 20 minutes every 4 hours. It tends to jump around the cage and also while being outside. But the cage is so small, that I really want to buy a new one that has more space for it to roam around. But my father is cheap and doesn't understand that a bunny needs more space. But here is the question what does it mean when my bunny jumps around in a weird manner? Is it happy or sad?

Okay so I'm bisexual, but i have been having dreams about women lately and doing sexual things. My sexual dreams are always about men, and I enjoy them a lot but I never orgasm. Like I'm extremely turned on in my dream but never orgasm because I always wake up. But I had 2 lesbian dreams and I OR GSM ED it wasn't even graphic it was just humping and the orgasm woke me up. Holy **** I'm terrified doespecially this mean I'm a lesbian? I'm scared.

Me and my mother were going to the store, and she wasn't outside since I always open the door. Suddenly we were about to leave when we saw her convulsing and a lot of blood coming out of her ear and mouth. Her eyes were rolled back and she was just shaking. I'm pretty sure we did not run her over, since there were no injuries or broken bones. She was 10 years old in dog years that is 60 years. I dont know why she dies she was pretty healthy, the only issue is that she had months not wanting to eat or drink. We would feed her, but my dad forgot to feed her for 2 days, but she always had water. I feel terrible, and we come from a low income family, so we couldnt take her to the vet or anything.

What could she have died of, im sure it wasn't being run over, there was no sign of it...

US size.

Measurements: 34c-31-37

I have been noticing stores have been reducing the sizes and i havent gained any weight. Im 5'7 and all there are is low rise jeans! I have gone to stores like wet seal, papaya, and forever 21 and im a large or medium. In other stores im only a medium and a small in shirts! So why is it in stores like those that im a large when im not overweight? Are their sizes reduced? This is confusing because I can barely fit into a medium in forever 21 and papaya because from my thighs its fine until it gets to my hips. Sometimes i fit into a small in those stores, no sizes are the smae and its frustrating! What the hell?

What is wrong with these stores, I work out almost everyday so why am i finding it harder to find some normal clothes that not to small. Because the medium is too short?

What size of jeans would i be in US size?

Im on tumbrl of course, there was this really attractive girl i though was a guy, since she was cosplaying a guy and i started developing a sort of crush. Then I found out it was a girl and i feel extremely weird now. I find the girl attractive dresses up as a guy, since shes cosplaying. Now im seriously confused on whether or not i still like her. I cant help finding her attractive dressed up and looking like a guy, this has never happened before. I've only liked guys before so? Help!? I dont know what to do? I still have a sort of crush on her, but i dont really like the idea of having sex with her? Has this happened to anyone before? I dont know how to tell her i dont really like her anymore? I feel like the biggest ***** because of this?

So im at the end of my junior year. I have a GPA of 2.5 but im in all AP and IB classes and this year my grades improved greatly. I keep getting 3.2 on each of my report cards. My family is moving to texas due to separation and im thinking after spending my first semester senior year in texas i want to move back to California to my old high school for my second semester. Is this a bad idea? I want to go back to my old school. Im planning to go to community college my first two years so im not worried about universities. Is moving high schools second semester in a different state a bad idea?

Im a Junior about to be a Senior. Im going to summer school too.

My Total GPA is 2.1

I know very low, and depression with family problems isnt an excuse.

I took all Honors and AP classes and i always did good on them. The reason why my GPA is super low is because i did really bad my sophomore year with 1.6 gpa on my report card.

So far my junior year i have gotten 3.0.

My SAT score is not good its a 1500.

I have one club and no sports. I dont have many community service hours.

The classes I always did bad at was math and regular classes. I even took Chinese and passed it. But my sophomore year screwed me up real bad. I know I wont be able to go to college. I dont know what to do?

What can I do with a 2.1 GPA and several honors, and a future IB Lit diploma?

How can I get him to leave so, my sisters, mom, and I dont have to move?

I am about to end my junior year and I really dont want to move to Texas from California for my senior year. My dad has not left the house and doesn't plan to and I HATE HIM. My mom is depending on a drug lord guy to help her move into an apartment in Texas, but she wont tell me what area, so i can talk to my councelor about my options. My mother gets mad at me whenever I ask that question, she says she wants to make my teen years the best ever, but i doubt it. Im moving my senior year of high school to a completely different area, i just would want to get over it since the friends ill make wont have the same connection. When I tell her I am coming back to california after finishing high school, she calls me selfish and that i have no family in califonia since everyone hates us.

