justine

Most people want money/want to earn money some kind of way. I don't. I don't care about it. It doesn't have any real value for me. I get asked by my mom why I don't want a job since I'd be able to make my own cash and buy things I want, but I don't care about any of that. Getting a paycheck doesn't excite me. Theres not much that excited me too begin with.

Or is he just pushing some Trump buttons? I did here that it was more of to boast because of the "election" that's coming up.

Nothing interests me. I dropped out of college because I didn't like what I was doing. I now realize there's nothing I want to do. There's nothing I enjoy. I don't want a job. I don't find excitement in anything. Video games, movies and everything else just pass time. I'm not interested in making money or having a big house. I'm not interested in dating or starting a family. I need my space 24/7. There's never enough alone time it seems even when I am home by myself all day. I have no aspirations or goals. I just kind of exist.

In December I went to the dermatologist for boils and a lump under my armpit. She gave me antibiotics and told me that if the lump stayed that she'd have a mammogram done. The boils and lump went away so there was never anything set after that. She thought it was based on fungal and that the lump was a benign cyst. 2 days ago I got another lump under the skin on the same side. It feels a littler different and is hard. Idk if its just tissue because it doesn't feel like a normal lump. When this all happened I woke up with an achy shoulder. We were staying in a casino hotel and I don't know if it has to do with the fact that I used my brothers razor, the cigarette smoke or what. Cig smoke messes with my sinuses and I did have a sinuses infection a few days ago. I also slept wrong in the bed since I had to sleep with my brother. I'm 22 by the way. The skin surrounding it has a burning sensation to it.

This isn't a pro not anti Trump question. Just curious since he pretty much should have been already. When and how do you think this will occur?

So someone I know likes to pretend to have certain illnesses not for any type of gain other than so someone will talk to them. They don't have any friends and their family has never really shown them affection from what I can see. Is there more going on that needs to be talked about? Are there any disorders related to this?

Last night a door slammed on my head. I had started feeling aches and pains in my upper neck and now my right arm has a funny achy feeling. Whole arm, armpit, and shoulder. I also have an ear type infection so I don't know if that would have anything to do with armpit pain.

A few years back I had gone to the doctor because of easy bruising. I hit my arm on a counter which caused a baseball sized bruise. That causes me to go to the doctor to make sure it wasn't anything seriously or deadly. I had low blood platelets from nothing serious. It just ranked for unknown reasons. After time it went back to normal and my platelet counts came back as normal. Recently I started getting these little bruises again. One on my bottom leg that has been there since December. One on my arm. Can low blood platelets come and go from time to time?

Every time I watch a new show I believe I belong in that world. Not every one, but I had just got done watching Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood and it got me thinking that I'd be so much better in that world helping people. I want to have powers to like help save people. I don't really feel of this world. I also do a lot of excessive day dreaming and create stories in my head. I've always found myself to be more interested in something beyond. In still very much a kid at heart even though I'm 22. I still have the mind of a child. I still want to go out and conquer the world and have long journeys with friends. The life in these types of shows is something I want to obtain more than anything I can get from this world.

In December I went to the dermatologist for boils under my arms and on my side. She gave my antibiotics for a type of fungal infection she believed it to be. The boils are all gone, but I have an itch and sore armpit on my right. There's no lump or anything nor rash.

This is just one story out of the many I can tell but it's something that demonstrates how she is with me all the time. I'm 22 years old. This just happened a few mins ago. She just comes out of the blue telling me how I need to lose weight by the summer and get myself a man and that I'll need to look good to get a man... I'm not even looking. Then I just answer with a simple "yeah"... Then she says " Oh I love the way you answered that "...then I said " What? You wanted me to argue or something? " to which I kind of laughed afterwards. Then she said "you know...you're a dick"... It's like what even happened. She stood there insulting me then calls me a dick because I said " Yeah' in a tone that wasn't happy.

I'm 22 years old and freak out in anger over everything. It sometimes gets to a point where a punch and claw at my face or throw things. I'll clench my fists and bang my head. I feel that way the most is social situations. I would talk about this with a friend, but I don't have any floor. I always want to scream and I always feel like I need to hit something. I'm also always tired and nothing really gets me excited.

I'm 22 years old. I have these purplish veins on both of my breasts. They're way more noticeable on my left breast that is bigger. I have a spider vein on the side of my left breast and my breast is covered in these purple dots with veins coming out. I think it's because that breast is much bigger and I'm extremely fair skinned. I did go to the dermatologist in December for boils on my arms. I did show her the spider vein that was next to the other veins and she didn't seem that bothered or concerned. She said it looked aggressive but that was because it was a deeper purple at the time. She didn't really care about it though. I did gain 50 to 60 pounds in under a year and it caused my left breast to get bigger and the veins are more visible where my breast bulges out. Just wondering if purple veins are normal.

She was having some problems going to the bathroom and would cry when she would try to poop. I lifted her tail to whipe her and she cried again. I don't know if it's constipation or what.

Inasta pretty much had a freakout and logged me out of all of my accounts. I try to log back into them and it tells me "sorry, there was a problem with your request". The only one that it logs me into is the one i have put under Facebook but the others won't. I restarted and turned off my phone but it didn't work i try tried to uninstall the app but it wouldn't let me uninstall it...only update options and open and when I'd press uninstall it would just switch the option to update. I don't know what to do to fix it.

Well, I'm never motivated to do anything other than games, music, and the occasional times me and my brother leave during a weekend to see a movie. Im 21. But i have no friends ans haven't hung out with anyone in over 2 years. I stay home most days and have no desire to leave or do anything spectacular even though i would love to travel to different countries to visit i don't feelvi would even have the energy to that. Im exhausted from the moment i wake up. Im anxious often. I stay up usually to 2 or 3am and wake up at 7am like clockwork for no other reason than because. My mom has asked me wouldn't i ever want a great job that pays well so i can have my own money a feel good about myself, but honestly i have no desires for that or for anything. I have no aspirations. I like video games but don't have the talent for it. So i don't see the point in doing anything and would rather be in a coma than have to worry about what to do next. Even video games seem like a hassle more than fun. Watching tv is a hassle. Everything is a hassle.

Ok, so there are some nights when im in bed and im restless. I have to keep moving my hands and legs. Everything feels restless and i just squirm around. My fingers feel like they have to be moving at all times and the only way to calm them down at all is to clench something. I don't know what this is. It doesn't happen every night. But pretty much on a daily bases almost my hands feel restles...kind of like adrenaline has been shot directly into my fingers.

Ok, so there are some nights when im in bed and im restless. I have to keep moving my hands and legs. Everything feels restless and i just squirm around. My fingers feel like they have to be moving at all times and the only way to calm them down at all is to clench something. I don't know what this is. It doesn't happen every night. But pretty much on a daily bases almost my hands feel restles...kind of like adrenaline has been shot directly into my fingers.

So, I'll ask a question like where we are going out to eat or where the wood cleaner is and it's met with screaming about how i should already know or just go get dressed. Yesterday my mom thought i shaved a hair off my chin and she screamed at me about how I'll turn inro a dude and be sorry and that hair grows back darker when you shave it. I didn't even shave a hair and she was just yelling like a maniac. I got a One Punch Man t shirt because i like the show and she said "really? This? Dudes wear this not girls." And i said that i like the show and she said "so?". I remember years back when we were doing garden work and i was around 12. It was hot and i was getting dehydrated. I stopped for a second to grab a drink and my dad got so pissed off that he threw a shovel at me. They have rarely ever hit me...Ever. But there were the 2 times when my dad got pissed and threw crap me. I don't get all this screaming and easy anger and belittling over crap like getting a t shirt.