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Is it a symptom of my anxiety and depression? Or something else entirely that I should seek help with?

So basically, it gets so bad where I have to shut myself away because I cant stand to be around anyone. Even my niece and nephew. Shes 2 1/2. He's 3 months. I dont like either. Both scream and cry and the mother gives in to their every demand. So they're always screaming and crying. Noisy spoiled cretins. I put on a fake smile and try to act as though nothing is wrong. And that kills me because I hate fake people. But what am i supposed to tell my brother? "I dont like your kids dude. Keep them away from me."

The kids are only a start. Some days I want to see the world burn. Or just take someone's life with my own hands. I hate way more things than I should. I keep to myself because I have nothing good to say to anyone and I dont find joy in really anything anymore. My new years resolution for 2019 is to just find happiness again.

So is my hateful feelings from my anxiety and depression? I have no idea.

Love

Fitness

THC

Video Games

Music

And there's no way to alter it or stop it from happening.

I personally wouldn't want to know. Because that's all id ever think about.

Would you pray? Scream? Do your best to survive the fall? What exactly?

James Holmes. The movie theater massacre murderer dude. He killed lots of people and gets to live out the rest of his. Total BS. He needs to be dead. Now taxpayers get to pay for his food and housing the rest of his life.

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Andy Whitfield would be my choice. I choose him over my own best friend that died in 2010 from suicide by cop.

Andy was the original Spartacus in season 1 and passed away from lymphoma aka cancer.

The Earth is too overpopulated. We need to reduce the population by a few billion to help reduce the consumption of natural resources before they're all used up.

I'd box with him. He was all about love so I don't think he'd have very good hands. So easy knock out for me. But I wouldn't KO him cause I don't wanna go to hell. And cmon, who would wanna hurt Jesus?

I'd binge watch Netflix and repeat a show I've seen on account that I'm watching with Jesus so I'd just deal with it and not complain that I've seen it already.

I'd probably end the day with introducing Jesus to everyone I knew in person so I could rub it in thier face that I'm besties with the Lord and they aren't. And hopefully depending on how the day went, I'd ask so incredibly politely if he could turn my gallon water storage into wine. "Red" wine. "I wanna look after my heart, Jesus."

For equal rights sakes, I feel that if a woman is not allowed to be bare chested in public, showing her breasts, that men who have man boobs should have to follow the same policy. Cause let's face it, no one wants to see ugly man boobs anyways.

We only live once. So why are so many people fine with being very overweight and gross? Why don't people want to see what they're capable of and being healthy? Why don't they want to feel good about themselves? All it takes is a LITTLE self discipline and a person will be happy thier whole life. I just don't understand how most people are ok with it.

Oatmeal is the worst. Numerous times I've sneezed while I had a mouthful and it's never a pretty sight. We're talking debris flying EVERYWHERE. What are you supposed to do in that situation? Especially when you are with other people?

Example: James Holmes

Why is that guy still even breathing air? He kills over a dozen people and now hard working tax payers get to pay for his food and housing the rest of his life. He needs to be killed off. Our Justice System is a joke.

I'm not talking about using the word "older". But old. At what point would you say, "Ok, I'm officially old"? I don't believe there's a certain number, because everyone ages at different speeds. But in my opinion, once I can no longer physically defend myself, I'll admit to being old.

I believe it to be over human population.

I believe it to be over human population.