I dont want to depend off a drug lord, and my mom is in love with this guy, and told me even though he has a wife thats pregnant that she will have an affair with him. Its going to be the same thing with that guy, she unconsciously goes after the same type of guy she is leaving and gets mad at me fot telling her she is repeating the pattern. The guy treats his wife like ****, but i want my mom to be happy since he is extremely kind to her, he saved her life once. But my father treats her like **** too.

What can i do to get my father to leave? He is not very stable and tries to manipulate us emotionally. I worry.

Sorry I am asking this question. Im not a shallow person, i can like a cute guy, but if he isnt very bright i will be completely turned off. So I am not really based off of looks.

Theres this guy that likes me, but i dont like him back. The thought of being with him makes me gag(I know mean). I didnt even know he existed until he messaged me and tried to ask me out and i put him down nicely, Then he messaged me again 2 times and i ignored him. I have him for a class and i dont even look at him, i just do my work and i talk to no one. I have never talked to him in person and never plan to. But he always stares at me and it makes me sick to my stomach. Then today he was following me to class. This is the second time. Then I realized he lives 3 houses down from me. He doesnt get the message I DONT LIKE HIM.

Will avoiding him more, ignoring him, giving him the death glare, and not even recognizing his existence make him stop have feelings for me? The thought of him liking me repulses me. Im sorry, but i also know how rejection is like, i was rejected by the guy i like. So i know how the guy would feel but i just want him gone.

I dont find myself pretty but im not ugly. Im pretty average, so i cant be picky, but this guy, is the first guy that repulses me like this. With other guys that have told me they like me i dont mind, even though they may be unattractive, but with this guy i feel like puking. Will ignoring him make him stop liking me?

Pleas don' bash on me.

Two guys message me on Facebook and at first i replied to them(my mother told me to be nice). They messaged me again and i ignored them but they dont get the clue i dont like them. I rejected their advances and even used the excuse that my parents are strict with me(they are not). Then they messaged me again and i ignored them. One of them, lets call im B, i have him for one of my classes and i dont stare at him or look at him, and i never talk to him, i have never even shown any signs of interest. I just do my work and ignore him at all times. But he keeps asking me and he wont get it.

The second guy tries to use emotional manipulation and when i reject him he gets mad and says, "You dont even car? Do you?" In reality i dont.

But how do i get them to stop messaging them. Will ignoring their messages make them realize I want nothing to do with them? HELP?

My ex keeps on staring at me, he broke up with me and this was about 2 years ago. But is seems he still stares at me even though he has a girlfriend and has gone through a list of them. I dont like him staring at me it reminds me of the sexual harassment he did to me at a school dance. We were outside and he kept on forcing me to kiss him and he kept on trying to slide his hand in my dress but I would twist his arm until he yelped in pain since i almost broke it. I defended myself against him and told him I wasn't stupid. That I wasn't stupid enough to be fooled by him and then left since my ride was there. I don't know how I maintained my calm composure, i was just 14 at the time. A bunch of people saw what happened but never helped me out. Im 17 now but it seems he wont stop staring at me and I hate it i feel like an object. I had to go to therapy because of him.

Why does he stare at me?

I like men, and have had sexual urges towards them. I have been attracted to men before and have fantasized about them. But I am not visually aroused by them in a sex scene.. I am turned on by Gay porn though. My friends think im weird because I am not aroused by a shirtless man, although I do find it attractive. But i prefer a tall, broad shoulder, lean man with glasses that can have a real honest conversation with me. That is a turn on for me, which my friends find extremely weird. I need more than physical appearance to be aroused and want to be sexual with a man.

But heres the issue, i am visually aroused by women in porn, not in pictures just when its in porn. I have seen naked women in real life but i find the sight quite disturbing. I have never liked or had sexual urges towards girls, but i admit i did have a point in life where i was curious. Also i get aroused by lesbian porn.

Im 16 by the way if this helps. So am i bisexual or straight or a lesbian. Thanks for the input!

