bigmama35

It has been 12 yrs. now and my oldest has lived with me for only one year. She is 17 yrs. old. my youngest is still living with her grandmother. My husband and daughter both say I am childish/jealous of my mother-in-law taking my children away. Although it has been 12 yrs. and one lives with me now (her own choice) I still get very upset and small things still trigger the anger. What do you think?

Who likes and can't wait til their birthdays?

I love mine, It is the day that I can say "What I want for my birthday is a day to myself!!"

Everyone has something that is the favorite, something they have to collect or decorate with. Examples: Clowns, Frogs, polar bears, zebras, lions, leopards, deer, wizards, Indians, etc... What is yours'?

I have tried and tried to write about how and when my seizures began over and over again. I want to write about the reason they started, the reason Doctors say they started, what triggers them.How I know when I'm going to have one, what they feel like when I try to fight them, the type of seizures they are, and how the Doctors what the Doctors An I have done to try and control them. Every time I sit down to write about them I go blank and mess up my words. I am normally very very good at writing, but when I sit down to write about this I just seem to have a problem. Can someone help, please help me write this one and/or explain why I am having such a hard time!!!!!

Last month my family added not a dime to the bills. My husband gives daughter money left and right, but gives me nothing. Am I being unfair?This month, when I get my check, I'm keeping it for myself. I only get $360 each month and last month my fhusband, daughter, and her boyfriend made me spend the whole $360 on bills. When I asked for money from any of them they would not give me a dime. They work and get a pay check every week. I'm unable to work, because of my seizures. Am I being unfair if I decide that this month I am not going to pay one bill and keep my money to myself this month so that I do not suffer like I did last month?

This month, when I get my check, I'm keeping it for myself. I only get $360 each month and last month my family made me spend the whole $360 on bills. When I asked for money from any of them they would not give me a dime. They work and get a pay check every week. I'm unable to work, because of my seizures. Am I being unfair if I decide that this month I am not going to pay one bill and keep my money to myself this month so that I do not suffer like I did last month?

When you are watching the news what do you hate hearing about? What scares you the most: weather, someone missing, a kidnapping, car accidents, death, or food poisoning?

There is one thing all parents (whether we are good, great, greatest, or even worst) teach their children that is wrong.

We were taught this and we can, as humans, have found no way of surviving without doing this.

Before we teach our children to do this we teach our children not to do this.

Can you tell me what it is? The one to answer this correctly gets BEST ANSWER from me.

There is one thing all of parents (whether we are good, great, greatest, or even worst) teach their children that is wrong.

We were taught this and we can, as humans, have found no way of surviving without doing this.

Before we teach our children to do this we teach our children not to do this.

Can you tell me what it is? The one to answer this correctly gets BEST ANSWER from me.

I would like your honest opinion! The main thing this election ahs proven, What do you believe it to be?

I went to Bingo last and won $900. $650 of it had to be written out by check. I need to know since I'm on SSI will the state hold this against me? It is only $650, but it is in a check and it is more than what my monthly income is. How would I cash my winnings if the state could hold this against me?

My daughter has always been daddys' little girl. If others have ever paid attention to other questions I have asked they will really understand what I am talking about.

I just found out mothers intuitions are 90% correct! I have had a strange feeling for the alst 2 weeks about my daughter, but did not have the proof until tonight.

I started paying close attention from the moment I had this gut feeling,then my daughter calls me from work tonight,because she is not feeling well. She has me come into her work to make her boss let her leave. When I finally get themto let her leave I take her to the hospital because of this sick ness she has had for over a week now. The doctors give her several tests. Their final test was a Pregnancy test which came out positive. they then decide to do an ultra sound to see how far along she might be, because of her vomiting and fainting. surprisingly She is 11 wks 4 dys. Dad is mad and wants her to have an abortion! She is too far along, correct?

I am thinking about getting a lobectomy (surgery - removal of the blockage that is causing my seizures)!

Before I started having seizures people looked up to me: children, teens, peers, even my in-laws. Came to me asking my advice about things, wanting my help, trusting me with their children, wanting to come over all the time, etc.. Once I began having seizures everything went down hill. My mother-in law took guardianship of my children away from me; children started looking at me differently, friends no longer wanted to be seen with me, my children are embarrassed of me, and my husband does not want to be seen with me. My husband allows my daughter to tell me what to do. He allows her to do as she pleases and not have to listen to a word I say. I am thinking of going through with this surgery so that I will never have these seizures again.