Okay I used to like this guy back when I was a freshman in high school, i sent him a friend request over the summer and he never answered nor declined it, and i canceled it. I moved on and saw him everywhere my sophomore year. I thought it was pretty obvious that I liked him, but i never stalked him nor talked to him or stared at him.

Now I am a Junior and hes a Senior. I don't even look at him nor see him anywhere. But there's these times when we accidentally see each other and he starts getting fidgety with his hands. Or today I was walking towards class since I was late and he was sitting by himself on a rail texting. I just pretended I had not seen him and the moment he saw me i swear he got off the rail and walked the complete opposite direction of me. Does he think I am a freak, because I have never done anything to him. I am very apathetic about this but that hurt. If he doesn't like me he could just tell me. Then we make accidental contact and he wont stop looking at times, i just look away. There was these moments when I would wear a skirt to school and he would just check me out making it completely obvious. But he avoids me, and i dont know why. I get him the friend request i sent him might have freaked him out, but that was two years ago! I dont even look at him or talk to him or follow him.

I have been working out a lot but i don't see any difference at all. I diet and eat healthy but nothing seems to work, i just seem to loose inches.

I am 16 years old

I am 5'6 tall

my measurements are: 34C- 31-37

I think I weigh around the 145-150 lbs.

My thighs are around 24-27 inches around.

Im have very low self esteem and i want to drop to 130.

I just want to know If I am unhealthy, or overweight. I really hate my thighs, because before I used to be under weight until the doctor gave me these iron pills and i gained 30 pounds. I used to be short and 120. So yeah. I just want to know if I am overweight.

I like this guy, lets call him Bob. I have him for one of my classes and i sit behind him. I have known him since middle school and were now juniors in high school. I thought he liked me back in Middle school since he always wanted my attention and would always tell me you are so smart you should be on this, but I would blow him off since i had really low self esteem at the time.

Now he is always nice to me, and he always asks me if im okay if i hit myself by accident. He always asks me for help with homework, and he tries to help me out to. We dont talk to each other outside of class, but he also initiates friendly conversation with eye contact.

Such an example: Hell ask me how my day was, and hell mention things i did not even know he knew about me, for example why did i stop hanging out with my friends to be with some different ones. Hes tried to help me in work but failed miserably and he was pretty embarrassed. He always faces me when talking and smiles at me, and gets in my personal space. When we were alone he would just initiate random conversations with me, and but always something about me. There are other smarter people around him that could help him, but why does he always ask me for it, and why is he so nice to me while he can be judgmental about other girls. Its so awkward when he asks me for help since well always make eye contact and i look away. But when i look up he always seems to pay attention to what i have to say and when i look up he looks down.

I forgot to mention he has a girlfriend, so i know i wont ruin its just for plain old curiosity, im not a home wrecker, plus i do like him and dont want to look like an idiot.

He always teased me in middle school and has always been nice to me, so i dont know. I guess im over reading this. He never mentions his girlfriend, shes in college

I like this guy, lets call him Bob. I have him for one of my classes and i sit behind him. I have known him since middle school and were now juniors in high school. I thought he liked me back in Middle school since he always wanted my attention and would always tell me you are so smart you should be on this, but I would blow him off since i had really low self esteem at the time.

Now he is always nice to me, and he always asks me if im okay if i hit myself by accident. He always asks me for help with homework, and he tries to help me out to. We dont talk to each other outside of class, but he also initiates friendly conversation with eye contact.

Such an example: Hell ask me how my day was, and hell mention things i did not even know he knew about me, for example why did i stop hanging out with my friends to be with some different ones. Hes tried to help me in work but failed miserably and he was pretty embarrassed. He always faces me when talking and smiles at me, and gets in my personal space. When we were alone he would just initiate random conversations with me, and but always something about me. There are other smarter people around him that could help him, but why does he always ask me for it, and why is he so nice to me while he can be judgmental about other girls. Its so awkward when he asks me for help since well always make eye contact and i look away. But when i look up he always seems to pay attention to what i have to say and when i look up he looks down.

I forgot to mention he has a girlfriend, so i know i wont ruin its just for plain old curiosity, im not a home wrecker, plus i do like him and dont want to look like an idiot.

He always teased me in middle school and has always been nice to me, so i dont know. I guess im over reading this.

My father and mother have been together since they were teens and came her to California in order to have a better life. Im their eldest daughter about to enter my senior year in high school, and my mother has been planning to move close to the border in Texas, and if that happens my high school career will be over. I wont be able tog o too a good college or possibly finis high school, but my mother doesn't care, she is tired o my father.

I think my father might have a mental disorder. He is mentally abusive and a manipulative man, i think hes a sociopath. The problems have been there for years, and because of them I never mentioned I was raped by an ex boyfriend. He is crazy, and he won't leave the house, and believes that my mother is his property and he is a compulsive liar. My mother kicked him out yesterday but instead he threw all of his clothes out and stayed at home.

I dont know what to do, My mother is suicidal and we have no family support at all. I really do not want to move and I am planning to stay with my father in order to finish high school in Cali.

How can i convince my father to get out of the house, he is extremely paranoid too. I want hi out before he ruins my education plans. I seriously do not want to move my senior year to the border. I dont know my life is on the line, but i feel guilty and selfish especially since my mother told me she would kill herself if she wont leave and saying it our fault since we do not want to move.

HELP ME!

Look I think that after a year I realized I was a lesbian and I am soaked in tears. Just to confirm that I am one for the final time and stop being depressed about I just want to know if some lesbians ever felt this way.

Look im about to turn 16 and if I was in denial I was pretty damn happy.

Ever since I was small I have liked boys, and crushes on buys that last forever. I had sexual thoughts of boys at a young age, but I also got turned on by some females at times. Not my friends but females in sex scenes. But sometimes when I saw my dad watching girls stripping on televison I would not get turned on and I would look at my moms underwear magazine and would not get turned on. It just depended on the situation. I remember when I was young I had a dream about a naked woman and it freaked me out. I remember running to my mom and telling her in sobs. I moved on from that. I had a friend she was my best friend. I would hate it if she would go play with other girls. I dont remember ever having romantic feelings for her or sexual feelings for her. I remember I would have huge crushes on make celebrities and would get jealous if they had a girlfriend. I wanted them to be my boyfriends. In 6th grade I saw an episode of a nudist body where people were eating stuff off each other and I got turned on by the idea of eating food off a woman. I had about 8 crushes on guys in elementary school and I would get butterflies and turn red when I saw them or get close to them. I remember this was one lady that would hug me and her boobs would always be in my face and I would HATE IT. I thought it was gross. In middle school I got a huge crush on a guy and each time he flirted with me I would be the happiest girl and when he sat close to me i felt shivers across my skin and I would cry when I found out he had a girlfriend. I wanted to be with him and kiss him and hold hands. I would even think guys we're cute or hot. I remember having a crush on 2 guys and thinking I would want to be with them and each time I got close to them i felt shiver and would shake because I was so nervous. I remember catching guys looking at girls in porn and thinking ew that is gross. But I got into lesbian porn and started getting curious. I would fantasize about guys and get wet and turned on. I remember being in a sleep over with my friend and being in the bed with her and my mind would tell me kiss her. But I felt repulsed at the thought of just doing that. I just thought of her as a friend.

Then high school came and I found two guys that when I first saw them, wow they are gorgeous.

I would try and act cool with the spiky haired guy and I would blush. The other guy I thought was extremely hot was unobtainable until he started texting me and i started crushing on him. He would ask me to go to movies with him, and it felt right. I wanted to go but my parents would prohibit me since I was not old enough. I started having sexual fantasize about him and would get extremely turned on. When he asked me out I was happy but then I got depressed. I liked kissing him but i wanted to be with my friends. I missed my freedom. And i liked it better when we were just flirting with each other like crazy. He broke up with me and I felt numb. I got jealous, extremely jealous if i saw him flirting with other girls.

So i moved on with another guy and i felt red, would freeze up around it, I would love it when he started at me and would be so happy around him. I daydreamed about him but i never though of hi in a sexual way. I loved him.

I started masturbating but i didnt really like it until i used the shower head. I would fantasize about guys but it wouldnt make me orgasm. I would get really horny when i fantasized about them and it made me want to masturbate but I could never climax. I did have urges to have sex with guys and I ended up liking a friend named Eric. I would daydream about being with a man,and having children.