By having this surgery I would be risking being paralized. The nerves in my brain are located differently than the normal brain. Where the blockage is operates every part of my body except my speach. I have memory on both sides of the brain. 80% of the human brains Right side operates left and left operates right and you have memory on only one side of the brain. With me it is different (completely different). If the surgery comes out fine though I will be able to drive again, work again, and maybe people will look at me the way they did 11 1/2 yrs. ago. Heck maybe they will look at me even better than they did then and now, just because I accomplished such a risk.

I was just released from the Hospital yesterday, after four days of EEG testing done on me. They have found that it is very possible for me to come out of the surgery fine. I am still a little afraid, but want my seizures to stop soo desperately. It looks as if this may be my only way. I know the final decision is really up to me, but what I want to know from you is "What would you do?"

My husband and daughter were baby sitting a baby and were very tired. They would not take a nap though I told them I would baby sit while they did. They said to me that they were told a certain colors to put on him and for him to use certain things. I told them you were told those certain things to put on him and use not that rest could not rest. Next thing I know my husband, daughter, her boyfriend and I are headed to shopping centers, looking behind their buildings for hay, We get behind one, drive through some boxes that are, folded, tied, and stacked. Head right to this one area where there is a lot of stacks of hay and start loading. Before I know it I'm at my mother-in-laws and she is baby sitting. I tell her about what my husband and daughter and how they were with the baby. I let her know how I had volunteered, but did not do it. My sister-in-law walks in to pick up her baby from there. When she walks in she starts talking about what happened at her job. She asks if everyone had heard about the kids who had ate part of the magazine with JESUS CHRIST on it saying GOD is our 'SAVIOR' How no one can stop talking about it. I say to everyone that it isn't the kids they are going to hold it against it will be the parents. The kids didn't know what they were doing. Right before I wake-up I look towards my mother-in-law (has always been there for me) and notice her face is turned away from me. She is looking at someone else and the have a smirk on their face. Right then I think to myself she is either rolling her eyes or muttering something about me. I don't like this at all. I then wake up. Can you please tell me what this dream might be saying?

When talking with these children they had said a few interesting things and asked each other a few interesting questions. Now remember all I want is your answers to these questions not smart ellick remarks about these children They are just children!

When looking in the mirror at yourself have you ever had the urge to just put your fist right through it?

Have you ever stood next to someone, looked at them then wanted to punch them right in their face?

Have you ever been a passanger in a car, the driver sees a squirrell slows down to prevent from hitting and you thought speed up and run the da.. thing over?

Have you ever had something in your hands and just wanted to squeeze it as hard as you can?

These children came to me to poor their guts out and listen, I want to know if you have ever had this urge!!!

When talking with these children they had said a few interesting things and asked each other a few interesting questions. Now remember all I want is your answers to these questions not smart ellick remarks about these children They are just children!

When looking in the mirror at yourself have you ever had the urge to just put your fist right through it?

Have you ever stood next to someone, looked at them then wanted to punch them right in their face?

Have you ever been a passanger in a car, the driver sees a squirrell slows down to prevent from hitting and you thought speed up and run the da.. thing over?

Have you ever had something in your hands and just wanted to squeeze it as hard as you can?

These children came to me to poor their guts out and listen, I want to know if you have ever had this urge!!!

What do you think is going wrong in America today? What do you wish for? Please, be honest!

Today I was having major problems with my computer. I do not have the color red in my computer, so I was looking at the mother board. Well, while doing so I found my computer a complete mess. During the process my battery fell out. My computer was giving me major problems and I worked on it for 20- 30 min.. When cleaning the inside of my computer is when I found the battery. My computer is, of course, now working. The tip is;The inside of my computer was such a mess that this was part of my problem. You need to keep your computer clean not only on the outside, on the in side also. Alot of people do not know enough about computers to take them apart and clean them theirselves, so if you need to take it to someone who can as often as you can! You wouldn't want to go through what I went through!!!

Everyone acts out their dreams to one point, but some go to extremes.

I was tested by doctors because of all the sleeping problems I have, while tested they find that I do this. If I dream I am running my legs are not only swing they are putting the pressure on like I am actually on the ground, fighting hitting with pressure, etc... Last night I had dreamt I was a statue (like statue of liberty). At first I was looking up at myself seeing me as the statue then turned arouned and looked down at everyone else (as me being tha statue). I started waking up (slowly) and was unable to move my legs, arms and/or head. I had to wake myself up completely and slowly move each part of my body (one leg at a time). What My question is, do you have a problem with acting out your dreams this bad? Have you ever had a dream to this extreme?