But i started doubting my sexuality and now i masturbate about girls, not my friends because i get grossed out about random females, i make them up. But I dont have sexual urges towards girls and I have never like one. But when I ask people tell me i am sexually repressed. Then why did I care about how I looked around boys. Why did I feel happy, butterflies, nervous, intrigues around a guy i liked? Is it because I was sexually repressed? I wasnt repulsed by them. I remember writing my name and replacing it with the guy i like last names. Im so confused. Was i sexually repressed I cannot stand the though of being a lesbian it makes me want to be in bed all day. Not because i wont be accepted just because I dont want to feel this way. And I just cant go back to normal because i need to know. Im just in so much pain. Im so desperate. I just dont know what to do. Why am i fighting these thoughts if ima lesbian. Why? I just want to rip my hair out.

Look ever since August of 2012 I have been doubting my sexuality. It is really getting me depressed till the point where i cant even socialize like i used to. Look I know porn isnt the ideal way to determine your sexuality, so dont tell me just because I like lesbian porn makes me Bisexual or Lesbian. I talked to my mom about this and she is amazing, so if I turned out to be lesbian i would be perfectly fine, she supports equal rights and has gay friends. My mothers tells me she went through this to and that I am a teenager and that it is completely normal and that from what she has seen of me I have always liked/wanted to be with boys.Now you may be asking why am doubting my sexuality. Look I went to counseling because of this but the paranoia wont leave me.

Here are the reasons why I think I am a lesbian:

- I get turned on by women in porn ( Mom told me this was normal)

- Sometimes fantasize about them

- Did not feel sparks with my first bf

- Men dont turn me on in sex scenes, for example Magic Mike

Reasons why I think I am straight:

- I have always liked boys

- Would cry to my mom because the guy i liked had a girlfriend

- Fantasized about boys, especially my first bf

- Feel butterflies when i saw my crush

- Would freak out if my celeb crush would appear on television

Look I may seem ridiculous but the paranoia wont leave and I seriously do not want to experiment.

When I had my first bf I was going through a lot of family isuues so it distracted me, but I would always feel dizzy after we kissed and when we broke up I was super jealous when he would flirt with a girl.

Basically my paranoia wont leave me, before all of this sexuality issues i fantasized about men only and it turned me on. Before this sexuality issue i never though about girls that way But now girls turn me on to. If I had to have sex with a girl It would have to be someone I dont know because just the though of doing my female friends repulses me.

I know I have nothing to be afraid of, since I have a loving mother. But I just want to know.

I know everyone has to struggle once in a while, and sure I may sound selfish. But I am sick and tired of working all day to improve myself, and get a good life. But I always fail. So theres this girl, I met her when I was small her life is super easy and gets things handed down to her.

-She was born into a family that is well respected

-lives ina mansion

- has a loving and supporting family

- can afford to buy anything she wants and does not have to worry about food being missing from the table

- She even said it herself, her life is easy

- good grades in school, without even trying

But I have to admit she is kind, but the thing that gets me pissed off is that she bullied me all through 3-6th grade. Everyone sees the nice side of her, but no one has ever seen her mean side. I was suicidal because of her.

I was born into

- suicidal, bipolar mother

- Crazy father who I have never had a bond with, blames me for eveything abusive

- Raped by my first boyfriend ever

- Struggle to help my sisters, support my mother and listen to her eventhough she abused me physically and emotionally through my childhood

-Bullied at school

-Struggle alot in school, even though i do all my work

- Have to deal with family problems

- Have depression, went to a counselor but it didn't work

- Broken family, almost raped by a family member

-have always been called the ugly child, especially when young, adults would make fun of me because I was a late bloomer

- Have to take care of suicidal friend, because she is always telling me she will kill herself.

I know I sound super selfish, and for that I am sorry. The girl I just talked about just won a competition and it gets me so angry how she will never pay for what she did to me. I sound like a total A hole, but I am sick of working and others getting things handed down to them.:( I know that there is others with a much worse life, and that my issues sound minuscule compared to theirs. I am just super tired of it. And I admit it I am jealous. But I cant help it. I feel guilty and horrible for feeling this way, when I should not.